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hewwo! a lil reminder after th death of this blog that i still do khr related stuff on my sideblog (khrkin) if thatās what you used to follow me for lmao
hot take: yamamoto takeshi isnātĀ āacting dumb on purposeā nor is heĀ āactually super dumbā, his questions are structured differently. trying to work through things with a different and sometimes scrambled mindset usually makes things seem a little off. though i agree his canon mental illness (that was made into a gag :))) ) probably comes into play when he laughs certain things off, iām just gonna pitch it out there that his easygoing self is a natural part of him and heās wholly on a different depth perception and slower to realize the more obvious things thanks
Iām pretty sure yamamoto was based on the happy go lucky guy trope, but i kindaa head canon him as someone who tries to deny reality?
Maybe he knows that deep down, he should be avoiding his friends because of the mafia influence. But he just really likes them so much so that he tricks his mind and pretends that theyāre playing a āgameā so thereās no actual danger in getting involve with them.
mmmm he was but that was before the manga developed into more than just its gag origin and hes been developed further than that now.
thats a fair hc iād say it started that way maybe very plausibly? i dont think that was the case with all the arcs though because you can only keep denial that heavy up for so long, no matter who you are and considering theyāve had to fight for their lives (and people have died/ nearly died) itād be more of a daily life arc through ring battle arc hc at most sort of thing.Ā
mental illness can be a combination of multiples and lack of situational depth/cues is a major player. we donāt know his diagnosis bc iām pretty sure he never went to get clinically diagnosed (or it wasnāt mentioned) so the only clear sign is severe depression which was clearly enough to convince him that jumping from a school roof was all there was left to do. i mean itās all open ended because none of that was ever explained just literally happened and no one spoke of it again aside from tsuyoshi finding out his son tried to end his own life :))))))Ā how he naturally thinks and his mental illness play off each other and i honestly just made this post bc im sick of the two troupes i mentioned. theyāre everywhere and they donāt even make any sense
To be honest I didnāt quite believe it when you said he might have depression, because from my impression (Itās been forever since I read or watched KHR), he was a peppy young man who knew how to be serious as well.
But after googling a bit of depressionās symptoms and re-reading Yamamotoās chapter in the manga, I think you might be on to something, whether the author was intentional or not.
This is Googleās result:
Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness:
Self-loathing and maybe loss of interest and daily activities:
I feel like the strip above is more of him thinking that by failing baseball, he has failed everything and therefore, he is no good.
Reckless behaviour:
The other points I canāt prove as I donāt think I have seen those symptoms from the manga, but I could be wrong.
But I also think the symptoms doesnāt necessarily point to depression, because Iām sure most people will feel depressed for a while, Yamamoto hardly shows any of the symptoms anymore in the later chapters (maybe the author just forgot about it or discarded it?), and Iām more convinced that his decision of wanting to jump off the roof is something decided at the moment.
Might be unrelated to the point, but Iām sure that Yamamoto wanted to have someone or a friend who can relate to his situation well, when the people around him just see him as a perfect person who canāt possibly have flaws.
Yamamoto asked for advice and Tsuna just says āJust try your best??ā and Yamamotoās all on board about it and practices till his wrist or arm broke.
weep wop guess whoās back from the dead for one hot minute bc I didnāt even see your reply holy shit.Ā
But this is a good addition and there are a lot of open ended theories abt Takeshi because Amano never retouched on any of that Shit which kind of disheartens me seeing as how it was written off as heās just ok after that and nothing more because of the aforementioned gag manga chapters the issue appeared in.Ā
As someone who (bringing this up due to the heavy subject of suicide/depression) attempted to end their own life on several occasions and came very close to succeeding. Jumping from a roof is way too out of bounds to just be an impulse of the moment decision, no matter how ugly your thoughts. Ending your own life is planning, and thinking, and playing with idea for usually a long time and buddy youāre in somewhere so dark and hopeless when you try. No one who is temporarily depressed (thatās a thing?) eg: for weeks or some months (as far as I know, I could be wrong) would go so far as to be two seconds away from doing so.
Usually itās smaller actions that start out like self harm. Itās a slow decline. Depression is thrown usually bc a lot of our generation has it, suicide is being backed into a corner with no more options left.
And absolutely I believe Takeshi was lonely and starved even for a friend who wouldnāt idolize him and put him on this pedestal of always being the best. Who would at least listen, coming from a place maybe even darker than his own. The panels are him seeking help. Theyāre kind of obvious attempts at red flagging to Tsuna without literally saying it thatĀ āhey I am not okay! I need help!ā only Amano doesnāt touch on that well because mhmmfnhn itās supposed to be Funny Look At This Idiot Jumping Off A Building And Talking About Baseball Gods. Also a plot device for Tsuna to become closer to Takeshi.
Maybe the point is that it could go either way and no one is really wrong in their HCs because we still donāt know shit. I donāt think Amano intended them to be signs of depression either. But theyāre blatant signs just the same.
People can become dangerously talented at hiding those things especially if they fear rejection or donāt even recognize it for what it is. Takeshi was most likely not even taught that was something he could have????
This became so long I have apologies forming in my dumb head as I type this but buddy I am Passionate abt this, lord willing. Just know that,
Takeshi Yamamoto attempted to jump off a building several stories high and if that doesnāt scream warning signs I donāt know what will.
thatās it iām mcgone kinda no more in the queue
iām still here once or twice a day to answer messages about my new url!! itās ok if we donāt know each other, arenāt mutuals or have never talked to still ask. the worst i can do is politely decline
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āIn a game with no consequences, why are you still playing the āGoodā side?ā
Because being mean makes me feel bad.
23 fucking hundred years of philosophy and this mother fucker on tumblr gets it in a meme
The first time I saw Takeda I was sure he was the little giant and I still kinda want him to be xD
i might restart my main and kindaĀ āabandonā this one aside from whats already queued? don't know yet but seeing people reblog the r/\27 things or old k/ h/ r posts/ships and frankly things i dislike from old me is giving me a lot of anxiety?? and this blog is a negative energy because of the mess. dunno
how do i delete 3 n a half years of things off my blog
somebody had to do itĀ (blank credit)