Screwed to Hell

I mean, our family’s so screwed to hell, maybe we can help some others. Makes things a little bit more bearable. And I tell you what else helps. Killing as many evil sons-of-bitches as I possibly can. + Indie Dean Winchester | Supernatural | + tracking screwedtohell

[screwedtohell]

sometimes after christmas, i'm gonna shake the dust off this blog and get it up and running again. it's been a pretty hectic last couple of months, but i'm ready to return (maybe even with a whole new look/approach). for everyone i owe, you're not forgotten. i'll be picking up where i left off. peace.

[jensackles-blog]

10x01 Black Sneak Peek[x]

[screwedtohell]

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[screwedtohell]

on a more positive note, dean's got icons now, so i hope to utilize those soon!

[janblue]

[darlingdeano]

deanmeme: Favorite Outfits. [4/6]

[screwedtohell]

[sigh] really hate when blogs i recommend don't work out for someone...

[the-righteous-men]

Most Fans: *Claim that John saw hugging unmanly and would not condone Sam and Dean hugging people.. and now that Dean hugs people more often it is because he’s finally out of his dad’s shadow*

Canon fact: John Winchester hugs his boys even though they’re grown men.

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Most fans: “John would kill Dean for cooking.”

Canon fact: Dean makes Sam “John Winchester’s Famous Kitchen Sink Stew” when he’s sick.

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Most fans: “John would kill Dean for being a “geek”.”

Canon fact: John watched Star Trek and made a Star Trek joke.

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Most fans: “John should’ve been proud of Sam for managing to get into Stanford. “

Canon fact: A guy John helped out once tells Sam how John would brag about him going to college and how he was so proud of him*

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Most fans: “John doesn’t want Sam to go to college because he a controlling bastard and he didn’t raise Sam to be such a nerd.”

Canon fact: John tells Sam that he didn’t want him to go to college because he was afraid of what would happen to Sam when he’s there all alone (and things did happen there).

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Most fans: “John doesn’t even care about Dean or know what his interests are, etc..”

Canon fact: John knows that all Dean wants is a home even though Dean doesn’t admit that to anyone. John gives the Impala to Dean on his birthday because he know how much Dean likes it.

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Most fans: “Now that John’s dead Dean finally learned that it’s okay to cry and it doesn’t make him any less of a man.”

Canon fact: John Winchester is usually teary eyed and he cries sometimes.

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Most fans: “John would never let Dean talk about his feelings and that’s why Dean hates “chick flick moments”.”

Canon fact: John talks a lot about his feelings to Missouri, to Sam (more than once) and to Dean.

[statler-and-angelus]

Fucking this. John is not your one-dimensional hate machine.

[fleeingeden]

Spitting Teeth

Aaron’s head snapped to the side with an alarming amount of intensity, the other man’s hit driving him backward two full steps. There was a silence as he stooped slightly over; a stillness all around. The demon could practically feel the sense of self satisfaction radiating through the air, and he grinned. Primal, he loved it. He opened his mouth, letting a spool of blood spill with a harsh splat to the cement under his feet, and then straightened back up. 

A building laughter rang off the walls around them. It had been too long since someone had had the gall and Aaron wouldn’t deny he was thrilled. “Got it all outta your system, sweetcheeks?” he taunted, beckoning the hunter with his fingers, his arms out wide. 

"I can go all night, gets me real hot." 

[almostxangelic]

Pitch Black

[almostxangelic]

Those arctic blue hues were so vibrant and filled with worry that it would take a moment before the motion registered. And by the time it had, his lips were pressed against her’s.  For a moment, it was terrifying because let’s face it - he’s a demon and she can see the true form of his corrupted soul.  Had she not seen such a twisted wreck of a soul, she might not have been so completely shocked by what she was kissing.

Feeling herself hoisted up off her feet only added to that because it made her entirely too vulnerable and she felt her hands move from his cheeks to rest against the front of his shoulders, protesting against his lips with shock.  Is this what he needed to feel like he was still a part of things?  Reluctantly she returns the kiss.. sloppily.. She has no idea how to kiss.. And it’s pretty blatantly obvious she hasn’t the foggiest clue what she’s doing which ought to be enough for him to figure out her lack of experience in other areas.  There’s a good chance this was probably her first kiss.

[screwedtohell]

His brows furrowed at the limp, lazy sensation of her mouth on his and he caught himself on the verge of laughter in just enough time to stifle it. Awful. He pulled away gradually, his pucker dissolving into a tender-hearted smile. Lowering her back down to earth, the demon took up her hand, "C'mon, let's get back to the room..."

[almostxangelic]

Pitch Black

[screwedtohell]

Dean tried not to look so smug when Stormy came crawling after him like he knew she would. He turned, withdrawing from her reach. “I want to. I do. It’s… it’s complicated.” He hung his head. “Look, things are different now. And you and Sam… I get that you guys are close, always have been. I don’t factor into that equation, especially now.” He was laying it on pretty thick, but she hadn’t really given him much choice. “I screwed up, Stormy. I screwed up bad.” He seemed to be fighting the tears in his eyes, rather than trying to force them.

[almostxangelic]

Ouch..  Sam was more like a brother to her than anything.. Like an older brother she never had.. Sure they were a bit closer than she and Dean, but this was just.. “…that’s..” Stormy looks dumbfounded by his words, “—th-they don’t have to be different..”  Stepping in closer, she lifts her hands towards his cheeks, gentle and warm, frowning painfully at seeing the tears he appears to be fighting back.  She was entirely too gullible..  ”Please don’t be upset, Dean.. We can work through this.. I’d give anything to know you were okay..”  Except her soul…. She knew better than that.  ”..can’t we at least try..?”

[screwedtohell]

Dean searched her eyes through the build-up in his. He said nothing, waiting. Pause for dramatic effect... Slowly and then all at once the demon swept his chin down into and up against hers, catching her lips. This was by no means an easy feat. The girl was small, real small. He remedied that quickly, gathering her in his arms, pulling her closer, and hoisting her up into a strong, passionate embrace.

That's it, that's all he had in him.... At this rate, Dean might as well have stopped off for some chocolate and roses on his way over. He began to wonder if it would even be worth it in the end. After all, there were other, very willing girls who'd gladly forfeit themselves with very little effort on his part.

[deanwinchesterdaily]

[electricmonk333]

[supernaatural]

[almostxangelic]

Pitch Black

[screwedtohell]

"Yeah, you do that. I’m gonna hit the road, better yet the bar." The demon made for the door, taking his time in doing so. "Take care, Stormy. And, uh, keep Sammy out of trouble for me, will ya?" he chuckled, "See ya around."

[almostxangelic]

Before she can hit the final number, she’s hanging up and racing for Dean, “W-wait!” Worried for his sake of course. She wouldn’t want him running off! “N-no! Don’t go.. I-I won’t call him just…” As uncomfortable as it was having a demon in her hotel room, it was Dean still.. wasn’t it..? “Please?  J-just stay?”  If he would let her, she would take his hand gently, pulling him back into the room and away from the door.

[screwedtohell]

Dean tried not to look so smug when Stormy came crawling after him like he knew she would. He turned, withdrawing from her reach. "I want to. I do. It's... it's complicated." He hung his head. "Look, things are different now. And you and Sam... I get that you guys are close, always have been. I don't factor into that equation, especially now." He was laying it on pretty thick, but she hadn't really given him much choice. "I screwed up, Stormy. I screwed up bad." He seemed to be fighting the tears in his eyes, rather than trying to force them.

[almostxangelic]

Pitch Black

[screwedtohell]

Dean loosened his hold over her and exhaled, “By all means then… Guess the wrong brother came knockin’. Well, ain’t that just a bitch.” He pushed off of the bed and rose to his feet. “Didn’t figure you a tease, Stormy. I’m a little disappointed.”

[almostxangelic]

The game he was playing was leaving her increasingly weary as she stares after him when he loosens his grip, then finally relinquishes his hold over her and pushes off the bed.  Not really fully understanding what he was implying, Stormy gives him a worried, but confused look before turning to lay on her stomach as she grabs for the phone beside the bed and begins to dial Sam’s number, “I-I don’t know what you mean, Dean but Sam can help us.”  She was as naive as an angel when it came to these things.  After all, she had never experienced the sins of the flesh.

[screwedtohell]

"Yeah, you do that. I'm gonna hit the road, better yet the bar." The demon made for the door, taking his time in doing so. "Take care, Stormy. And, uh, keep Sammy out of trouble for me, will ya?" he chuckled, "See ya around."

[civilkiss-deactivated20181115]