Rivers & Roads

Hey, I'm Mel, 21, taurus, Canadian, proudly so! I love girls, playing/writing/listening to any sort of music, books, trees, snakes, kittens, bears, canoes, the sun, tegan quinn and emma watson, harry potter, fall, and fruitloops. Beyond all else, I love the wilderness. It has saved me in every way you can be saved. I fall in love with bodies of water and can't imagine not living by one. Peace and love friends, we're all doing the best we can.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

So, if you are too tired to speak, sit next to me because I, too, am fluent in silence.

R. Arnold (via kindly-karlirose)

[sufferingforsanity]

Things I Need:

1. An orgasm 2. Attention 3. $50,000

[nevver]

[zodiacmind]

Fun facts about your sign here

[intellectualpoaching]

There’s so much humanity in a love of trees, so much nostalgia for our first sense of wonder, so much power in just feeling our own insignificance when we are surrounded by nature…yes, that’s it: just thinking about trees and their indifferent majesty and our love for them teaches us how ridiculous we are…and at the same time how deserving of life we can be, when we can honor this beauty that owes us nothing.

Muriel Barbery, The Elegance of the Hedgehog  (via briqou)

[cut3blogger-deactivated20140319]

“we’re having guests over come downstairs”

[thatgirlfromupd]

You will search for me in another person. I promise.

(via j-selle)

[andreauxminyard]

my femme girlfriend: [hour and a half later] ok I’m ready to leave the house

me: [throwing on shorts and a tank top] okay baby i love you and you look so pretty

[wrook]

My overdressed butch ass: [hour and a half later] ok I’m ready to leave the house

My femme girlfriend: [throwing on a sundress and head scarf] okay baby I love you and you look so handsome

[piscesenergy]

Me: [after spending 6 hours on my hair and makeup] Babe I’m ready to head out now

My femme wife: [who has also taken 6 hours] Okay babe I love you I’m ready and your highlight is poppin severely but you need to blend that contour in a little bit

Me: [fixing her eyebrows] I love you

[amant-lesbienne]

my overdressed butch ass: [hour and a half later] ok love im ready to leave the house 

my equally overdressed femme girlfriend: [also hour and a half later] okay baby i love you we’re both so pretty

[gay-possum-rights]

Me: [10 minutes and a tank top later] ok babe let’s go

My equally lazy butch girlfriend: [also 10 minutes and a tank top later] I love you honey but we gotta stop taking each other’s tank tops

[ubelyptus]

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[bpd-robot]

protect neurodivergent kids with disorders other than just depression and anxiety 2k15

[snorelaks]

[to-be-ed-free]

Truth

[to-be-ed-free]

I hate new years. Its actually so so hard to hear how everyone is just gonna turn around and make themselves happy because this one day happened. Like the past counts for nothing. Its so hard to see and hear everyone’s new diet and workout regimen. I’m sorry but I’m just trying to keep myself alive. I can’t turn into a super hero on January 1st.

[to-be-ed-free]

It’s not that much fun having fun when you don’t want to have fun

Sabrina Benaim (via to-be-ed-free)

[myotherpage001]

My sadness was not swallowing 32 pills and laughing like i was fine or stepping in front of cars because I enjoyed the rush of actually feeling alive. My sadness was being here week after week after week and hiding my sadness with a fake smile and laughing at every joke I didn’t find funny. It was breaking down after a harsh week but knowing I had to pull myself together before my family came home. It was only making it to the next week without anyone noticing how fucked up I was. It was losing all hope of getting better but still pushing thorough the day. It was being dead but no one noticed.

myotherpage001 (via myotherpage001)

Mental illness isn’t what its like in the movies. Fuck those who think it is.

(via to-be-ed-free)

[to-be-ed-free]

Is it just me, or does it seem to be much harder to recover from a physical injury when you have mental illness? I was in a car crash last week and the anxiety surrounding that, on top of the exhaustion that follows me as a result of depression seem to be making it impossible me for my body to begin healing.

[khristian-ity-blog]

[to-be-ed-free]

I know its been ages since I’ve posted personally. I’m all grown up now. But being grown up isn’t how any of us dreamed it would be. The pressure is even greater and the price for happiness is higher. Independence only means more judgement, competition, and loneliness. I don’t know who I am or how to succeed in this world. I’m having more frequent depressive episodes. If anyone out there is going through the same thing, feel free to message me ❤

[scrappyhappiness]

If I was something that you ever wanted, I’m all ears.

The Arkells (via scrappyhappiness)