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how come goyim will make 30k note posts about why not to use antisemitic memes but ignore the SEVERAL hate crimes that have been committed since chanukah started

lesbianisopod-moved

for those who don't know

dec 8: an anne frank memorial in the united states is tagged with nazi imagery, including the hooked cross

dec 12: a jewish student center member is attacked at menorah lighting

dec 15: a hebrew elementary schools website is hijacked and text is replaced with violent antisemitism

does-not-suffice

I see no difference

polyhorde

catchymemes

#my English teacher sometimes puts good job on my essays and it means so much

Currently feeling like my body is broken and my art will never amount to anything

byjove

I own a book that should not exist.

I collect old books. Mostly turn of the century stuff published between 1870 and 1920. My parents did too. They emassed a collection of books somewhere in the thousands. They got them out of abandoned houses, at auctions, as gifts and at every antique store on the east coast. My dad cleaned out his house after the divorce and I got some of the books. I planned to keep the good ones and hopefully sell some of the ones I didn’t have room for. For the past several days I have been researching the different titles and publishing dates to see how much they’re worth, usually it’s somewhere between $15-$50 so I’m not getting rich off it any time soon. I encountered this book:

Beautiful, right? Screams late Victorian period opulence. Definitely keeping it. I check for an owner’s name or little note on the title page, I love books that were Christmas gifts long ago. Instead I find this:

A gift for a student as an award for her academic success. From either 1875 or 1895. Very fucking cool. I search for the Chatsworth Institute of Baltimore Maryland in hopes that I am holding a significant piece of history in my hands. No such Institute has ever existed in Baltimore, none. Not historically, not currently. There is a Chatsworth school in Maryland but it’s a contemporary public school. I cannot find record of this school anywhere online, there is nothing left behind, it must have been a formal school to afford to give awards. There should be some trace of it. It’s like this book came from an alternate universe.

Let’s go to the title page:

Beautifully illustrated by a W Cunston or W Gunston. Neither name being up anyone. The name of the author of this book is nowhere to be seen. The publisher is London based and mostly published childrens books (including the words of Beatrice Potter) and that is the only concrete fact I can get. Googling “Eilon Manor” and “The Four Sisters” brings up very little. I sift and I find a book called Eilon Manor published in 1863. Like Baptista, it’s an incredibly boring piece of literature for Victorian young women. The author is listed as D. Richard, no first name, no gender, no location. D. Richard does not seem to exist either.

I cannot find any other copies of Baptista a Quiet Story. I cannot find D. Richard or W. Gunston. I cannot find a publishing date on this book. It is truly as though it slipped out from another parallel dimension.

Someone should make a story where the MC gets transported into an otome game but the MC is interested in girls and falls in love with one of the female side characters in the game. When the guys figure it out the try and help set the two of them up and shenanigans ensue because they are all idiots.

#random thoughts #isekai #story idea

I have discovered that I have a love of romance stories with dumb as shit characters, I can’t stand romance in any other form. If they aren’t stupid, what’s the point?

#random thoughts

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thecollectibles

Art by Zeen Chin

My body is disgusting and I need a binder, I’m gaining weight cause of eating disorder recovery and it’s making me very aware of my chest and I need a binder. I hate my body so much I just want it to look right but I won’t no matter what I try.

#eating disoder thoughts #binder #my body disgusts me

Something about doing soft things makes me wanna share a kiss with a pretty girl. I’m making bread and I wish I was doing it with my SO in a cottage while birds chirp in the background.

#cottagecore #gay #nblw #wlw

kesstielarchive

Your outfits are fantastic. They all have such unique silhouettes. Do you have any tips on layering?

Thank you so much! Okay, prepare for a photo heavy post. I mostly used my strega and mori outfits for this, but this applies to just about every type of layered fashion.

Often times, I do my layering based around the bulkiest item I want to wear that day. For example, say I want to wear a jacket of some kind. That usually means I focus the layering on my torso, and only wear one layer at the bottom, such as leggings, pants, or a single skirt. You can also reverse it. Want to wear a bunch of frilly skirts? Keep things minimal at the top. Think of it like either a mountain (heavier layering at the base) or a tornado (more layers at the top).

I also like to contrast angles and rounded edges. Flared stuff, high-low pieces, and handkerchief hems lend themselves easily to that type of layering. I live for dramatic fabric fluttering, so I try to make some of my layers lighter than the others to help them trail along as I walk. Using lots of fabric textures/shades will make your outfits more dynamic, while using only one/two shades or textures give a more streamlined or ethereal effect.

For sectioning, I think of my body as blocked out pieces. For example, in a simple outfit, I'm two pieces. Torso and legs. Now, I can put the cut higher up to make my legs look longer, or lower down to give proportional balance

I could also layer the first section to have a higher hemline, with various degrees of extremity, creating things like this:

In a more complex outfit, I sort of cut myself into three or four pieces. Say the first piece is just my upper torso, the second is from my waist to my upper thighs, and the last is my knees to my feet (I also labeled the shades on the first pic and where I used them)

There are a few other tips and tricks, but those are the ones I can think of off the top of my head. When all else fails, I go for either an accessory based outfit (left) or throw every last arbitrary rule out the window and just roll with it and have a good time (right)

#ref

Sometimes I just get an immense amount of chaos energy. I suddenly get the need to DESTROY everything around me. It’s fun

#thought #chaos energy #i just wanna destroy a bunch of glass cups #i had too much esspresso #caffine #is great though

Do you ever just wanna draw a pretty girl? Or get a kiss from one? I just think I like girls.

#gay thoughts #lonley thoughts

illinicoise

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

spn-fandom-breathing-heavily

not even risking that shit

codyslipring-deactivated2015060

scrolled past this, re-evaluated my life, then SCROOOLLLED back up and hit the damn reblog button.

isamaegreenleaf

Last comment same thing. Sorry to the next person who sees this. I just can’t risk it. I have things I need to do before my life becomes hell. Lol

nnfirnid

man i fucking hate yall who tf put this up knowing damn well we all gonna reblog it im heated im really sick af bout this

modelinterrupted

I don’t play that shit lol sorry

latenightsugar

WHyyyy

badgyal-k-deactivated20190901

Sorry everyone

just-jay25

If only if only the woodpecker sighs the bark on the tree was as soft as the sky why the wolf waits below hungry and lonely he cries to the moon if only if only