Ruthless.Recluse

ShadowVanilla is love, ShadowVanilla is life

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Pavlova in DTI

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First chapter of my new erotica shadowvanilla AU posted!!

In this AU, the Virtues are the second Soul Jam Wielders, the Witches/Mothers giving them the Ancient's Soul Jam that hasn't corrupted when they crumbled under the weight of their Ultimate Light, turning them into Failures

This honestly won't be as promoted here as on my bluesky, since it is a erotica Sdvn fic, but I will be promoting the tamer chapters here

Link for convince

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Fount realizing he may be a lilgayboy45 and asks God/The Witches/Mother for help

From my new AU that I will start to write and post on ao3 on June first, BTW

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I rare AU where the Yuri isn't doomed

Since the corruption of the Virtues are stopped by the Failures (The ancients that corrupted after seeing what their Ultimate Light leads to, and were the first Soul Jam weilders before being cast aside and pretty much thrown away but the Witches, and now are seeking to turn the Virtues on their Mothers to seek revenge) Sugarfly never gets trapped in the Garden of Delights and Moonflower never needs to use her very life to "pay the ultimate price" to seal the Beasts in place

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She a little crazy, but shes alright

TR=Truthless Recluse

LoC=Lady of Chaos

WL=White Lily

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Oh, Truthlessknowledge, how I love you

Adding context 2 hrs later since this AU is a little different. Basically; the five Ancients were the FIRST Soul Jam weilders, pretty much used as a test run to see if the Witches Cookie creations would survive, and when they saw the Ancients doing well, they exposed them to the Ultimate Truth, Freedom, Abundance, Resoultion, and Passion, the Ancients seeing how awful the world can be, the horrific things Cookie would do, and fell into Despair, Chaos, Greed (not the cannon kind that golden cheese used in game, but the kind of greed where Cookies crumble dough for just a bit of power) Pointlessness, and Agony, the Witches deeming them Failures and casting them into VERY hard to reach places; Truthless Recluse in the highest peak of Founts lands, Lady of Chaos in the Silver Tree which is a portal to the Land of Lilies where White Lily is free to do stuff like making it snow down on a blistering sunny day, Soverigen of Greed having her kingdom buried by the Spice Desert, uh, Dark Cacao doesn't really have a title I am happy with, but he hangs out in the dragon caves of the Ivory Pagoda, and the Berry of Agony lives high above the clouds above Sweet Sugar/Sugar of Happiness's lands. After these Failures learned more of the Virtues, they decided to tell them that their beloved Mothers will just abondon them and cast them aside like they did them, hoping to turn the Virtues on them and destroy the Witch Soul in the First Cookies, but their plan backfires when they legitmently fall in love with their Virtues, and when they eventually tell them, the Virtues are devested and tell themselves they have to return to the duties their Mothers gave them, to not give into temptation, but ultimately fail and go back, only to find the Failures places trashed, already taken by the First Cookies extremely easily since the reason the Failures go by their titles is because the Witches cursed them to be forced to obey any Cookie that uses their real name with no say in the matter

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I have no clue how to write in old English adjacent but damn it, I will make Fount speak that way, even if its hard as hell

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The lore I gave Silverbell and his sister in this AU is gen crazy

From my blackbell fic on A03 BTW

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Poor Sapphire experiencing first bday with his boyfriend jitters

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I have an idea, all my ADHD has to do is not jump me

sighh, this is gonna take a while

since its so abstract rn; what I am trying to do is do a little animatic with the song showing the story of the Fount of Knowledge slowly spiraling into corruption but desperately tries to not fall from grace

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First and second attempt to sketch out Azure of the Deep

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The worms are rapidly multiplying

My new Sdvn AU where its literally just Captain Brineybeard and Cala Maria, but with a sdvn skin where Azure got so power hungry that she used her Soul Jam to take on and win against all the Gem Mermaids, creating a crown that turns her into a sea beast and can easily switch to her beast form if she switches her Gem Mermaid crown with her Soul Jam.

Edit: Azure also fought Sea Fairy and won so everyone is cooked, actually

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Silverbell is truly in older sister purgatory

From my fanfic linked below BTW

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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Peak sdvn behavior

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Paranoia leads to betrayal

Slight TW for mentions of SH

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I love to think that Shadow Milk (Or Lady Azure in this instance) tries to punish her minions but just ends up grounding them

(From my ShadowVanilla fanfic)

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Shadow Milk doesn't know how, but he's doing his best