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I didn’t know it was possible to hate something so much, until I looked in the mirror.

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“When will it be me?”

I often ask myself that question. I always had my heart broken by someone who obviously doesn’t want me. I always choose the perfect guy, but never the right one. I always let myself fall in love with the kind of person who I think was the best for me. I always let someone in my life that will eventually destroy and leave me. When will I have the perfect guy right guy? When will I be the one he chooses? When will I be the one on his list of priorities? When will I be the one he loves? When will it be me?

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Unspoken words are either the truth that will hurt you or the silence that will save you.

Love me if you dare

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Despite of all the things you did to broke my heart, I still want you to be mine.

Naiinis ako sa sarili ko, dahil hinayaan ko na naman na magkausap tayo. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko, dahil kahit na busy ako inuuna pa rin kita. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko, dahil isang chat mo lang babalik agad ako sayo. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko, dahil nagpapakatanga na naman ako sayo. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko, dahil kahit alam kong option mo lang ako pinipili ko pa rin na makausap ka. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko, dahil sa kabila ng lahat ng sakit na binigay mo saakin hindi man lang ako makaramdam ng inis sayo. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko, dahil hinahayaan kong kwentuhan mo ako ng mga bagay tungkol sa kanya. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko, dahil pinagmmukha ka nyang tanga habang ako eto nagpapakatanga sayo. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko, dahil sabi ko hindi na kita kakausapin pa pero di ko magawang lumayo sayo. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko, dahil sa mga araw na hindi kita pinapansin ay mas lalo lang kitang namimiss. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko, dahil akala ko okay na ako pero mali...akala ko lang pala yun. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko, dahil hindi ko alam kung kelan ako mapapagod, magsasawa at bibitaw. At higit sa lahat.. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko, dahil ang alam ko nakamove on na ako...pero hindi pa pala.

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And it amazes me, how you can talk to me like nothing ever happened between us - as if we just met and are friendly acquaintances. Because honestly, I couldn’t even say a single word to you without feeling like I’m trying to breathe under water.

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I stay up thinking how fondly we meet, until how sharp it is to let go of the scenes we’ve been through; the fondness of founding you at the coastline of doubts, running through its white platforms, washing my demons like prints on the sand; crawling up to me like an anchor of death, a sweet serendipity kissing the waves inside my head. Until I learn to fought back, but you didn’t. Honestly, I’d still love you for that, and I’m drowning through the crash of your sunset. But I’d still love you for that.