they're neurotic!

my yapperstore for falsettos :)

[sefusian]

CHAPTER 5 :,)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/59848816/chapters/166349581

this was so long OMG 😭😭 but im done w it so hurrah! a win is a win.

[sefusian]

Will u write me a fic plz

When u tell me when our next date is.

[sefusian]

meow meow 🥺🥺🥺 pwease respond myeow

Who left this little guy out on the curb in the soaking rain :( I wish someone would pick him up and save it.... o well

[sefusian]

Heyyy...sooo...when are you making a chapter six for your ao3 whizzvin story 🤗

OM! WELLLLL I'm actually rlly RLLY close to finishing the next chapter!! Frsies this time, I've got like 92% of it written and done. I literally just haven't had the time or energy AT ALL within my entire hiatus cuz life has been life-ing so hard tbh (eg. Summer work and my favourite volunteering gig last year. starting uni, GOT ADHD DIAGNOSED & MEDICATED FINALLY (still insane and adjusting)).

Also been crazy hyperfixated on Frankenstein (GDT 2025) since Halloween and have subsequently indulged in my true cinema arc at 210% (I've got issues) so it's been super difficult just diving back into such a passionate work like IAWYC w/o the right mindset 🥀🥀 AND! RLLY doesn't help that since starting uni, in which I'm studying creative writing, I just didn't like picking up where pre-uni me left off (tl: I couldn't stand my writing KFKKFD 💔).

BUT RAMBLE ASIDE: IAWYC is NOT abandoned!!! I truly appreciate the patience of everyone and promise to return soon! I'm somewhat coming down into a stable (enough) period soon where I hope to get the next chapter out by the end of June. Altho if that doesn't happen, FEEL FREE ME TO PESTER ME AGAIN LOL. internal motivation is simply an illusion and I need the right sense of impending doom to lock in sometimes.

[winged-kittykat]

Vicreature but musical versions

[sefusian]

debating if i should get my fic beta read chat..... maybe then the motivation will come back frsies cuz i legit feel so bad that its literally been almost a full year since IAWYC got updated - ON A CLIFFHANGER TOO WHOOPS YALL SORRY. IM STUCK IN ACADEMIC HELL u know what fuck it, does anyone wanna beta read "it's anxiety when you recall..." for me cuz i need someone to push/inspire me so bad it's not even funny. ILL FIGHT IT INTO MY STUPID UNI SCHEDULE SOMEHOW I CANT HAVE THIS FIC UNTOUCHED FOR 365 DAYS, I JUST CANT 🥀🥀🥀

[cloudy-rina]

Long hair was the choice I went with. 🥺 Very elegant, very lovely. I’m literally obsessed with this photoshoot so I had to draw it as the creature ☺️☺️☺️

[sefusian]

Back in my mcu funk and rewatching wandavision for the 299484902th time. Man would Vision and Steven Grant get along SO well.

[d1gital-d1saster]

A cool artist from X drew the creature with kitten eyes, and I automatically thought that the father is not Victor BUT STEVEN GRANT. It started as an inside joke, but I couldn't get it out of my head in time and ended up scribbling this down. Steven Frankenstein would have defended his creation tooth and nail (and given him a horrible haircut) JUST LOOK AT THEM:

[whooooomp]

panicked character desperately clutching onto the only person they trust.

face hidden in their neck. gasping for breath as they try to calm down from the spike of adrenaline. biting back a whimper when the other moves to stroke their head, trying to reassure them that everything is alright now, they're safe.

[sefusian]

SCREAMING CRYING CUZ THIS IS A SCENE IM WRITING FOR THE LATEST CHAPTER 🥀 Mmmm yummy angst, I love putting my little guys through pure, psychological self-torture for my evening entertainment

[distort-opia]

Ughhh currently haunted by a Frankenstein (2025) AU idea, in which maybe Victor's notebooks exposing the Creature's nature didn't burn, but the letters containing his name did. The Creature learns of his nature but has no lead on how to find his Maker; he returns to the old man's home to find him dying, and then is forced to figure out his life from there.

Cue to 5 years later, Victor spots a very tall and familiar figure in Edinburgh... Surely what he proceeds to do isn't stalking, he's just shocked and overwhelmed and intensely curious about how his Creature manages a functional life! Adam (as he's been calling himself) is too kind and naive to turn him away, and maybe they strike up a friendship without Adam having any idea who Victor truly is, because Victor wouldn't tell him. 50k words of identity shenanigans slow burn later, Victor drops "I am your Father", Darth Vader style--

[sefusian]

DROP THE THE FIC RECS NEEEEOOOWWWWWW

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

*looks at u w my big beautiful loser eyes*

[shattered-constellations]

thank uuuuuu my beloved

[sefusian]

ure welcome queen

[sefusian]

DROP THE THE FIC RECS NEEEEOOOWWWWWW

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

*looks at u w my big beautiful loser eyes*

[sefusian]

bro i just checked and it's been 133 days since my last chapter was posted... om 💀

ok lowkey tho ive been super duper busy w work and volunteering and preparing for school that it's been kinda hard to think about writing the next/final(?) chapter. also add to the fact that i havent been hella hyperfixated on falsettos for a while and started adhd meds (which has been stupidly affecting my ability to daydream BOOOOOOO 🍅🍅)

anyways! to anyone who's read it and is wondering: fic isnt abandoned, im still working on it - i just need more time. it will come out eventually :)

[mossyclaw]

These idiots… sigh

More falsettos AU bullshit😛

[sefusian]

Writing the fic (holy shit!!!!!) and was looking through lyrics to reference. I didn't realize I subconsciously already put in a falsettos reference in the last paragraph

[sefusian]

JACK WOLFE IS GONNA BE ORPHEUS ON BROADWAY??????