perpetually Losing My Shit

scribbles.

[perception-filter]

Remember: if they can regenerate it is completely okay to do as much brutality as you want because they'll just heal it away anyways ^_^

[valtsv]

question. what's your thoughts on is it necrophilia if the corpse is undead and not just dead

well that's this sexy little thing called denial

[ot3]

no hate to op at all im screenshotting this for the sake of Making My Own Post instead of adding a subjective contradictory opinion to theirs. but i just can not relate to this way of thinking at all. when something everyone has told me is really good turns out to be really good im overjoyed. i think its awesome when things are good and they get attention for being good. the other option is that only bad shit ever gets popular and that would be a dark reality to live in indeed... the joy i get from being a contrarian hater is always a consolation prize for not getting to actually experience something good, which is always my main goal. i consider this an important part of the hater's ethos

[patches-dark-souls]

haterism is basic game theory

[thecommunalfoolboy]

Never trust an asexual who says “for fuck’s sake.” They do not hold stock in the sake of the fuck they are lying and manipulating you

[thecommunalfoolboy]

Never trust an asexual who says “for fuck’s sake.” They do not hold stock in the sake of the fuck they are lying and manipulating you

[tiktoksthataregood-ish]

[maze-on-jars]

[femmebatman]

So many characters that should’ve been butch ….

[renthony]

I've been seeing a lot of posts lately that tell dropouts "you can always go back!"

And that's not bad! It's true for a lot of people! You CAN go back later! You can apply to university, you can get your GED, you can pursue whatever level of education you want. It's not bad to share that message. If you dropped out and want to go back eventually, there is zero timeline. You can go back at any age, with any life experience. You do not have to graduate by a specific age.

But as someone who dropped out of college over a decade ago, sometimes "you can always go back!" starts to feel a little like an empty platitude. Sometimes it starts to feel grating instead of hopeful. Even when it might technically be true, sometimes it still feels like a hollow sentiment.

I just want to say, to anyone else out there who feels that way, who dropped out and CAN'T go back, potentially EVER, whether it's due to poverty or disability or any other reason:

It's okay to drop out and never go back. It might feel shitty, and you may even feel grief over it. That's real, and painful, and allowed. But you are not lesser. Even if you never go back, you are not a failure or a loser. Academics do not define your worth. You are not stupid. And it is almost certain that the system actually failed YOU.

With love,

A fellow burnout

[renthony]

A couple people have reblogged this with the comment that it's also okay to be totally confident in the decision to drop out, and to not grieve about it at all. And you know what? Yeah! They're right!

I personally still deal with a lot of grief about how my university career ended, but that's just one experience. I know other people with zero regrets, who talk openly about the ways that dropping out literally saved their lives. Life throws nasty curveballs sometimes.

So, to everyone who dropped out, for whatever reason, and however you feel about it: the educational system is a fucking minefield, but academics don't define your worth, and sometimes dropping out is the only option. Rock on.

[artbyblastweave]

You do, of course, realize that this is going to end very, very badly Jupiter's Circle #9 (2016)/ Civil War #2 (2007)/Worm 27.2 (2011)/Dark Avengers #16 (2010)/ The Power Fantasy #14 (2026)/ Kingdom Come Chapter 1 (1996)

[innards-out]

Thought of a fun reblog game: what fighting game archetype is prev

[txttletale]

there are many people who like to walk into a ttrpg having invented a blorbo in their mind and have the ttrpg to give them the tools to realize that blorbo and all the best to them i am so thoroughly not one of those people. give me a playbook that prescribes a very specific narrative role. give me a pregen character i have to play as. give me a dozen big stupid tables to roll up a guy on. give me some god damn lifepaths !

[txttletale]

cast me as though in a play and then allow me the tools to make the role my own!

[jasminewave]

Okay, but then, why did you sit down at the table? Why are you playing a TTRPG? You don't want to use the mechanics of the game to express a narrative for your character, why are you bothering to play the game at all? You could just go do improv. Or play a video game. Or look into local theater. If you aren't going to create the character, why did you bother showing up at the table?

[doctorstarky]

To push you into unique situations you might not be in if you had more control over character creation.

To explore the reality of how people can not control a lot of the traits they have or the circumstances they're in.

To create fun challenges by forcing you to solve problems with a random set of tools.

To allow new players to jump into the game immediately without needing to learn how to make a character.

[jasminewave]

Starting backwards

-new players should *never* be brought into a game without making a character. If they do, then they do not know the mechanics well enough to use them to play the game. This makes running the game much harder.

-This is a TTRPG, why are you not playing a puzzle game?

-This is a TTRPG, why are you not playing a video game?

-This is a TTRPG, why are you not just going outside and engaging with world?

We are talking about TTRPGs. You don't do the character creation, you aren't playing a TTRPG, you are playing an improv game. In which case why did you bother going to the effort to get the materials to lay the game?

This is a TTRPG. It comes with character creation. If you don't want to do that, why are you playing a TTRPG?

[txttletale]

You don't do the character creation, you aren't playing a TTRPG

advanced dungeons and dragons: ❌ not a ttrpg

traveller: ❌ not a ttrpg

cyberpunk 2020: ❌ not a ttrpg

cubicle 7's doctor who roleplaying game: ❌ not a ttrpg

burning wheel: ❌ not a ttrpg

apocalypse world: ❌ not a ttrpg

warhammer fantasy roleplay: ❌ not a ttrpg

5e campaign starting with lost mines of phandelver: ❌ not a ttrpg

any one-shot in any system run at a con with pregens: ❌ not a ttrpg

[innards-out]

Thought of a fun reblog game: what fighting game archetype is prev

[thebestestbat]

the point of cloth mother is to fuck wire mother like crazy

[thebestestbat]

🔥🔥🔥

[spookyboywhump]

I do really love it when women write graphic and fucked up things. I feel like so often people react to fucked up fiction with “of course a disgusting man would write this 🙄” and it often carries an unspoken (honestly sometimes spoken) message of “a woman’s PURE and DELICATE and FEMININE mind could NEVER think of something this VILE”. Thank you women in fucked up fiction 🫡

[teratocrat]

grits teeth. none of you are playing tuoys correctly. here, give me the princess doll. since apparently none of you can be trusted with her. i'm going to make her do something truly nauseating.

[local-neighbuorhood-goblin]

"I can be a home for what loves me..."

"i asked chatgpt-" well i asked the wasp nest in my attic, its song is loud and beautiful and i am afraid but it still called u a bitch

anyway a new tarot piece! i think i might've died on this one, yay. i couldn't let go of the black n white version so imma add it here just for myself. jane is one of my faves in terms of statements, so i just had to include her. also still not sure if i should just throw jonah as the emperor.

anyway yea, in my attic, straight up jorkin it. and by "it", heh, let's just say there is a wasps nest in my attic

[ryebreadgf]