Do you ever feel like you know so many people, yet somehow still feel extremely lonely because it feels like they don’t value you as much as you value them and it hurts because there’s nothing you can do.
The more you try to get with them, the feeling of annoyance creeps in and you just stop yourself midsentance, erasing an entire message.
You end up just sitting there, looking up at your ceiling or staring at your phone just waiting for something. A vibration of your phone. A ding from a notification and when nothing comes, you feel the true emptiness sink in and it makes you think all these thoughts.
Am I a good enough person? Am I too annoying? Am I a decent enough friend to be known?
And you end up lying there, not having the motivation to do anything. The loneliness keeping you glued to your spot.
That’s me, every single night.
