unhinged, uncontrollable, unintelligeable

i'm just making this up as i go along, but i do it brilliantly

[sgtcinnamon]

i know i'm SOOO behind with sherlock & co (i blame school), but holy mother of god, christ on a stick, and marmalade on toast, i've been WAITING for this since 2023

[sgtcinnamon]

i don't think i've ever seen anything gayer than star trek iii: the search for spock

shatner can't be going on with his spirk denial when he was the one playing james the-cost-would-have-been-my-soul kirk

[sgtcinnamon]

not the requiem of methusulah being the most spirk thing ever???

hello???

bones going on that "you'll never know what love means" right to spock?????????

spock listening to jim be lovesick, spock staying there as a comfort, him shushing mccoy, mind-melding jim. holy! holy! holy!

[sgtcinnamon]

holy i did not expect to log onto star trek s3 e18 and be shot in the head with:

"when a man of scotty's years falls in love, the loneliness of his life is suddenly revealed to him."

killshot.

[sgtcinnamon]

netflix, being a bitch, has removed star trek tos from their series.

i am here, begging silly in my knees, for someone to save me.

preferably a pirate; good looking and not wanting to advertise me something else during the saving process.

[sgtcinnamon]

sometimes i mourn the fact that i got into the beatles in late 2024. what do you mean i missed the paul mccartney got back europe dates. what do you mean i missed him.

what do you mean.

COME BACK. COME BACK. I'LL GIVE YOU MY FIRSTBORN JUST PLEASEEEEE GET BACK.

[yeoman-lawyer]

the beatles but instead it’s 90’s indie.

[sgtcinnamon]

hey so, would anyone like to speak with me about the beatles.

i have no one in my immediate surroundings who cares as much as i do, and i've just seen the bootleg beatles and i fear i'm bursting with excitement but i'm desperately trying to hold it in because i don't want to bother poeple.

like it feels a little. i mean i try get into other people's interests because. YOU KNOW. THAT'S NICE. CONNECT WITH OTHERS. but no one realllyyyyy wants to watch anthropology or read ian leslie's novel or watch get back so.

PLEASE. IF SOMEONE IS OUT THERE. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I NEED BEATLES FRIENDS. PLEASSEEEEEEEEE...

[sgtcinnamon]

"you are my favourite detective"

"oh john, behave yourself."

[erikoswinoswald]

★ Beatles - Cartoon Art @atie1225

[sgtcinnamon]

i think it's such a particular feeling of being constantly complimented, called beautiful, called intelligent, called a wonderful friend for the entirety of your life, but not ever truly be loved.

it really is such a factory of insecurity. i'm doing everything right but still, nobody will feel one of the most sincere human emotions for me.

and what's worse is that i love a lot. with my heart soul body with every fibre of my being i love. and i feel like a dying star shooting out fumes of everything that makes me me into a complete vacuum.

[sgtcinnamon]

can we bring back coming over just to listen to new records? like it's unacceptable to call my friends and go "i bought some cool shit come sit in my room for a few hours be quiet and listen then talk with me about it"

i wasn't born in the wrong decades because women's rights and gay people but fuck me who's first born son do i have to sacrifice to get some record friends

[sgtcinnamon]

if someone wants to hear about my records...........

[sgtcinnamon]

can we bring back coming over just to listen to new records? like it's unacceptable to call my friends and go "i bought some cool shit come sit in my room for a few hours be quiet and listen then talk with me about it"

i wasn't born in the wrong decades because women's rights and gay people but fuck me who's first born son do i have to sacrifice to get some record friends

[sgtcinnamon]

i always avoid tumblr until i've finished a show as to not get any spoilers but it so fun logging on and seeing that everyone's ALSO freaking out over lenny bruce

[twodoorsnotone]

obsessed with how marvelous mrs maisel is mostly a comedy show then just occasionally becomes oc/lenny bruce slowburn 100k words canon compliant fanfiction as a treat

[beatles-rpf]

part of why i’m so into the beatles is because genuinely they are the most entertaining celebrities to have ever existed. paul mccartney is addicted to lying. he is the unreliable narrator of his own story and often for absolutely no reason at all. john lennon would regularly crash out publicly and tell the press about it and then a year later be like “yeah i was actually full of shit that time i was just in a bad mood”. he tried to start gay rumours about himself in the early 70s and then was like “why are none of the gay men in underground gay clubs in 1973 telling the world about seeing me at underground gay clubs”. george harrison was so full of polite english rage it’s actually comical. he also participated in a 3 hour guitar battle with his best friend for his own wife’s honour. ringo has threatened the entire world with peace and love. they all acted exactly like i would if i was supermegafamous and it’s so fucking funny

[retinaofthemindseye]

[gnawing-suspicion]