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[scarletprayers]

I’m sitting here thinking no one wants to write with me but there are so many unanswered starters in my tag that I never got notified for...HAHAHAHAH I wanna die.

[scarletprayers]

||• I think I’m going to bring back another one of my mises ‘cause Amelia is sleeping & frankly all of her interactions have disappeared.

[scarletprayers]

Would anyone like a starter?

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" i'm listening. " no she wasn't. amelia hadn't seen the other in months after they vanished in thin air and left her without warning. she hated getting attached to people, she hated getting comfortable with someone's presence only for them to leave and take what she'd gotten so use to-- so addicted to-- away from her. " no i'm not. " she finally admitted and it was in a tone that was less than welcoming for the other to continue whatever rant they'd gone on. " i haven't fucking heard from you in months and you just show up and expect everything to be the same? it doesn’t work like that. i don’t work like that. “ she glared, stepping closer toward them with daggers cutting from her eyes. “  i'm finding it hard to keep myself from breaking your fucking face right now, give me one reason why i fucking shouldn’t. “

[scarletprayers]

SNAPCHAT: amelia & ???

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fuckimblue‌:

OMAR: i see you’ve finally downloaded snap. welcome to this century, babe. OMAR: “sexy ass” bartender tho? i’d be worried if he weren’t already dead OMAR: but still. show some restraint. i may be dead but i still have feelings OMAR: and speaking of feelings, i had a question… how do you feel about children?

FANGHEARTED: don’t forget that i was in this century before you were even born, babe. thank you for the warm welcome though. FANGHEARTED: who said he was dead? i play with my food if you remember anything about me. who do you think i’m posed with? FANGHEARTED: tit for tat, babe. you’ll live.

five minutes later.

FANGHEARTED: adorable in diaper commercials, terrible in department stores.  FANGHEARTED: adopted a plaything with a child, did you?

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SNAPCHAT: amelia & ???

FANGHEARTED: nothing like a glass full of the sexy ass bartender to get me through the night. FANGHEARTED: or is it a healthy glass of V8′s tomato juice? FANGHEARTED: i just disgusted myself. it’s the bartender.

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shards of reflective glass trailed from her bedroom to the bathroom door and disappeared beneath the crack. her room was destroyed; bed flipped, chair thrown to a heap in the corner. she'd texted them well over 45 minutes ago asking if she could come over, an escape she'd used time and time again but this time there was nowhere to run from her father’s wrath. amelia cowered in the shower fully dressed, steam fogging up the bathroom to hide her battered figure from any intrusion that threatened break her solace. " i'm taking a shower... " she shouted to the three knocks against her bathroom door.

[scarletprayers]

ichcrbled‌:

                                               “i   think   i   might   have   heard   of   you”   a   smile   perfected   over   the   course   of   a   millennium,   not   too   threatening   and   not   too   friendly.   a   perfect   balance   in   her   experience   “the   dead   TALK,   biggest   gossips   i   know.   hunters   too,   of   course,   when   you   threaten   to   take   out   their   tongues.”      / s.c, @scarletprayers

" maybe i should start ripping a few out so there'd be less talk of me in the grape vine. " she replied nonchalantly. amelia wasn't normally this open about her reputation unless her switch was flipped, not caring much for humans or anything with a pulse for that matter. " so what's the tea? i think that's what kids now'a'days are saying right? "

[bewitchingmemes]

touch-starved starters!!

❝ no one’s ever done that to me before. ❞

❝ could you play with my hair? ❞

❝ i can’t remember the last time i did this with someone. ❞ 

❝ that feels nice. ❞

❝ i haven’t been hugged in years. ❞

❝ i never want to let go. ❞

❝ let’s just cuddle forever. ❞ 

❝ you put your arm around me and i literally felt my knees buckle, this is so pathetic. ❞

❝ i just want to be held for a little while. ❞

❝ you’re legally obligated to keep holding me. ❞

❝ i think i forgot what human contact felt like. ❞

❝ i need to remember what hugs feel like. ❞

❝ do you mind if we stay like this for a little longer? ❞

❝ my family was never the touchy-feely type. ❞

❝ i’ve never been in a relationship before, so i don’t really know how to do the whole…kissing thing. ❞

❝ you were my first kiss. ❞

❝ could we cuddle, like, platonically? ❞

❝ i’m in desperate need of a hug. ❞

❝ i didn’t even know i was ticklish there! ❞

[scarletprayers]

darkened orbs skim over her paled flesh, feeling the cool breeze from the window she'd left open all night now and yet her skin was still slicked with sweat. her breath was soft, barely audible. she hadn't meant for the other to see her this way, confining herself in her room had become second nature to her when she realized that the spirit attached to her was thriving off her blood lust. making her a monster. amelia had attacked him, taken his life, and she was plagued by the nightmare of his corpse almost on a nightly basis. she never wanted to feed again. " i loved him and i killed him, i guess this is my karma. i can’t bring myself to feed without seeing his face, hearing him beg me to stop. " she laughed under her breath. " he was the only one keeping me sane... "

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filmcreated‌:

                       he  lifts  a  brow  in  response  ,  lips  curling  up  in  the  slightest  .  HE  LIKED  HER  .  after  all  ,  the  genius  behind  the  movie  magic  he  so  ardently  loved  was  one  he  craved  ,  one  he  aspired  to  .  ❛  and  are  you  that  optimistic  person  ?  ❜  the  question  comes  honestly  ,  as  does  his  inner  judgement  of  the  term  happy  ending  .  

" i-- well... " that was harder to answer than she initially thought. while she had optimistic moments, most of which were falsely fueled by the idea of there actually being a silver lining to anything, but overall? not really. " if this were a horror movie, maybe. who doesn't like a bloody end? if you’re gonna go then you might as well go with a bang. "

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||• I’m here!

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“ there are things i just can’t explain. ” // from Elena Gilbert

bittersweet sentences. [ accepting ].

" i think that's just life. there's things you can't explain; feelings, emotions, species. the curiosities of it all make it worth while. some people f e a r the unknown but others, like myself, find it to be the rush that makes eternity just a little bit sweeter. if i were human i’d say i was an adrenaline junkie. " --- @selfishsoulstm

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Send “Lawd” if your muse finds mine attractive. // from Tyler Lockwood

Send “Lawd” if your muse finds mine attractive. [ accepting ].

well that was u n e x p e c t e d. " i'm gonna be honest here, " amelia finally spoke up. she'd taken a few moments to let it all register. " you're kinda hot too but don't let that go to your head. " --- @selfishsoulstm

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Send “Lawd” if your muse finds mine attractive.

[scarletprayers]

she's drunk. she's practically belligerent but she's in the safety of their room, somewhat. standing center of the plush bed, amelia danced and jumped as backstreet boy's "everybody (backstreet's back)" blared through the speakers throughout the house. " am i original? yeeeeeeah. am i the only one? probably not but yeeeeaaaah. am i sexual? not in a long time but yeeeeeeeeeeah. " she sings, bringing the bottle of vodka to her lips and taking a long overdue swig. " am i everything you need you'd better rock your body now. EVERYBODY!!! " amelia points at the other for them to sing. " awe come on, see lana wouldn't leave me hanging like this. " the girl drunkenly mentions her best friend whom she hadn't seen in years-- and missed. " she would've been twerking on the vanity set. "

[melamemea]

bittersweet sentences.

[brxkenlostboy]

melamemea :

“ is it wrong if i still like you? ”

“ i know what you said, but i’m still where we left off. ”

“ not a day goes by without me thinking about us. ”

“ what we had were special. i can’t let that go. ”

“ do you think there’s still a chance for us? ”

“ would you do it all again if you had the chance? ”

“ what made you leave ? ”

“ why did you stop loving me? ”

“ i don’t miss you, i miss what we had. ”

“ there are things i just can’t explain. ”

“ there are so many things i’d do for just one more night with you. ”

“ i have no idea what it meant to you, but to me it meant the whole world. ”

“ i wake up and i realize you’re not there. ”

“ how long is going to take for you to get off my mind? ”

“ even you’re my biggest ‘what if’. what if… ”

“ i guess i just never figured you out. ”

“ it’s what you do though, isn’t it? you leave people. ”

“ i’m fine without you, but i’m not doing well. ”

“ my life went to hell after you left. ”

“ with you had something at least. now i have nothing. ”