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Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Just so everyone knows (esp the few friends I have left in this rp world,) I have moved on to a new account! It is gloomydisaster. Go follow it. :)

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❝ once upon a time, there was a girl with golden hair & ocean eyes ━ but before the story goes on, let me tell you this: this is not a story of how a princess met her prince & lived happily ever after. in fact, this is not a happy story at all. the girl was passionate, used to be such a loving girl. she was almost perfect. beauty, brains, natural athleticism, & social skills ━ she was everything a girl could ever dream of. she had a brother, a brother who achieved so much & was favoured by her parents. now the girl with the golden hair tried her best to compete with the love her brother received. she tried so hard to get her parents to love her the same way they did her brother, but it NEVER worked. now the girl with the ocean eyes wept, until one day, she snapped. the tongue that used to say words of encouragement & kindness is now filled with wrath. her scream blew up the entire house until there was nothing left but her anger, grief, & wasted soul. the girl thought she murdered her own family, & that was enough to force her to isolate herself from the world. ❞

❝ i didn’t want to be a murderer. ❞

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#*promotes*

▒▒ ╳ ❛ & noah.

“Simply because you’re just a hard person to read, dear Taylor. I’m not exactly sure what you want unless you explicitly state it to me.”

“Nope. There’s nothing that I want. You can continue being an asshole and ruin someone’s day.”

#flawednoahshaw #convo:taylor #( v: we're not promised tomorrow )

"You’re bleeding!"

“Oh come on, Shaw. It’s not that b a d. Stop overreacting.”

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"I don’t think I ever loved you."

"You never loved me."

"You’re not being fair."

"This is the right thing to do, and you know it."

"There’s nothing you can do about it now."

"I just wanted to be your first pick…"

"Did I ever matter?"

"You weren’t meant to get involved."

"Get a grip of yourself."

"I can’t stand to look at you."

"Get out of my sight."

"How dare you talk to me like that!?"

"You make me sick."

"You need to put yourself first."

"I won’t let you give up."

"Why won’t you believe me?"

"Please, just trust me, just this once."

"Woah, when did you get that?"

"Who did this to you?"

"How many time have I told you to be more careful?"

"You’re saying this was an accident?"

"What a shiner!"

"If you look like this, I’d hate to see the other guy."

"I’m not buying it, you don’t walk into a door and get a bruise like that!"

"Does it hurt when I touch it?"

"Let me kiss it better."

"If you don’t rest, you won’t heal."

"Another fight?"

"What happened to your face?"

"I don’t think your arm is meant to bend like that…"

"Let’s get you to bed."

"Let’s get you to the hospital."

"Why are you so calm about this?"

"You’re bleeding!"

"What are friends for, ey?"

"So, instead of helping you, they ran off the moment they saw what was happening?"

"You need to look where you’re going."

"I’m not accusing anyone, I’m just saying it looks suspicious."

"Do you want to tell me what really happened?"

"Don’t move! You’ll faint!"

"I’ve got some bandages, wait a sec."

"You’re the clumsiest person I know."

"I won’t let you be on your own, not when you’re like this."

"How could you be so careless?"

"I can’t even look at you, you promised not to get into any more fights!"

"H-how many of them were there?"

"I cheated on you."

"I saw you! I saw you with her/him!"

"How could you do this to me?"

"I thought we were okay…"

"We could have had it all…"

"You ruined me."

"You fucked my sister/brother? Well it’s only fair I guess… I mean I did fuck your mum/dad while we were together, so we’re even now."

"I don’t love you any more."

"You never loved me."

"I gave you the best years of my life."

"I only loved you to get into the will…"

"I don’t know what to do any more."

"I can’t keep letting you hurt me."

"I can’t keep hurting you."

"It’s not your baby…"

"Well guess what? I faked every orgasm!"

"I know it’s not my baby."

"I trusted me."

"I still love you."

"I… I’m just disappointed in you."

"I was always second place- I never really mattered did I?"

"Did I even mean anything to you?"

"I just want to know that what we had was real, even if it was so short."

"You can’t just leave me like this…"

"I’m leaving for good."

"I’m never coming back."

"I don’t want to see you ever again."

"I’m really glad I met you."

"I’m so proud of you!"

"I just want to make you proud."

"Never a dull day with you!"

"I just want to make you happy, always."

"You make me so happy."

"I don’t know what I’d do without you."

"Thank you so much for being there for me."

"Thank you for caring so much."

"Thank you for giving up so much of your time."

"Thank you."

"You’ve given me a new lease of life."

"I count my blessings every day I’m with you."

"You’re so special to me, you know that right?"

"Do you know how much you mean to me?"

"I can’t imagine life without you."

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your thoughts matter

your feelings matter

your problems matter

your opinions matter

your happiness matters

your voice matters

your life matters

YOU MATTER

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Bold all that apply to you and your blog. Italics if you’re on the fence about something. Either reblog or repost. Feel free to add anything I may have missed in the appropriate category, or re-categorize something that is in the wrong place!

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I will RP with ______

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flawednoahshaw

So after about 2 years, I finally reached 100 followers on this blog x’D (it’s an accomplishment for me, okay) I’ve never done a follow forever within the 4 years of my roleplaying experience here on tumblr before, so yeah, this is my first one. I might as well do one now.

things shall be listed in alphabetical order for your convenience :)

Those who went through Dauntless initiation with me and therefore deserve some Dauntless cake aka the people who I’ve known since I roleplayed Tobias Eaton, and have–for some reason–chosen to follow me here and I still talk to them now:

@purevibranium - nayaaa from tris to melanie and yeah, you’ll always be my little chinchilla <4 you’re a really talented rper as well as a kind-hearted, likeable person (yes i see you and jamie as one now), and i hope to rp again with you one day :) you mean a lot to me and honestly i don’t think i would be where i am now (roleplay-wise) if you haven’t been brave and taken the initiative to write my tobias a starter as tris because you were more dauntless than i was <4 so thank you. continue to be brave in life. i’m sure captain america would approve that. i think.

@remembcr - hey jill and tina. words can’t express how much i appreciate having you in my life. yeah we went through some bullshit together, but same with toby and tina. and like them we will get through it one day and things will be good again. i’m glad we’re still friends <4 we should convince toby to make those amity friendship bracelets one day. and your eric/gale/whoever will come one day, i promise you :)

@startingxoverxanew / @deluca-demigods - wassup cloudy (haha badumtss please ignore that pun if you get it) you and lena have been with me and tobias (and noah now) for as long as i can remember. while toby acted as a big brother and lena gave him headaches, now we have noah returning the headaches to her but at the same time looking after her :) (same with evie). i wanna say thank you for challenging my characters <4 we all love you

@susurratiio - hello carolyn remember that awkward hug and selfie we took? xD yeah that was a great but cringeworthy memory haha we need to properly meet up one day and talk over cake and nutella and all that stuff. don’t give up with your muses, friend <4 i’m always here if you need me. and i believe in you :)

Now let’s take a moment and look at the fact that there are FOUR of you guys <4

The lovely Mara Dyer’s that my Noah Shaw had the pleasure of loving for the brief time we all had together because none of you are active anymore and that’s pretty sad but I’m including you here anyways because you guys meant a lot to me and Noah:

@delicatedragxn - Well, greenstiff/rapunzel-blondie/insert other nicknames here, we both seemed to have been through a lot. almost as much as madness themselves. but that’s all in the past, i suppose. i seriously hope you’re doing well and life is going okay for you. i’ll be honest right now, i miss you, and i’m always here for you whenever you need something. be brave <4

@dyermaramitra - our AUs were pretty great tbh ahah they were fun, i love rping AUs. but i’m sorry i sort of left and went on an unexpected hiatus. i don’t know what was the cause of your inactivity but i miss you and i hope you’ll be back so we can continuing rping one day. whatever you’re doing now, i hope it’s making you happy :) seek passion, not peace x)

@lethallyinnocent / ( @sercndiipiity ) - hey jessica wow we’re both filipino i think that’s pretty cool haha we had a ton of threads and my noah liked picking on your mara the most xP anyways i miss you and i know you have another rp blog but hopefully we can start something up again one day :)

@strangelydisarranged - i’m sorry i never caught your name, but i do remember that you were around for a while before i even really started to rp noah. i was scared to approach you though but then something happened and we came up with a thread where madness is going through college together. that was a fun time, trying to figure out what they would major in haha Well, wherever you are now, friend, i hope you’re doing well and life is treating you okay :)

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#you are so kind #and i am such a big fat loser #i dont deserve to be here #i cry #lmao #thanks tho #love youuuuuu