Mental Blogger

A freelance blogger that shares her experience and opinions with the silent mental battles she has everyday. Feel free to share your struggles.

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Pictures with a blue filter are pretty to look at,

But a life lived with permanent blues build an even prettier personality.

You'll grow strong with the things that are paining you right now. Continue fighting!

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Our hidden weapon against the painful words,

Are the very gifts we try so hard to bury

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Replying to my past self.

The me from January 28, 2020

'Depression. The things I once enjoyed seem like arduous tasks now. I can never satisfy myself. I feel like I lack too much in both skills, and creativity.

I should give up. But I won't. There's a voice inside of me. It tells me to keep on trying. Giving up sounds easy, but it leaves this heavy weight. No matter. There's always going to be this weight anyway. '

Everything changes. Time goes on. The feelings you're trapped in right now will fade away. Trust in that. The feelings will return, but allow yourself to enjoy living duribg those times that you're given a break from all the anxiety, sorrow, and weight of your problems.

That SYH logo is one that I ade on my own. It's not perfect, but I love it. I learned to let go of the goal of making it perfect and pretty. Your mind isn't always right, sometimes it's the heavy heart that tries harder to make you feel loved.

Listen to it. Push yourself to enjoy, not to be perfect. Set your standards for yourself in a way that only you can reach. Shut out the negativity of the people outside because they don't see how much you toss and turn at night, or how much the voices in your mind make you conflicted.

Listen to your needs. Things will change. Don't give in.