[sentinelsentient]

new intro wip!!!!!! call me south,

chronoadult trans20, map, greyaplaro bisex polyam, bigenderfluix mostly male and altersex, he/him

plural osdd traumagenic willobased, transseveritydid, cisautism, cispersodivergent, trisaddict, trisharmful, transeverything tbh, nullanorexic and transanorexic (idefk), transprogrammer&programmed, transheadcount, ill add more

transgamer until i get a new laptop 😔

current fixes: v-pets + aot

fandoms/things i like: psychology, jjk, dsmp, hermitcraft, v-pets, anime in general, bsd, house md, smplive, mha, yuri/yaoi, tigth, delicious in dungeon, metal/thrall, nin, humanities last breath, uhhh music in general.. madoka magica, other things idk

paras... most things, but i am a massive sadist

[doombound-forever-deactivated20]

coining post (but not in the way you think)

so recently i've been thinking of a way for radqueer folks to find each other irl (other than wearing pins of flags and whatnot), and was given the idea by someone that we could use a phrase! more specifically, a phrase with and "answer", sort of like the whole "i like your shoelaces!" "thanks, i stole them from the president." thing but with us.

i was thinking the phrase should sort of have some significance to the symbols we use, so i was thinking something like "how much do you like strawberries?" and the answer being "enough to see rainbows." that way if you ask it to someone who isn't radqueer, they just answer honestly. BUT if you ask it to someone who IS radqueer (and is in the know), they'll answer with that. i kinda doubt this'll be widespread enough for almost everyone to know, but that's what tags are for, i guess.

again, the phrase is "how much do you like strawberries?" and the answer is "enough to see rainbows."

[sentinelsentient]

it still makes me so happy that she was scared to break up w me 😅

[torturedheroes]

[robizmywitness]

I feel genuinely so sad when people talk about the animals in the deep sea with so much disgust and fear, I’ve been seeing a lot of “creepy” tiktok videos with my dear magnapinna squid, this one specific picture. And I don’t get it at all. Of course, the green lighting doesn’t do her any favors

But for one moment, forget what you were taught to believe. Forget the creepy videos, forget the documentaries with sinister music playing, clean your mind of those entirely. Now, just look at this stunning, angelic, delicate giant floating. Look at the majestic way it moves, look how peaceful it is. What’s to be scared here? I could look at them for hours, it’s hypnotic

[4waystreet]

the idea that predators and abusers are an ontological category of person, rather than everyone having the capacity to be predatory and abusive, leads to people having no regard for boundaries because they think that predation only comes from evil people ™

[thekidsfromyestergay]

This was on a post about how it's ignorant and privileged to wear headphones in public and I fear its already become a part of my vocabulary. Must everything harbor a moral failure.

[hustlerose]

(jerking you off) you're a gross bad person. people like you should be shot.

[glassshine]

yo bro do the thing

[dungeonmastersconsortium]

Me stepping onto the balcony to address my followers

[robizmywitness]

Sad? How could I possibly be sad when I get to live in the same planet as siphonophores?

Tell me these aren’t the coolest things you’ve ever seen. They’re all very different but they follow the same concept, a colony of teeny tiny animals that come together and walk around pretending to be a singular creature. And they all get their own little functions. They’re related to jellyfish also. And there’s no limits to how many little guys can join the colony, a giant siphonophore was found a little while ago that was bigger than the blue whale, and it was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. They’re dazzling to me, truly, I could stare at those little fuckers all day long and not get tired

If the world was perfect and I had no worries at all I’d dedicate my life to studying them

[sentinelsentient]

someone just liked several of my sideblogs post (which have never been mentioned here... then one of this blogs posts...... hmmm

[0001110000100]

"i won't send you videos of me throwing up" liberal liberal liberal liberal liberal liberal

[sentinelsentient]

i love sadist little kids who dont know how hard it makes me to push them further and further into degenracy even if its by letting them have their fun with abusing someone

[giritina]

I've encountered many people with schizospectrum symptoms (including myself) who say therapy doesn't work for them, and usually after talking it becomes clear they lie to their therapist, make up problems to talk about, or go along with whatever their therapist's assesment of them is and suppress anything that doesn't fit. This is actually a problem common enough that it shows up in schizospectrum therapy research. It's worth stating explicitly you should be able to tell your therapist whatever youre feeling, even if that is

1. I feel nothing and have nothing to talk about

2. I hate you/think you're evil/think you're plotting again me

3. I think you hate me/think I'm evil/think I'm doing something bad

4. I think this isn't working and the things you tell me don't help me

5. Your analysis of what I'm going through is wrong

6. You're making me feel angry/sad/useless/stupid

7. I feel like you're secretly trying to communicate [x] to me because you said [y]

8. I've just been trying to guess what you want me to say and saying it

9. I'm suffering because of things I can only describe as otherworldly or spiritual or not of this world

Getting a trustworthy therapist can be difficult, and a bad therapist might react in a way that makes you feel like you can't do these things when you do say them. I always look for leftist therapists who will advocate for my rights as a patient and who are critical of police and institutionalization, and this advice is most relevant to people who are entering therapy consensually rather than under coercive, dangerous circumstances. A good therapist will want you to say these things and won't be upset or reject you, they'll just try to help with the issue.

[koiiboy]

radq flag kitties!!!

reblog if using, credit if reposting. these took so long bro requests are open for more kitties! from left to right: radq, necro, transid, aam, map, zoo objecto, incest, ficto

[verymanyrats]

guys we should totally use camelCase* for transids so we can read them easier

*capitilalizing the first letter of each word (like transBlack, transHarmful, transGoingInsane, etc)