Padme @scared-andalone - Tumblr Blog

The bad thing about having a sad blog that people follow is the fact that they are as sad as me. That’s fucked up, you guys are awesome.

What if the toxic person in your life was your father?

#alcoholicfather

Yesterday was the first time since you passed away that I needed to see you, only realize that I couldn't.

I just really miss you.

#death #unexpected loss #depression #i miss you

hplyrikz

morelovexlesshate

“Cause you never think that the last time is the last time. You think there will be more. You think you have forever, but you don’t.”

— Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy

You were the one person who was supposed to be there for me. You ended up being the one person whom I could never trust.

Sincerely, your daughter

#father #dad #alcoholic father #abusive father #Depression #recovery #relapse

He's dead.

What?

He's dead.

But I'll see him tomorrow, right?

He's dead.

But he will wake up, right?

He's dead.

But I can hang out with him again?

He's. Dead.

But... he can't be.

-an unexpected loss

#death #dying #miss you #loved #depression #suicide #relapse #recovery

qwertzxcvy

“Maybe I haven’t really forgotten you, maybe you’re the last person I think of before sleep, maybe you’re the first that I think of when I wake up, maybe you come to my mind every now and then, maybe I feel like calling you just to know how you are, maybe I have a wish to show up to your door just to know if you’d open it for me, maybe I still want to give us a chance. Maybe. But no, I chose not to have you any longer in my life and maybe that might be enough to forget you. Maybe.”

— Pietra Maisha (via wordsnquotes)