ServerPodivan

Hell-o! I'm Leon or ServerPodivan, Protographer\Cosplayer\Artist from Russia.Welcome!~

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https://soundcloud.com/serverpodivan/darling

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Photo: Greed

2b: salty_creacker

9s: ServerPodivan (me)

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сука че они доебались ты опять кого-то насилуешь? тебя насиловали?? насилие??????

ДА Я ПРОСТО ТЕЛКЕ СКАЗАЛ, ЧТО БЫ ОНА МУЗЛО СВОЕ НЕ УДАЛЯЛА КОГДА У НЕЕ МЕНСТРУХА

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I'm so confused, what happened?

Ugh, I just said rude things to one popular...um...girl?

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sorry buuuut since when is being rude a normal thing in russia?

Wow...we don't call it "rude" we call it LIFE.

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I understand where you're coming from with the whole ghost situation but it obviously wasn't helping them. As a content creator yourself, I'm assuming you like blunt honesty and to the point stuff. On the other hand, Ghost doesn't seem to like that, especially with the state they're in rn. People are different and they react in different ways. Everyone could argue forever about which side is right but never agree. I hope everything blows over for both you and ghost ❤

I can understand their hate, but I don't mind it.

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content creators dont exist to make stuff for you, if youre so tired of people taking breaks to better their mental health then maybe you should make your own content you slav piece of shit.

But I make

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Don't force your obsessive, grotesque, and manipulative "love" on Ghost. They will do what they want, they need space, they can take space. You're extremely selfish, trying to force this "beautiful flower" thinking on someone who literally cannot think that way about themselves. You have no, NO right to talk to them the way you did and I hope you bury yourself in guilt if you're the reason they choose to stop doing what they love. "Fans" like you are the exact reason they feel this way.

I understand that ghost wanna hear only good things

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oh my god, shut up.

Done

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1. ghost uses they/them pronouns, not she/her. 2. if you genuinely mean that you are not expressing your feelings in the appropriate way. by calling them selfish it doesn't seem like you have any good intentions, you know? if you really mean that you should tell them in a kinder way.

I'm not a kind person. Life is hard. Not every one will love you in a way that you want

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why are you being such an asshole to ghost ????

Just because I want her to understand that she is beautiful flower and her songs are good, but not everyone will like it and she must be strong to this situation

[levusska]

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[flowei]

the moon and the sun

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Hey there, new Nier: automata fanart

And dammit, I forgot about his arm \so sorry!\

ANd speedpaint as usual

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6t8YHtTmWHI

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new speedpaint woohoo 

Ahhh!! Yesterday I’ve finished playing Nier:Automata and I’m tottaly in love with this game. I was crying about an hour after 9s endings, but it worth it

And returned to the second route \when you play for nine s\ I realized that voice of the storytaller is the same as 9s has!  (but maybe I’m just stupid and didn’t understand that it IS nine s)

And I have headcanon that 9s gently reading this picture book for us

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Thanks @ghost-and-pals for wonderfull song