it couldn’t be helped, I’m DOUBLE

system blog. body is 22. he/him collectively. blog wip

[seeing-double0909]

[ temporary pinned post ] 📌

we're an adult (22) and disabled mentally. this blog is to document and journal our experiences as a system.

please be respectful. we can only give small advices to others, if more than that please talk to a trusted therapist.

⚠️may contain vents (self-harm, bullying, depression, suicide, hypersexuality, etc)

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please call us comet if you don't know who's fronting. some of us aren't comfortable using our names out in the blog. there are 50+ people here and possibly more; so it is hard to keep track.

and remember: we are all people, just like you and me. be kind.

—🌟☁️☄️ [last edited; 30/12/2025]

[seeing-double0909]

my brain feels like im being lobotomized sometimes /lh

-🎀 [she/they/bow/doll]

[leathersys]

on having a "collective consciousness"

[dadada-darling]

can i get more miis to fall in love with him just so i can see a horrific love hexagon

[seeing-double0909]

i need like 3 more miis to fall for him just for fun and watch it crumble when one of them confess and 4 others follow in . god let it be real. (irl 💥 has multiple people insys wanting him)

[seeing-double0909]

do we got the torture labyrinth tomorrow

-🍯[she/he]

[seeing-double0909]

awesome! theyre putting me in the torture labyrinth tomorrow 💛💛💛💛💛 i love facing torture labyrinth 💛💛💛💛 gotta punch someone in the system tomorrow 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

-🍯[she/he]

[seeing-double0909]

do we got the torture labyrinth tomorrow

-🍯[she/he]

[seeing-double0909]

ptsd

[seeing-double0909]

i could rant all day about how our family is neglectful ever since we were born but that would take a while so im using my time to clean and there are still ants everywhere

it doesnt help that our mom has a hoarding addiction and she isnt even helping with costs of cleaning pest and other necessaries and our storage room littered with all of her products she ordered online from all over the years. and she spends her money ON DRINKING and call us irresponsible for buying something once

if you ask why we havent moved out yet; our parents dont allow us to. we still depend on them for college and theyre planning to keep us trapped in their home till we finally get a job (+ that we have to look after a dog that needs care constantly)

i just want to get out already living in a toxic family household is draining our mental health

-📝[she/her]

[satanfemme]

[seeing-double0909]

me last 2017 when 🍬 left me

-🍃 [he/him]

[seeing-double0909]

what the hell sure

(all of these is lighthearted)

-🍃 [he/him]

[seeing-double0909]

looking at my source gives me second-hand embarrassment because now i understand why people were being mean when i was fronting and changing our social medias to That guy and i never understood it back then

tbh people need to be nicer to fictives from problematic sources because they cant control what theyre born as, its not good to treat them as the character itself

i have friends who are systems and they giggle when they know my source its that funny 😭😭😭😭😭

-🍃 [he/him]

[seeing-double0909]

you know shit is real when you connect with that 09 guy and the 09 guy being representing your best girl friend except the main 09 guy disappears for 10+ years leaving you to fend for yourself because you couldn't save her

its me the idiot who went through that

(but 🍬 did return after like 10 years, the circumstance wasn't good but im glad that shes back watching over me)

bro it feels so weird mentioning my source (i am a fictive) if you do know i prefer if you guys dont connect me to That Thing. being hyperfixated on medias when youre 13 have its consequences /lh

-🍃[he/him]

[seeing-double0909]

🍷 forgot to put this on our blog so i did it for him

[video]

-🍃 [he/him]

[seeing-double0909]

counciloomf were you ok 😭😭😭😭😭

-🍃 [he/him]

[seeing-double0909]

when you want to play minecraft horror mods but you forgot your old accounts email and password so you're forced to buy a new one 🫩🫩

we'll wait till we have enough money saved i guess ?!?!?

-👻[she/pop/boo]

[seeing-double0909]

FALSE!! we actually found our old account and email and now we dont have to suffer with buying it!! im glad at least... but hey, the system can play minecraft now!!

-🍫 [he/him]

[seeing-double0909]

i swear we cant take anything seriously