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TEXT by @schoengeist-academy

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Delighted to see a writing of mine written in Sütterlin! I loved learning to write it in my early teens. And you've written off the margin.. perfection. Thank you!

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Did I every consider that my busy and buzzing mind would calm down the more, and more consistently, I create? I can't remember. Maybe. But before I think about that too hard and too long, I just subscribe myself creating like I take my medications in the morning and in the evening. I let it be as simple as it is. (I make it simple again)

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Even if you are a magnet of love, some will be repelled. Because you are a kind of love, a language of love, they don't understand; because they are more afraid than they are curious.

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Mein Name steht in deinem Pass. Ohne Datum, hat man mir gesagt, da einige Faktoren noch nicht klar genug sind. Doch sobald es soweit ist und alles wie in der Schlange am Schalter im Flughafen gereiht ist und die Momente nicht mehr kommen sondern nur noch gehen müssen, wird auch ein Datum geschrieben stehen. Vielleicht ist es gar kein Reisepass, in meine Welt, eine neue Welt (die mit mir). Vielleicht ist es ein Gebirgspass, auf dem du dich plötzlich befindest und zu dem dir eines Tages klar ist, er führt in anderes Land, ein neues Land (eines mit mir).

Wie das wohl aussehen könnte?, frage ich mich, und ich weiß, ich lebe einfach das, was mir in den Sinn kommt; was mit gefällt. Es wird schon nach dir rufen, und wenn es die Sprache deines Fernwehs spricht, wirst du die Momente erkennen und kommen.

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Nothing lasts forever.

Especially heartaches. The heart is one of the most amazing muscles in our bodies. Let it be the wonder it is. Love again. And again. And again. Make every heartbeat worth it.

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Overnight success goes something like:

Finally, my very own first philodendron! So mall, and it looks so lost between all the empty places where other plants will be one day.

That One Day later ( two years ):

So much offspring to care for and barely a good space left, oh dear! I'm about to start hanging them from the ceiling. I don't really want to drill into it, but i love all this green, all my plants, so much more.

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I adore that feeling when I write and hit something and think: no, I'm thinking about another word...

But the thinking is a feeling. I can feel that other word, like it's hiding behind a tree over there and wants me to come and find it.

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Das Wörterbuch ist ein Straßenatlas & Reiseführer für Sprache. Durch Zeit und Raum, über Welten hinweg, ein Kompaß, dessen Norden Verständigung ist (wenn nicht gar Verständnis). All die Abenteurer mit ihren Notizen, die verstehen wollten, und den Weg ebnen damit jeder die Geschichten am Lagerfeuer versteht, und sich verbunden fühlt.

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Do we truly believe our psychic abilities and our energy is subtle, like a morning breeze? Or do we recognise all the looks from curious "oh you're a bit like that.. " to "I don't want you to read me, please, no" as what they are: something telepathic, and whatever else there is out there.

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What if the ideas that you get are one by one the next steps in the instructions? Write about M (uhh, I don't know... ), okay, how about... F! (Mhh, mayyybe).

And so it goes on and on and, until you just take the next suggestion, explore it, play with it, have fun with it. Because, well, you could just give it a try. Why not? Sounds fun enough to pretend play for a while, see what that's about.

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L-Theanine; it's the second time and the second day I'm taking it, and I can hear my thoughts again - my thoughts. I stay engaged with what I focus on and since there's this overall feeling of calm too, it's so clear to focus on my thoughts and do what I want to do to change my life, and therefore the world. And, yes, I also just do it. Even the anxious noise in my head around this (what if I could suddenly be and do it all, no cluttering noise anymore) is nowhere to be found - also, I won't go looking for it. I may sound delusional, erratic, or eccentric at times, but I'm not insane, I am in sane.

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Looking for shapes in trees long after twilight is the gothic version of looking for shapes in the clouds.

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Is it just wave of endorphines or a download of my new self or a leap into another reality (does this fall under the category of teleportation?) Or ... I don't care, I feel better, different, deeper rooted in myself and what I'm here for.

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For me, so I can say with peace of mind that Version of Tainted Love by Marilyn Manson is my favourite. So off I go, searching for and listening to other versions.

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I have to be before I am.

So I do before I feel.

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One day, I will multiply and teleport simply because I wanted to keep sitting on my balcony journal, braindump and brainstorm, write poetry, plan my upcoming years with my creative interests, works, projects, and visions - while wanting to be in my kitchen dancing to the new music I want to feral to. I do already combine my kitchen dances with writing on the counter, but, i want to stay outside because the clouds today, the wind, the raindrops -

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I'm a Millenial. Generation Y

Generation Why

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I took my first steps during the energies of what would be the Peaceful Revolution. I'm a daughter of times and places where violent pasts, uncertain present, and inspired futures came together, feeling anything and everything, taking one step after another to walk towards something better. That's the cauldron of energy I absorbed. And I'm finally ready to drink from that well so I myself walk and walk with my visions in my mind and heart, creating them as I move, speak, listen, write; love.