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Frieda was a little surprised to see that the male offered her his hand; she figured that people at this school found things such as shaking the hand of a fellow student upon first meeting them to be old school. But she gladly accepted his hand. “Sayram? That’s a funny name,” she said. “Funny as in good! It’s a nice funny name.” She hoped she wasn’t scaring the male off during their first conversation, since she realized how socially disastrous she could be. Frieda placer her own cup on the coffee table and hopped off the couch to make Sayram some tea as well. She handed him the cup before retaking her place on the couch. “So what do you study? Are you a first-year?” 

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“Oh.. ha, yeah, it’s a little weird, I get that a lot. My mom named me after one of her great uncles.” He admitted to her, used to this reaction by now. He usually got called out for the odd name or for his Boston accent. He sat up a bit, setting his controller on his lap as he watched her head for the kitchen. “Yeah.. I’m a psych major. I want to be a therapist one day.. What do you study?” 

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"Reiner isn't here, don't know when he'll be back."

Sayram was certainly surrprised to see the blonde sitting in Reiner’s room, having expected a much larger and male type person. He cleared his throat awkwardly, reminding himself that he shouldn’t feel bad for just barging in. This was his boyfriend’s dorm after all.

“O-Oh.. Do you have any idea where he went? I just wanted to give him his costume.” he admitted.

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Annie sat on Reiner’s bed, having found Norman in this room rather than her own. “uh, no clue, I think he went for a run. I’m sure he would love to come back and find you here” she patted the bed next to her.

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“Oh.. Okay.” He nodded, clearing his throat. He walked over after hesitating. This was a good chance to get to know Annie better, even if he was a little intimidated by the girl. He wanted them to be on good terms, after all she was so close to his boyfriend. 

“How have you been, Annie?” he asked, sitting next to her.

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Reiner was more than excited that his costume was finally finished. He was all ready for Halloween, and more than that, he was also thrilled to celebrate his first year anniversary with Sayram. He had been perfecting on his Hulkling costume while Sayram worked on his Wiccan costume, and he couln’t wait to see the final results. 

He made his way to his boyfriend’s new dormroom. He hadn’t announced that he’d be coming over, but he knew that he would always be welcome. It was somewhere around evening by now, and he hadn’t seen Sayram all day. They had been quite busy in general lately. Sayram had rejected more than a few of Reiner’s date proposals because he had already made plans with that Isabel girl. 

Despite being happy that Sayram was making more friends, he had a hard time trying to conceal his jealousy. They were so… touchy towards each other. Too intimate, it made Reiner uneasy to see them together. He knew he was probably being ridiculous, but he couldn’t help but to feel that way. 

When he reached Sayram’s dorm, he knocked on the door and one of his roommates let him in, saying that he was in his room along with a friend. Reiner then proceeded to knock on Sayram’s bedroom door before he heard a dull noise that sounded like something falling on the flooring. “Babe? It’s me,” he said before opening the door. 

He stepped in, and his eyes widened at the sight that was before him. On the floor was Isabel with Sayram right on top of her. She was flat on her back on the floor, and Sayram laid right on top of her with his arms next to the sides of her head. Their faces were mere inches away from each other before they both looked up to see Reiner standing in the door opening. The blond fell completely speechless and he could feel his heart sinking towards his stomach. 

He knew it. He fucking knew it. Something had been going on between those two for a while now, but Reiner had always held onto the hope that it was all just in his head. Apparently it wasn’t. Reiner had just caught them as they were about to get it on, and it probably shouldn’t even surprise him. And yet, there he stood. His heart being ripped apart at the sight and all he could do was stare. 

“…Sayram?” his voice barely produced any sound. He shook his head and as he stared at the other male. “How could you?” 

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“You know.. You aren’t helping by moving around. Just.. Here, lay down and stop making a fuss.” Sayram sighed. The older of the two of them was freaking out because there was something in her eye, which he could clearly see was a eyelash. He was trying hard to get it out of her eye for her, but she kept flinching every time he got close enough. He moved to hover above her, narrowing his eyes when she snorted at him. “This isn’t funny, stop moving.” He rolled his eyes, moving to blow the eyelash out of her eye. Once it was on the corner, he carefully moved to brush it away.

The sound of his door opened made him jolt, lucky that he didn’t manage to poke her in her eye. He turned to look over his shoulder, face going a bit pale when he realized what Reiner looked so upset.

“What? No, it’s not even like that.” he explained quickly, sounding out of breath. He moved away from the girl, who looked ready to say something and he shook his head quick. He knew that Isabel could be pretty rash and that wouldn’t help this situation.

“It’s fine, Izzy, I think it’s better if I talk to him.” he told her, shifting as she got up to quickly leave his room. He stood up, feeling meek as he stared up at his boyfriend’s devestated face.

“L-Look I know it looked bad, but I would never.. It wasn’t like that, I was just trying to help her get something out of her eye.. I wouldn’t do that.” he explained, voice tiny.

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"Reiner isn't here, don't know when he'll be back."

Sayram was certainly surrprised to see the blonde sitting in Reiner's room, having expected a much larger and male type person. He cleared his throat awkwardly, reminding himself that he shouldn't feel bad for just barging in. This was his boyfriend's dorm after all."O-Oh.. Do you have any idea where he went? I just wanted to give him his costume." he admitted.

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Charlie West  – Logan Lerman.

Charlie West Davis, nacido el 19 de Mayo de 1999.    

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"Babe it's still like 80 degrees. Why are you wearing a sweater?" ~Reiner

Sayram looked up from his gameboy, having perched himself up on the bleacher to watch how the football try outs would go. Reiner had made a point to come over and speak to him whenever he had a chance, while he’d been focused on the tryout’s at first, he quickly became distracted when he got a unsuspected visit from Isabel. They had been chatting for a while with Sayram showing her his progress in his Zelda game. While she didn’t stick around for too long, it had been easy to get lost back in to game.

“Huh? Oh, no.. I almost always wear hoodies, I’m not too hot, don’t worry.” He smiled slight at him, setting the device down on his lap.

“Are you having fun?”

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“Well, as long as her face isn’t nicer than my ass,” Reiner smirked. With comments like these, he wondered why Sayram hadn’t broken up with him long ago. Annie would slap him or roll her eyes at him. “I mean, not that that’s even possible, but still.” 

Reiner kept holding Sayram’s hand as he looked back at him, and he smiled in return of his boyfriend’s happy grin. “Same here. I honestly never thought that I’d ever be so lucky to get into a relationship like this so early in my life,” Reiner admitted. Before Sayram, most of his relationships were quite short term and mostly based on sexual desire. It would always start with a hook up, and then gradually entering in a relationship in order to have an excuse to keep sleeping with each other. Sayram was his first relationship that was based on emotional connection and not immediate sexual desire. It made him realize that this is  how a relationship is supposed to be. 

“Ha! We do. We made everyone’s spideypool fantasies come true,” Reiner grinned at the memory. “We need to figure out what we’ll dress up as for this Halloween. Maybe we can improve our Wiccan and Hulkling costumes? Unless you had another idea in mind.” 

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Sayram raised his eyebrow at the remark his boyfriend made, before shaking his head with a smile. He’d learned in time to expect anything to come out of his mouth. “I don’t think those are two things one should compare, hun.” he teased him softly, giving his hand another squeeze. 

“Ha, me neither. I never thought I’d find a relationship at all, sometimes I think I’ll open my eyes and it will all be make believe. Ha.. it’s easy to doubt myself.. But, it’s real and I’m so happy with you..” he admitted to him, cheeks starting to flare a bit. “I’m very lucky to have met you.” he leaned over and pecked his cheek, ignoring the wolf whistles.

“Yeah! I mean, I’ve been meaning to work on those two a bit more, since there are some conventions coming up that we could go to? We could do face paint and props for you, ha.. I’d have to look into it all, it might be out of my skill set.. But I’ll try.”

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Logan Lerman photographed by Matt Sayles at Sundance Film Festival (2016)

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Charlie

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"Babe it's still like 80 degrees. Why are you wearing a sweater?" ~Reiner

Sayram looked up from his gameboy, having perched himself up on the bleacher to watch how the football try outs would go. Reiner had made a point to come over and speak to him whenever he had a chance, while he’d been focused on the tryout’s at first, he quickly became distracted when he got a unsuspected visit from Isabel. They had been chatting for a while with Sayram showing her his progress in his Zelda game. While she didn’t stick around for too long, it had been easy to get lost back in to game.

“Huh? Oh, no.. I almost always wear hoodies, I’m not too hot, don’t worry.” He smiled slight at him, setting the device down on his lap.

“Are you having fun?”

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“Yep that’s him,” Reiner said, looking at the male far out in the field. “He used to be my dormmate last year. He’s… a funny guy. His pet spider always scared my tits off. Not gonna lie, I’m not gonna miss that,” the blond chucked. He placed a hand on Sayram’s thigh as he rested his head on his shoulder. A few of the team members whistled at them from the field and Reiner stuck his tongue out to them. 

He listened to Sayram talking. An uneasy feeling crept up to him when Sayram mentioned that Isabel was his dormmate. Reiner knew that he was being ridiculous; Sayra had told him that he’s gay, but for some reason Reiner couldn’t help but feel uneasy whenever Isabel was being so close and touchy with him. When Sayram mentioned his other female dormmate, he and raised an eyebrow and gave him a teasing look. “Pretty, you say? Should I be jealous?” he winked at his boyfriend. 

Reiner then grabbed one of Sayram’s hands and brought it to his mouth. “By the way, it’s October now. You know what that means, right?” he said, pressing a kiss to Sayram’s hand and looked at him. “We’ve been together for a whole year on th 31st.” Reiner could still remember last year’s Halloween as if it had only been yesterday. He recalled how they were coincidentially dressed up as Deadpool and Spiderman without knowing who either of them really was, and how they confessed to each other after they had kissed and revealed their identities to each other. Reiner knew he’d never be able to forget that amazing night.  

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“Oh yeah, he’s the one with the spider. Ha, I don’t know how you lived with that thing, bugs give me goosebumps..” Sayram admitted. His eyes dropped down to Reiner’s hand, reaching his down and taking a hold of it. He was used to the whistling and jokes by now, Reiner was so popular with his team that it wasn’t uncommon for members to approach him or call them out for PDA. He knew they didn’t mean any harm but it, but it still made his face heat up when he was called out like that. 

“What? Ha, no.. I just noticed she has a nice face.” he smiled a bit at his joke. While he did have attraction to females, he would never second glance at one while he was in a relationship, especially one he cherished so much. The only girl that he had almost had a crush on was Mikasa, and that was a very fleeting moment. He sat up more in surprise.

“Oh! I forgot that it was already October. Jeez..  The year went by so fast. Ha.. This is the longest I’ve ever been in a relationship, you know?” he admitted, peaking back up to him. He started to grin. “We have got to have the nerdiest hook up story in this school..”

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