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scary-ivy

Surround yourself with stupid people that piss you off

homeboygirl

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girlbossvicvega

Who even is Clavicular

girlbossvicvega

I just looked him up and he lowkey just looks like a more small-faced, slightly worse version of every other tall well proportioned man there is in the twin cities. is the rest of the country okay. you can find tall inoffensive white boys on every street corner up there

girlbossvicvega

I’m being serious if you want one they’re extremely easy to locate. the white boys of the twin cities are free you can take them home with you i have 37 mild mannered white boys. You have to feed and walk it though and that is just too much commitment

I saw a post recently that described the quiet rage of being the child of a parent who got "better." A parent who healed themselves, who put in the work, who no longer harms. How you have to live with the pain that lingers, scars inflicted by a living person who has since changed.

For me, it's the other way around. I am looking at a hate-filled monster that's wearing my mother's skin. It still responds if I cry out "mother," but instead of a smile, I see fangs. I want to run into its arms for a familiar embrace, but it's hungry to rip me apart to find the child it once loved. It has claws that want to tear the sin out of my body, but what it sees as sin are just my bones and sinew. What it sees as sin is simply all of me.

I miss my mom. I miss her so much. She was far from perfect, but god, I felt so loved when she held me in her arms. I can't linger in those memories or it feels like my heart is going to burst. I wish I could give her that child back, I'd all but die for it, but instead I'm alive and I'm me. Horribly, awfully me.

#idk how other queer people who have tough relationships/no relationship with their parents can handle it #maybe because that relationship was never good to begin with?#but for me it's an open wound with the salt rubbed in every day #I can't understand why anyone would think my existence is so wrong I deserve an eternity suffering #much less my own mother #frankly just wishing me dead would be kinder #anyway happy pride I quess lol

amazoogle

i set my name to Paul Enis in the app because then the stickers they put on my grocery deliveries would say P. ENIS. it was like this for months, but now all the sudden they say PAUL E. instead

i can't have that. i won't let that happen. what they could have never predicted is that a beautiful woman named Peni Sausage is about to log on

soul-luminnous-eyes

Sergio Vallés, 1984-

Gamer Moment, 2024, oil on canvas panel

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I had previously seen the bottom image with zero context like 5 times before finally finding the context post and that’s why I love tumblr.

mgcsheaven

realistically there is no chance i will have time to read, imma still bring a book though

udon-udon

celty in 2026

theocseason4

Everything is embarrassing if you live your life through the eyes of others btw

orbcube

hi im your cat do you mind if i touch your coffee. do you mind if i put my whole foot in your coffee

homunculus-argument

I am no nutrition expert but I do have a pretty damn good track record of keeping myself alive, so I want to remind you all that "fed is best" also applies to adults. There's nothing you could eat (that has been deemed fit for human consumption, I don't mean asbestos you smartass) that would be worse for you than just straight-up not eating. No food is as bad as no food.

A protein bar isn't the best possible source of protein in your diet, but it's better than not getting that protein. Fresh fruits would be better than orange juice, but if your choices are between having the orange juice and not getting the vitamins at all, you drink the fucking orange juice.

If you were out at winter while barefoot, and your options were between wrapping random newspaper around your feet, or not having anything to protect your feet, you wouldn't think "newspapers are a worse option than proper shoes, therefore I shouldn't take this worse option" and go barefoot.