tallest morgue on earth

mostly mlm content and sad mumblings sideblog (U18, please do not spread nsfw on my page)

[savroon]

intro post

hello , my name is savron !! i run this blog .

basic info

i dont want to say my age due to some issues with stalking ive had, but i am in between the ages of 15-18 . i am a gay (with a total of two exceptions so pretty much just homoflexible) guy (he) who sometimes rambles a lot (which is why i made this blog) !! this is actually a side blog , i do a lot of writing for game franchises cod and splatoon on my main :]

i really like jellyfish and sometimes talk about it a lot !! i am also a fan of botany , weapons (mostly semi autos), art (drawing and writing) and photography

eng/中文 OK!!

warnings

this is mostly where i ramble about mlm love or cry . i am very very mentally unstable so here is the general warning of what i may mention .

sui , sh, sa, hallucinations, paranoia, drugs, addiction

all of this will be tagged accordingly .

[savroon]

looking back on all my posts with a horrible sense of dread. would i have said all those things about her if i knew that our relationship would end the way it did? if i had looked back on them earlier, would it have ended?

[savroon]

so we broke up

[aggressivelyneurodivergent]

Rewatching s2 act 1 and I seriously think Isha is a nonverbal neurodivergent kid

Like she doesn't speak and while that may just be her being a small shy child, with how much she IS around Jinx, you'd think she would've spoken, esp in ep 3.

Her mannerisms also just aggresively make it seem like she isn't neurotypical. I don't really have specific examples, but as an autistic person myself, it's something I vaugely picked up on during my first watch.

Has anybody else had those thoughts?

[shinysherlock]

advice from dad

So, my Dad is a 73-year-old Mexican man who has lived here since he was 16. He was in Watts during the riots in 1965; in 1992, when I was in LA, as soon as the Rodney King verdict was announced, he called me, told me what was coming, told me how to stay safe. He has survived horrible living conditions, being kidnapped, physical abuse, prejudice, discrimination. He learned English, got his green card, pays his taxes, works hard, and has three daughters. 

I thought he would be devastated today.

But he wasn’t.

He saw that I was sad and angry, and he asked me why, pretending he had no idea. I almost started crying. And then he said, “no se me chicopale.” 

It means, don’t lose heart. Don’t give in to despair.

I asked him why he wasn’t upset.

He said, basically, “The world has always been this way. There are always people who are afraid, who are racist, who are awful. This is not new. And it will never go away. He won. We can’t do anything about that. All we can do is what we can do. Fight for what matters to us. Take care of each other. And don’t lose heart. And here, I got these unsalted cashews for you and a bag of jamaica drink mix and can you show me how to use the new washing machine because it’s not working.”

And, for reasons I can’t articulate, I feel a little better. 

[kryptaria]

As a Jew who just spent two hours talking to a rabbi for the first time in thirty years, please give your dad a hug from me.

Tikun olam, the rabbi reminded me. Literally, it means world repair. It means we live in an imperfect world, and instead of looking to the Heaven of the next world, it’s our duty to be a light in THIS world – to protect those people who need our protection, to work for social justice, and to improve the world as a whole.

The world needs our light.

[egggod17]

[savroon]

cuddling until i completely smell like them >>>>>>>>>>>>

[draktharion]

It’s more than closeness—it’s a silent bond where you absorb their essence, intertwining your identities without words. A subtle yet powerful imprint on your psyche.

[adayinthelesbianlife-deactivate]

[savroon]

being young and transgender and in love is the deepest connection next to our bodies and the earth i believe

`both of you know that you are going to change on the outside . know that in ten years time there will be a completely different body and face and smell and eyes . but we are still drawn to each other regardless , no bound or gender or limit that can hold them back .

i sometimes wonder what it is that makes my love so unconditional . love doesn't have a look, but it is somehow in the corner of her mouth when she smiles . the way she holds me is not limited to any chromosome or genital . maybe i am tied to her soul and no, i dont want to have it any other way .

[fall-mlm]

[savroon]

had my first kiss a few days ago . it was 11 pm in a hidden garden in her backyard after it was raining . she grabbed my hand and ran to that corner and it smelt like fresh air and wet grass . held my face and kept on kissing me and i kept on clinging onto her and the sound of her voice and her words on her lips is something i want to drink everyday . she helped me climb onto a stack of throwaway bricks because im quite the bit shorter than her and i didnt want her back to hurt . i dont think i ever want to stop being in love with her chat im cooked

[minorblue-deactivated20251001]

a triple lutz from ilia malinin, adam siao him fa and lukas britschgi

[havingapoemwithyou]

my mother, my mother by Luther Hughes

[savroon]

on my transmasc x transfem agenda ……. (agender haha get it)

just a transfem kissing her boyfriend’s cheeks and both of them giggling together as she helps him apply his testosterone . just a transmasc teaching his girlfriend the way he applied his eyeliner before he came out , hoping it brings her more happiness than it ever did for him . transmascs and transfems cuddling and kissing . i find that very pleasant :3

[savroon]

so it turns out me and my gf are said transmasc and transfem . the grass is green and the sun is shining and just for this moment my world is in order

[savroon]

cuddling until i completely smell like them >>>>>>>>>>>>

[savroon]

i dont personally use aacs (cost is expensive and preference to sl) but i think it would be cool if we could decorating them !! putting stickers and doodling on the cases and keychains and matching them to outfits does sounds interesting .

[savroon]

study dates !! table and bed scattered with papers and previous tests and notes , debating about theories that appear in the upcoming exams both of us are cramming . trying to stay on track but your smiles and jokes start to occupy the place where formulas and solutions should be . ending up cuddled in our bed , my face in your neck and your kisses all over my jaw when we both take a ‘power nap’ .

we both end up wingeing about our results , but your warmth makes all the procrastinating worth it .

psst im gay and this is abt 2 men !! please keep that in mind , thank u !!