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Here’s a song for you… An Illustration of Loneliness (Sleepless In New York) by Courtney Barnett

...feels...

I'm sitting a new bar I have been frequenting a lot and the patrons are mostly folks I serve. I keep on getting the looks of, "who is she", "she looks familiar ". And while, I am comfortable, the person/shield is not with me. So, I feel a little lost.

[Plus, no one wears a mask!!!]

Deal breaker. At least, the drinks as are good and my food is up.

I think this might be my arm piece. Left side. I really hope I can get an Artist to do it.

https://www.instagram.com/tv/CJEItOygyQ1/?igshid=ibh46iegrqmd

#vinyl sunday

My Christmas.

I'd like to state I'm less depressed then the last time I posted. Cut the bullshit friends out and while I'm more singular; I'm happier.

It feels as if I have cut out a part of the cancer that makes me so sad here.

My house is decorated and the halls are decked. It's the first Holiday Season I'm not as sad. Baby steps to where I want to be, but leaps away from the Bullshit.

I haven't done a vinyl Sunday in a minute. This past Monday, a fella named Caleb came and saved my life. Gave me back music & my vinyl player. 🌲 Best Christmas Gift Ever!!

#vinyl sunday

Feeling not as sad as last night.

Another employee says he can't work the slow nights anymore. Not unexpected. So, when I didn't respond the way he wanted, he proceeded to act like a child and slam things. I was wishing he would break something, just to be like, "You see, that's why we can't have nice things."

Fuck these kids. Not all of them, but fuck. These privilege fucks that everything is presented on a plater.

All of us work hard. Don't be a dick, respect your elder, and be better. But, fuck this kid. He is just a dick.

Day off tomorrow. Phone off.💗

Now I am on to Cranberries.

I think it's just this town. Everything comes with it

I haven't posted a photo in a long time and I'm not sure if this counts because it was on Halloween. But, this is me, being a fan girl downtown before going to a party.

Too many prepositions.

I have been fighting depression all day. Im now listening to Radiohead Hail to Thief Live drinking PBR because i thought it would lighten my mood. [Joke]

It just makes me wish Amazon would ship faster so I could listen to my vinyl.

Just ignore the next posts. Im drunk and sad.