I feel as if allah does not Care about me.
Assalamu Alaikum,
Always have good opinion of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. Read this quote. It will help you in shaa Allah
“When we’re struggling to understand Divine Will or trying to make sense of whatever baffles or angers us about this world, let us remember to never betray our own soul by letting a single negative thought about God enter our hearts. Rather, we must compel our hearts to not only have a good opinion, but the BEST opinion of Him–ALWAYS. God is perfect, we are flawed. We make mistakes and must answer for them, His decree is perfect and is never to be questioned.
Even when we are in tribulation and we can’t see or don’t understand the wisdoms, that does not mean they do not exist. When the time comes the veils will be lifted and everything will be understood. Until then, it behooves us to be in a constant state of gratitude to Him and to believe with certainty that He is deserving of all praise.
“I am with my servant’s opinion of Me. Let him therefore have a good opinion of Me.”
“If you have not improved your thinking of Him on account of His attributes, improve it because of His treatment of you. For has He accustomed you to anything but what is good? And has He conferred upon you anything but His favors?” - Ibn `Ata’ Allah
-Ustadha Hosai Mojaddidi
May Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala make things easier for you and guide us to the straight path.
Allahumma Ameen















