I'm gunna have to just start posting more candid unplanned images and such because life has been A LOT the past couple of months. I haven't made a video in 2 months and having zero creative expression is truly heart breaking... Work? By the gods, I feel its all I've really been doing. I despise feeling lost within bigger machines that aren't in line with my own pursuits. But for the first time I am comfortable within that.. which -no lie- scares me. As we crawl towards winter I feel Seasonal Affective Disorder getting it's grip on me and the lack of creative output doesn't help. So I'm going to do my best to fight my perfectionism and be content with showing myself in more candid ways. Its 11:11... hi mom 😜🙃 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo6wbJZH0fn/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1kx9bpw4hxmul
