love being full of fragments (nobody is enough of a thing ever it sucks actually), yeah we'll do this
🏥 — how many hosts have you had since your syscovery?
uhhh. [attempts to count each significant period of our life identity-wise by fandom, doesn't count times that were largely blurry and thus unidentifiable as anything]
Ok actually this depends on your definition of host but I'm gonna go off of like. The main alter that we ever remember or think of ig idk (usually would be who fronted the most too)
1, 2, 2.5 (someone would've been host but just. let 2 have front instead for that duration, so host ownership was transferred ig idk)(this was for the best tbh it's respectable), 3 and 4 (same fandom dif alters), idr if there was a moment between prev and the pair that came after so I'm just gonna say that's a blurry period and say 5 and 6 (closest thing to having real co-hosts or smth, but one ended up fronting way more than the other in the end), and shortly after is current at like. 7.
We forget about one of the purple freaks (/aff or smth) who isn't bound by any fandom stuff. probably bc jest're (ha that looks silly but it's pronounced right, keeping it) not tied TO a fandom and can connect to multiple bc themes and stuff. But I don't know if I'd consider em a host.
So like 7 or 8 in the span of 2(?)(need to fact check that) years
The only one we consider the closest TO a subsystem by merit of all generally identifying as the same one alter despite all behaving differently and lowkey connecting to different things
There's like 4 of em that make up 🌺👾
There aren't really many others we do consider subsystems so its' not the worst/most annoying it could be
🔙 — how many headmates have you had in front at once?
How am I supposed to know we literally become slop at that point
I don't think it counts as front but there are two instances I can think of that ig has had ppl PRESENT: The first was like... 2, plus maybe 3, so it was like 5 of us at once? And it was trippy as fuck so it's a solid enough memory. Maybe 6 since I think one was unaccounted for for a while.
the other time there was like 3 or 4 in the back in some way
Otherwise we'd count meetings but there's never enough of us present for that (I've started to imagine a council meeting with representatives for each 'side system' (that's probably the closest term for what each group of alters is lmao)
Long-winded ass way to say 6 as far as we are aware.
But actively in front? 2. Maybe 3 but by that point it's too confusing (it's exponential)
🍃 — what colour has the most headmates associated with it?
FUCKIGN PURPEL
PURPLE.
Don't even joke lad /ref
why are there so many purples
👨👩👧👦 — how many in-sys families do you have?
We only have one group of 3 alters that are considered actually family/related (and even then they're lowkey distant af in one way or another)
Tho there was a joke about someone having a twin I think? but that didn't become anything substantial
↔️ — do you have any groups that arent sisasystems?
I had to look this up and genuinely I have no idea. I don't think I can differentiate these well enough.
hmm
I think only joke groups then. We really don't have much in the way of relationships unless they're like devoted pairs or just two random guys who spontaneously converse for a sentence or so at most.
➗️ — how do you divide headmates into groups?
literally by fandom. By era. Every fandom is an era in our life
We legit keep track of our entire life's history by whatever elements were there at the time (which is actually kind of viable bc we had an unstable living situation for most of our childhood)
It's harder when you have brainmade headmates that are not tied to a specific fandom, but some were OCs first (surprisingly less than you think). Also hard when you get fragments (and shards ig) and so much of you is literally unidentifiable. Maybe it's by design. Maybe it's Maybelline /j
ℹ️ — what source would you say you have the most headmates from?
THIS QUESTION SUCKS (I don't know /g)(Maybe Welcome Home bc of AUs but maybe TFC bc we have almost every freak from that (one is unconfirmed))(Probably Welcome Home tho. Unfortunately.)
(If we have Sans introjects I will be so scared but also we weren't deep in those trenches of niche AUs so we would have less than you think if we DID have any)
🆔️ — if you have a collective identity, how many headmates dont identify with it?
We have a collective identity, most of us don't fully identify. But I think the general baseline dissociation makes that easier (or just general apathy)
If you're not depersonalized, you're derealized, if you're not derealized, you're depersonalized. It's literally one or the other most of the time which fucking sucks. How are you expected to tell someone about yourself if you're not anyone? How are you supposed to be yourself when you're not really present enough in any substantial way to DO anything that's you? <- the yapper ever
🎓 — how do you schedule things?
uh.
We set alarms sometimes?
We use calendar app and make sure theres at least 2 reminders.
We usually don't have things scheduled but usually remember it decently if it's a frequently occurring thing.
Usually if it's something someone else (external) is involved in then they're the ones that end up reminding us in some way, too, so it's other people then.
👨💼 — do you have some kind of officer/person in charge of the rules to enforce rules?
No :D
There are no rules
(There probably are and we don't realize)(Like trying to be present in reality but being forced by body or mind to act a certain way even when you WANT to do smth else) (Impulse control is a good thing. This is not applicable when we feel safe or comfortable in the moment) (Yeah ok we just have general safety precautions in place that can't be overwritten most of the time)(That's not a person tho)(Some of us have tried tho)(This was mostly during TFC era)
🫦 — who has the most bitches?
Idk
The body? <- is single and largely aroace
🧴 — how many polycules are there?
One. Or two. In-sys. But it's more like swinging(?) lowkey bc it's one devoted couple that rarely has others involved.
🥜 — whats the biggest group in-system?
Dude idfk
The "OG" system that was when syscovery happened? Because most of them are brainmade and there were like 8 or so at their peak
📴 — how often does the fronting group (however you define that) change?
Quite literally, every time we get a new fixation. Sometimes it rotates to something we've been interested in before for one reason or another, usually just like. building bridges based on interests and stuff, between things. Gets reminded of things and it's briefly back but if it lasts then maybe an alter was actually there
The moment a hyperfixation starts dying is when we are exhausted with existing as whatever the current group of fronters is. But everyone before that is either dormant or not a strong enough presence to take over or anything so it's the equivalent of drawing something over and over because it's all you know now (which also literally happens because we draw, we are an artist, this is a thing we do).
Anyways does this because prev did and ykw it's more fun this way bc nobody's gonna ask SHIT so you just gotta answer for fun for yourself
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