Erotic Melancholia

15 || gay || he/him || please check my DNIs before interacting "I ran my fingers through your hair And I thanked God to touch the flame" || I write silly poems :D

[fatuous-frog]

╰─ - ̗̀✎ Introduction!

Heyooo, the name's Sae (Not my real name, just an alias)! My pronouns are He/They. I'm a transmale and very gay. That being said, this space is safe and open to LGBTQ+ people. I'm an artist (traditional) and poet, so I might post my art here! But this blog is mostly about my own mlm yearning.

Feel free to give any critism or advice! I'd really appreciate it.

My PMs and Asks are open, so feel free to slide in! (plsplspls send asks or messages plsplsplsplspls-) This is an Anon friendly blog! I don't mind as I like making new friends who have the same interests as I do. And I'm bored most of the time... hehe. Just as long as it is appropriate.

Tags: #Sae's silly poems (my poems) #Sae's nonsense (for my nonsensical rambles)

Random Facts about Me!!

Not sure if anyone cares but oh well.

Note: My interests are really random... so...

I'm from Southeast Asia!

I'm 15 years of age currently!

My favorite colors are black and blue

My current aesthetic now is dark academia/goth

I enjoy literature, music, skateboarding and arting in any form.

(I need book and music recommendations)

I'm open to any music genre as my own music taste is a mix from everything right now, and I can switch from one genre to the other depending on my mood.

I am an INFP!

I'm a huge psychology/true crime fan!

I'm an animal and wildlife enthusiast and a wormbook (as my friend says)

My favorite animals are cats, dogs, frogs, Komodos, snakes and spiders!

I'm a huge fan of anime, donghua, and any dramas (mainly East Asia dramas though), cartoons, comics/manga/manhua/manhwa and more.

HMU if you have any of these interests and we can be mutuals!

DNIs!!

Basic DNI criteria (Pedos, proshippers, etc)

Homophobes, transphobes, etc. (We're people with feelings as well, mind your words.)

PEDOS BACK TF OFF

NSFW Accs are fine but if you post NSFW please don't interact

I don't have that much to say about this. Just don't be a weirdo.

No strict age restrictions as I can be mutuals/friends with anyone older than me. Though I prefer anyone between 14-19 as I am still a minor.

╰─ - ̗̀✎Thank you for dropping by!! Intro might be updated in the future.

[transhuman-priestess]

What’s on your Lock Screen?

Picture of (a) partner(s)

Picture of family

Picture of pet(s)

Picture of a valued possession

Photo taken by self of something else

Photo taken by others of something eise

Fandom art (official or unofficial)

Picture of a famous person/role model/inspiration

A meme

Default art from settings (but y tho?)

Your own artwork

Other/I’m bald/etc

Voting ended onAug 21, 2024

[fatuous-frog]

Oh to be gay and in love with someone and have a domestic life with them... waltzing to instrumental love songs in the kitchen while it's raining as if we're living in our own secluded palace...

[gvmdisease-deactivated20240916]

not to be gay but we should go walk to the gas station/dollar store in our pjs to go get snacks and drinks then when we get back home let’s watch movies together trying to stay awake and share a cozy blanket while sleepily rambling to eachother and fall asleep next to eachother but like not to be gay this isn’t gay niooooo

[veinssofglass]

waking up, I wanna make my way to the kitchen, still half asleep, noticing him sitting on the kitchen counter in my hoodie. I stand between his legs, holding his waist so softly, leaning in and kissing his neck, then pecking his forehead for good measure before making us coffee

[summerlix]

concert dates. ice cream dates. staying at home and playing video games dates. getting philosophical on the couch dates. coffee dates. thrifting outfits for each other dates. bubble tea dates. movie dates. watching shitty tv shows dates.

[sfw-mlm-thoughts]

Boy that comforts you through a panic attack. Boy that rushes to you and scoops you into his lap and holds you, tight and strong, until it feels like you can breathe again. Sitting on the cold bathroom tile floor, he wraps himself around you, firm and warm and safe as he talks softly and gently into your neck. "You're good be alright," he says, "I promise you it's all gonna be okay." You couldn't even begin to process how you'll deal with things but it doesn't matter because you're safe right now. Your tears soak into his soft shirt and his hands run through your hair or trace gentle circles on your back. "I've got you," he says, "I'm here"

[candied-nyam]

i just wanna come up to someone and wordlessly press my head against their chest while they're wearing their coziest hoodie, listen to their heartbeat as they wrap their arms around me and huff affectionately. i wanna feel the rise and fall of their chest of their breathing as they idly rub my back- just letting me quietly recharge in their arms until i either fall asleep or am feeling energized enough to chat with them about whatever they were doing

[mlm-transs]

One of the best feelings is cuddling a boy against your chest and being able to tell him that you love and adore him and being able to kiss his forehead as he nuzzles his head against you as you cuddle.

[of-mushrooms-and-men]

Guys i an so tired from work and have no boy to play with my hair as i sleep on him about it. Like what

[just-4-the-future]

Boys with acne I love you

Boys with stretch marks I love you

Boys with cellulite I love you

Boys with crooked teeth I love you

Boys with weird smiles I love you

[veinssofglass]

actions will always speak louder than words, so let me show you just how much you mean to me. give me your hand, I'll hold you like you are the most delicate thing, kissing each finger, kissing your hand, working my way up your arm, up on your shoulder, up your neck, on your ear, on your forehead, each eyebrow, each eye, each cheek, your nose, and your chin, before finally making contact with your soft, and kind lips. it's a soft kiss, full of tenderness yet compassion. when I end it, let me hold your face. I can't help the smile that creeps onto my face, cause I'm finally holding my world

[macaronissi-mo]

struck by the urge to be a gentleman for him. i yearn to take his hand and kiss the back of it, bring him bouquets of flowers just because, open doors for him while i bow and say "after you, sir" and giggle a little afterwards.

i need to be his good old-fashioned lover boyyy

[of-mushrooms-and-men]

Wanting soft love with someone, where communication is open, where arguing is made sure to not happen first. I want to be held and hold, we both know its okay to be ourselves because despite whatever ill love you anyway. Youll love me anyway. We’ll indulge in each others interests even if its not our thing, ill make you breakfast in bed before i have to run errands of the day, and i know youd do the same. Sweet showers together and cuddling in rainy weather. We will be boys in love, we could live together and be safe in a home of love.

[just-4-the-future]

Where are my musical boys who want to sing with their significant other?

Cuz um. I'm here. Any ballad, I'm willing to learn it.

[fatuous-frog]

Oh my god, I am so done and tired with everything... I just wanna have cuddles with a boy who sees and likes me as a boy while we listen to romantic songs...

[gnarlygoth-deactivated20251210]

i wanna make out with a guy how cis guys make out with other cis guys.