Memoirs Of Withered Flower

That was the beginning...and it is ending.

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Bye-bye... #kualalumpur #malaysia #seoul #busan #jeju #southkorea #korea #frommalaysiatokorea #jaypark #parkjaybum #jaywalkerz (at Kuala Lumpur International Airport 2, Sepang - Malaysia)

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(via I believe there can be friendship between a girl and a boy.I was wrong.I should left the feeling unsaid.I wish i can time-travel.I wish i would stop myself from trying to reach what should never be mine.I wish i can make it stop..the feeling.I fell for a wrong person.I am such a fool.

I am now the forgotten girl.I  wish you would stop ignoring me.I wish you would choose to stay.I wish…I am screaming out my feelings.빌리 can you hear me?THE FORGOTTEN GIRL)

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The last thing we spoke was

“we need to talk”

“우리 얘기 좀”

But as i opened my mouth…

“Trust no one. Keep it to yourself. Why do you live your life losing out to others? Nobody is gonna acknowledge you for your troubles. Nobody care!”

It keep rewind in my head. Repeating itself.

So i can’t speak.

I can’t talk.

No words came out.

Do you know how it feel?

It hurts

You can no longer trust anyone you used to, even if you want to.

So i decide to keep it within me.

Yes, i started to feel again..

“I felt so hollow”

The pain someday will destroy me but i will always remember what he said…

“You made this happen so you take care of it”

I am now on the empty road all by myself…

[shanystump]

(via M.I.S.S.I.O.N)

[shanystump]

My name is Quan Yu Fa (权与法) and i am a withered flower.

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The last thing we spoke was “우리 얘기 좀” But as i opened my mouth… “Trust no one. Keep it to yourself. Why do you live your life losing out to others? Nobody is gonna acknowledge you for your troubles. Nobody care!” It keep rewind in my head. Repeating itself. So i can’t speak. I can’t talk. No words came out. Do you know how it feel? It hurts You can no longer trust anyone you used to, even if you want to. So i decide to keep it within me. I started to feel again.. “I felt so hollow” The pain someday will destroy me but i will always remember what he said… “You made this happen so you take care of it” #reality #hurt #life #lynnequotes #blackandwhite #blue #sea #penang #tb #throwback #staystrong #keepittoyourself #trustnoone #bestrong #hollow #nothinggottodowiththepicture

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To my Always you better start running whenever, wherever you are right now! #langleav #poem #poemoftheday #apostcard

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I screw up..I screw up again this time. It what i do, what i'm best at. I don't deserve your love! But you gave it to me anyway. Can't get enough. You're everything i need and when i walk away, you take off running and come right after me. Its what you do and i don't deserve you. #tb #throwback #penang #blackandwhite #vintage #green #sea #plumb #idontdeserveyou #songlyrics #lyricsoftheday

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I'm in love. You're in love. We're in love. Oh my love. Missing u. Soon. #Repost @cheese.in.the.trap with @repostapp. ・・・ Cheese in the Trap Episode 11 clip - How have you been? Just when she needed someone to rely on. T.T #cheeseinthetrap #치즈인더트랩 #soonkki #parkhaejin #박해진 #kimgoeun #김고은 #tvN #tvNdrama #kdrama #cheeseinthetrapEpisode11 #favouritemoments #addicted

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Past my bedtime already but got to finish this.. I know its a late start to kick off #cheeseinthetrap but better late than never!! I should have study hard like #hongseol so lets stay motivated Lynne!!! Fighting!!! #motivated #koreandrama #dramamarathon #kpopfan #babyitskpop #parkhaejin

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Few more days left... Then reality will strike! #tb #throwback #batuferringhi #penang #step #beach #seaside #pantai #usm #pjj #pjjstudent #intensif #stress #study

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Stand by me.. Like u did #itils I really need you now...please! #blackandwhite #blue #demotivated #ijustwannagohome #picoftheday #penang #faded #waitingforyou #beach #seaside

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I don't know what the future holds. I only know that I want to be here right now. Never coming back. You and me. Everything else is negotiable. #itils #ilkt #rememberthedate #usm #tomorrow #exam #biostatistics #pjjstudent #pjj #degree #biologi #iloveusm (at Universiti Sains Malaysia (USM))

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I had destroyed your heart. You are destroying my future. Sound so fair....to you. Thank you so much. Sipping every drop of poison so that you could smile. Just surprise how far you would go just to be happy. Now i declare my pain going thru bad things i had done to you in the past so that you could be happy and settle down in the future. #coffee #poison #lynnequotes #gotnothingtodowiththepicture #confession #killingmesoflty #killingmesilently #stophatred #forgiveness #letmebehappytoo #forgiveme #truthijustknew

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Dear lil stormtrooper please protect this lil heart of mine. Don't let it shattered again. Don't close the blast door...to my heart. #stormtrooper #stormtrooperquotes #lovequotes #life #blackandwhite

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My heart flutter as this beautiful scenery! You make the world beautiful. One step...towards loyalty. #beautiful #scenery #sky #skyisblue #sand #beach #tb #throwback

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Lil sweets act as drug cause tomorrow is already Monday 😅 #tomorrowismonday #mondaymotivation #wondermilk #cupcakes #sweet #myfavorite #royalvanilla #johnlemon