My Worst Enemy--Is My Memory.

Soul Searching. Living Learning Loving. Battling Demons

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[scarredmemory]

3 months ~

Damn life is keeping my ass busy and I forget to come back on here!

[mortisia]

“Nature is a haunted house - but Art - is a house that tries to be haunted.” 

― Emily Dickinson, The Complete Poems

[scarredmemory]

Hiding again!

So last time I wasn’t on here for 5 months

This time....

6 it is getting longer and longer!

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Hiding

I cannot believe it has been over 5 months since  I was on here

Talk about hiding. 

[scarredmemory]

My Worst Enemy--Is My Memory. turned 6 today!

[mysharona1987]

[scarredmemory]

Hope after the flame

Its funny to look back at photos and no matter how much it hurts and kills inside of you, to have known someone from the past like that to know that them now in the present isn’t the same and they wont be the same with someone new. All those years you had built up together came crashing down around you to be nothing but a repressed memory as you walk day by day. It is haunting. Haunting to know a love can be such a flame but to only be blown out instantly. But even without the flame, there is still light at the end of the tunnel. Keep walking. No matter how slow you go. The photos will disappear too after a while, the tears wont come anymore. Your heart will stop racing. You will wake up and be excited for your day for you and no one else. One day one step at a time. 

There is hope after the flame. 

[scarredmemory]

I Started A Joke

I started a joke, which started the whole world crying But I didn't see that the joke was on me, oh no I started to cry, which started the whole world laughing Oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes And I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that I'd said [Lyrics from: https://lyrics.az/soundtracks/suicide-squad/i-started-a-joke-by-confidential-mx.html] Til I finally died, which started the whole world living Oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes And I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that I'd said 'Til I finally died, which started the whole world living Oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me

[scarredmemory]

I loved you like no one else could

I followed you when no one else would

You saw my pain

I forgave you when I shouldn’t have

you were tired of me 

I loved you more than life itself

you gave up on me because everyone else did 

and it was easier you to walk away 

because you had nothing to feel all along 

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[scarredmemory]

hard to say that since there are years gone I cannot replace and memories I cannot forget 

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[scarredmemory]

It hurts so much to know that everything I have lived for is something you brought down and you don’t care anymore and it nothing. NOTHING

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

The world tells you many lies about who you are, and you simply have to be realistic enough to remind yourself of this. Every time you feel hurt, offended, or rejected, you have to dare to say to yourself: ‘These feelings, strong as they may be, are not telling me the truth about myself.

Henri Nouwen (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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Take one step at a time.

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Drenched in darkness, yearning for stars.

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