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[serpentdesolation]

I’m getting my ears pierced today and I’m so fucking scared.

[rayshead]

Jennifer's Body is the perfect movie actually

[serpentdesolation]

I’m actually obsessed with everything about this film; the colours, the costumes, the characters. As well as the lesbianism of course. I first watched it last week and holy shit!!! I love it so much <3 jsjsjsjskskksksnsjsnsjjsjsjsjdjdjdj

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being unable to think before you speak and unable to not overthink after you’ve spoken should be an illegal combo.

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The song stem the flow by Paris Paloma feels so Martin Blackwood coded to me. I mean “I only feel at home now in a home when it is burning”… like when you grow up with a parent like his mother then yeah that’s the type of love you look for. I feel like initially the reason he fell for John was because the sort of distant contempt John treated him with was similar to how he learned love should feel when he was younger. So yeah that’s my unimportant ramblings that someone has probably already said in a more coherent way.

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God I hate my period!!! I feel sick and gross, I nearly threw up and I fainted in the bathroom. It woke me up at 8 in the fucking morning and I still feel like shit hours later. And for no reason,I’m a fucking dyke!!!! I never want to get pregnant. Ahajsjsjsjwkkwksoskamahhajw

kill me now

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Hayfever should be illegal

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cw: sh mention

It’s really weird realising how low self esteem (read completely non-existent) impacts how you value yourself in relationships. Cause I’ve dated some really shitty people (aka my first gf who literally broke up and got back with me around 10x in a couple of weeks). Then when you eventually realise they’re shitty you stay with them out of feeling that they’re the only person who would even consider you. Like why did i kiss a girl even after she gave me stuff to cut myself with, making the degree of the harm worse and then getting me addicted to that degree of harm. I mean what is fucking wrong with me.

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[sugaryewscythe]

just a reminder that this blog is run by someone who:

— is anti ICE & fascism — is pro-choice & feminist — supports trans & queer people — hates generative AI & capitalism — supports immigrants & people of color — is pro-environmentalism & social justice — supports palestine & all other territories unjustly suffering

[serpentdesolation]

I do not know why The Cat has decided that on hot days the best place to be is under my bed. It is not. My room gets really hot and there are a variety of other far cooler places in the house to lie for hours. But no why would he go there.

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The summer holidays suck because I should be spending my time having a lesbian summer romance but im just busy being bored.

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I haven’t watched the odyssey movie cause it’s so inaccurate that it pisses me off. Not for the stupid racist reason that the casting is inaccurate cause why the hell would anyone care about that but the costumes. They’re so bad it kills the vibe. Then I get annoyed about the people complaining cause of the cast because dude if you cared about accuracy then you’d be bitching about other stuff in the film. Instead it’s all boo hoo the cast isn’t full of only white people like grow up bitch.

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Being a lesbian and a teenager and having anxiety is such a shitty combination. Cause even if there is a girl you like the chances of her being gay, single and looking for a relationship are low and even then she might not like you. Then even if she does like you you’ll never know cause you’re too scared to make the first move. It just makes me feel sad, lonely and kinda horny.

[kitsu-katsu]

If the last tumblr sexyman poll accomplishes anything I really hope it's that more undertale fans will go watch dungeon meshi

PLEASE DO! IT'S AMAZING!! IN EVERY WAY!

- It's written by a woman (Ryoko Kui my goat)

- The manga art is immaculate

- The anime animation is chef kiss

- The most popular ship in the fandom is femslash

- Senshi is actually considered a sexyman canonically

- Our main guy Laios is very autistic and it's incredibly plot relevant. May I say the plot just wouldn't happen if it weren't for this guy's special interest

- It has a sassy aroace cat girl as part of the main cast

- A union man and divorced dad is part of the main cast

- The humor is top tier, the editing in the anime is peak

- The food is really thought out and beautifully animated, always advancing the plot in some way and giving Senshi the opportunity to teach us about ecosystems in the dungeon

- It approaches the DND-like dungeon as an actual ecosystem with biodiversity and niches and a food chain, and it's very thought out

- The way the society of all "human" species is built and how the cultures interact and influence each other is also really thought out

[serpentdesolation]

it been a kinda crazy realising that going through CAMHS (uk kids mental health service) has actually *given* me trauma. Cause aren’t you guys meant to do the opposite…like I have been genuinely scarred by this system. I have a really hard time with invalidating myself and talking about my issues to therapy type people to the degree I would have panic attacks. I mean cause sitting in a hospital waiting room for hours just to be told to go home cause I’m not suicidal enough really totally helps.

shoutout to all the bitches fucked up by mental health systems

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TMA is so funny cause wdym the silly gay horror podcast has been genuinely super helpful to me processing a shit tonne of trauma.