woe is i

oh fuck off

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I may have pussied out again

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I really don't plan on getting a job again and I can't just leech of my parents forever. I don't really have any desire to do anything.

Current plan is to stop taking my meds and hope I'll get the courage to commit. I don't want to die miserable but I don't want to live numb either. A happy life is no longer in the cards.

I just hope I'll make it another 2 weeks to see tadc episode 9 in theaters. It's all I'm excited about anymore, even though I've seen the leaks. Even though the friend I was going to see it with isn't really my friend anymore.

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Not afraid to die but still afraid to sell my worldly possessions lol

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[everydaylouie]

like ships in the night

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"Don't repost my art" bro I found you through reposts

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My username is actually so dumb and cringe but I think ive had it too long to change it

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[nigelgraz]

Letters from your younger self

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i am so sick of coughing im going to smoke to numb the pain

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I wanna kill myself

*sees genai*

I need to kill myself

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Why did i read this as genosai

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I wanna kill myself

*sees genai*

I need to kill myself

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my insecurities show in my art and that's why it looks so shitty

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Ugh another fucking artist i like reblogging genai. Why cant anyone just fucking stay away from it. It's not cute it's not fun it's fucking vile.

[theweirdwideweb]

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Do you need success to experience imposter syndrome?

Cause like, what's that?