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I hate and love myself.
I want to die.
is This is what it means to be God.
To experience yourself all over again, and again.
The pendulum won't stop or maybe it will. Maybe it already has and I'm coming to real eyes it.
I was never meant to be the main one, to feel this way, to feel this much pain.
I've always been a bystander to something much greater than I've ever known. You get it right. Falling into place. Falling into grace. My innocence and purity are forever saved, led astray from this horrific place, hell of a home and into the tender night, for a broken heart, lay rest, and dry your eyes, lay your weary head on me.
Someone is in these eyes. Someone is behind those eyes. Hungry for life.
Please don't cry, I am just a freak. ###
Please don't go, I love you so. xxx
What's the one thing not just humans but everybody and everything has in common?
Consciousness.