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@shecinere
jean will be moved to my multi !
i’m trying really hard not to give you guys whiplash, but my jean muse has been low, & is only really coming through for those that i’ve been plotting with... i’m debating putting her once again on my multi...
@genotypiic.
The walls of my bedroom shake. The nightmares have gotten more vivid. Images flash in my head of things on fire. The people I love dead ... at my feet. Right before I wake up, my body in the dream stares into a mirror. But what I see instead of my brilliant green eyes is golden & flamed hues staring back evilly. I wake up with a gasp. Everything on my desk is on the floor. This is the most scared I've felt in a while. Who am I? Am I about to fall apart? That's when I see you're here, Charles. ❝ Would you believe me if I said I was okay? ❞ I joke, my voice sounding fragile.
a little baby polar bear comes up to you and says “you deserve a BIG bear hug!! but since I am only a little bear, I’m going to give you a LITTLE BEAR hug!” and the polar bear gives you a nice big little bear hug to brighten your day.
i’m literally gonna cry omg
genotypiic·:
“ you seem so certain that you’re on a path of destruction, jean, ” charles frowns. her conviction troubles him, as more often than not it seems to be negatively oriented. “ you know as well as i do that the future can be changed. ”
❝ I feel control slipping, Charles, ❞ I say, fear dripping into my voice. I know what he's saying about the future. I know that things can be changed. But lately it feels as if something ... something bad is going to happen. Like something is itching at the back of my psyche. After all, Charles has to know about my nightmares. The shaking of my walls, the items floating until they crashed to the floor upon me shooting awake. I push my fears back. ❝ Just ... I can't shake the feeling that something bad is going to happen. --- That I'm going to hurt someone I love. ❞
only did one starter, but got called by a friend! i’ll be on tomorrow!
CHAMPAGNE SUPERNOVA , OASIS . LYRIC STARTER CALL .
❝ Someday you'll find me caught beneath the landslide . ❞
@genotypiic.
trying to write a character smarter than you:
lyric starter call !
𝙡𝙮𝙧𝙞𝙘 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙗𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙞 𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙚𝙢𝙤 𝙥𝙝𝙖𝙨𝙚.
this features songs from limp bizkit , paramore , shinedown , sick puppies , stone sour , three doors down , & apocalyptica .
everything is fucked. everybody sucks.
i think you quit talking that shit.
it’s all about the he-said, she-said bullshit.
maybe it’s too far away… maybe i’m just blind.
hold me when i’m here.
i’ll never let you down, even if i could.
you can hold me when i’m scared.
you won’t always be there.
everything in me wants to be the one you wanted me to be.
i won’t tell you a damn thing that i couldn’t tell my friends.
part of me is fighting this, but part of me is gone.
can’t make own decisions, or make any with precision.
well, maybe you should tie me up so i don’t go where you don’t want me to.
just keep cramming ideas down my throat.
next time you point a finger, i might have to bend it back or break it off.
next time you point a finger, i’ll point you to the mirror.
you don’t deserve a point of view if the only thing you see is you.
i think i’m doing just fine compared to what you’ve been doing.
you think you’re so persuasive.
i won’t justify the way i live my life.
you’re wasting your time trying to throw me a line when you’re the one drowning.
i try to make it through my life — in my way, there’s you.
if you were dead or still alive, i don’t care.
i swear i don’t care.
i was never good enough to find.
i want to know i belong to you.
say you’ll haunt.
say you’ll never die.
i scraped my knees while i was praying.
it’s getting harder to believe in anything.
the worst part is, before it get any better we’re heading for a cliff.
i’m better off when i hit the bottom.
i’m watching everyone i looked up to break & breaking.
i found a note with your name & a picture of us.
they say it’s never too late to stop being afraid.
there is no one else here, so why should i wait?
i’ve been looking for you day & night.
i’m not going to leave you behind.
this is where you belong.
gone girl screenplay sentence starters.
“ what have we done to each other? “
“ if you don’t talk, i’ll fill silence with: an excruciating story by ____. “
“ i’m so crazy, stupid happy. i met a boy. “
“ i prefer men who are funny, not ‘funny’. “
“ so tell me, ____. who are you? “
“ you know i have to kiss you now. “
“ i’m not someone who hits the panic button but—it’s weird, right? “
“ perfect, time for a quick tour of my failings. “
“ i love having strangers pick at my scabs. “
“ you surprise me. you challenge me. “
“ i go there for the quiet. “
“ everyone told me—and told me and told me—marriage is hard work. “
“ sometimes i want to punch us in the face we’re so cute. “
“ i feel sick. it’s just so bizarre. this is exactly the kind of thing that would happen to ____. “
“ i’ve sworn to never be one those wives. i think i’ve done a good job. “
“ let’s swear we will never be like them. “
“ we have each-other—everything else is background noise. “
“ ____, i don’t get it. it’s like you’re daring me to be someone i don’t want to be. “
“ that’s very sweet of you and very unnecessary. “
“ everyone is studying me, everyone is projecting their bullshit onto me. “
“ i’m going to go benadryl myself to sleep. “
“ you’re happy to be home, but i don’t know if you’re happy i’m with you. “
“ i feel like something you loaded by mistake. something to be jettisoned if necessary. something disposable. “
“ i feel like i could disappear. “
“ can you at least say you love me? “
“ i love you. but, sweetheart, we have to be real careful right now. “
“ i don’t want to fight. i just want to be with you. that’s all. “
“ i went from desperate to pathetic. i became someone i don’t even like. “
“ you’re really just going to walk out now? you are such a coward. “
“ we can’t go on like this. i won’t. “
“ promise me we’ll talk every day from now on. no matter what. “
“ you’ve been lying to me for over a year. “
“ i was so scared for you before. now… i’m fucking petrified. “
“ for valentine’s day, i thought i’d buy a gun. that’s how crazy i’ve become. “
“iI’d have to tell them the truth. and i don’t even know if i believe the truth. “
“ can i really think ____ would hurt me? i’m being paranoid. crazy. “
“ you have to fucking talk to me! “
“ i just don’t believe you anymore. “
“ ____, why have you kept this stuff? it’s like a little box of hate. “
“ i’m not going to be scared anymore. “
“ i’m so much happier now that i’m dead. “
“ you took my pride and my dignity and my hope and my money. you took and took from me until i no longer existed. that’s murder. “
“ you loved a girl i was pretending to be. “
“ i will admit: for someone who likes to win, it’s tempting to be the girl every guy wants. “
“ i made you smarter, sharper. i inspired you to rise to my level. i forged the man of my dreams. “
“ we were happy pretending to be other people. we were the happiest couple i knew. “
“ you actually expected me to love you unconditionally. “
“ you think i would let you/____ destroy me and end up happier than ever? no fucking way. you/____ doesn’t get to win. “
“ you need to learn. grown-ups work for things. grown-ups pay. grown-ups suffer consequences. “
“ i don’t know how decent i feel. “
“ that’s the most disgusting thing i’ve ever heard. “
“ sure i believe you! it’s just the craziest thing i’ve ever heard. “
“ you’re reading it again? you know how it ends. “
“ ever heard that phrase, ____: the simplest answer is often correct? “
“ knowing you were out there was the only thing that’s kept me going these past few years. “
“ why are you so good to me? “
“ why is it that when i need someone to save me, i always think of you? “
“ come. you’re staring at ghosts. “
“ ____ brings out the best in me. “
“ you are so good to me. and i am so exhausted. “
“ i’m so happy you’re here. and i don’t want you to worry for one moment. “
“ you’ll be very safe. i won’t let you get away again. “
“ you scared me. don’t do that. i need to feel safe. “
“ come home, ____. i dare you. “
“ stay with me. i don’t want you to go away/ “
“ you fucking bitch. “
“ stop pretending. “
“ i’m not pretending. you were perfect. “
“ you’re a murderer, ____. “
“ i’m a fighter. i fought my way back to you. “
“ you begged for me to save your life on national tv. and i obliged. “
“ if two people love each-other and can’t make it work, that’s the real tragedy. “
“ remember: don’t turn your back. “
“ i’d never hurt you. i do need you to participate though. that’s fair, right? “
“ you can’t make me raise a child with you, ____. i don’t love you. “
“ we are toxic. we complete each-other in the sickest possible way. “
“ you think you could ever be happy with a nice, normal woman? no, * baby. i’m it. i complete you. i’m the only one who can. “
“ i’ve killed for you. “
“ you’re breaking my heart. “
“ i was with you before you were even born. “
“ what are you thinking? how are you feeling? what have we done to each other? what will we do? “
𝙡𝙮𝙧𝙞𝙘 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙗𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙞 𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙚𝙢𝙤 𝙥𝙝𝙖𝙨𝙚.
this features songs from limp bizkit , paramore , shinedown , sick puppies , stone sour , three doors down , & apocalyptica .
everything is fucked. everybody sucks.
i think you quit talking that shit.
it’s all about the he-said, she-said bullshit.
maybe it’s too far away… maybe i’m just blind.
hold me when i’m here.
i’ll never let you down, even if i could.
you can hold me when i’m scared.
you won’t always be there.
everything in me wants to be the one you wanted me to be.
i won’t tell you a damn thing that i couldn’t tell my friends.
part of me is fighting this, but part of me is gone.
can’t make own decisions, or make any with precision.
well, maybe you should tie me up so i don’t go where you don’t want me to.
just keep cramming ideas down my throat.
next time you point a finger, i might have to bend it back or break it off.
next time you point a finger, i’ll point you to the mirror.
you don’t deserve a point of view if the only thing you see is you.
i think i’m doing just fine compared to what you’ve been doing.
you think you’re so persuasive.
i won’t justify the way i live my life.
you’re wasting your time trying to throw me a line when you’re the one drowning.
i try to make it through my life — in my way, there’s you.
if you were dead or still alive, i don’t care.
i swear i don’t care.
i was never good enough to find.
i want to know i belong to you.
say you’ll haunt.
say you’ll never die.
i scraped my knees while i was praying.
it’s getting harder to believe in anything.
the worst part is, before it get any better we’re heading for a cliff.
i’m better off when i hit the bottom.
i’m watching everyone i looked up to break & breaking.
i found a note with your name & a picture of us.
they say it’s never too late to stop being afraid.
there is no one else here, so why should i wait?
i’ve been looking for you day & night.
i’m not going to leave you behind.
this is where you belong.
hello , all ! i made an interest tracker , so if you guys would like to check that out , i urge you all too !
hello , all ! i made an interest tracker , so if you guys would like to check that out , i urge you all too !
❝ i do have a habit of being too transparent , i’m more of a ‘ lay all your cards on the table ‘ kind of guy . no room for surprises . ❞ perhaps that makes him a bit too predictable but this warrior has always had the skill to back up whatever he might have threatened . he takes his trusty hammer and flips it quite enthusiastically in the air and catches it when it falls back down . ❝ why are you observing SO CLOSELY ?? ❞
@shecinere said : ❝ i can see right through you. ❞ things that are hard to hear
Gods don't scare me. I've stared Death in the eyes before. I've been put back together by the Phoenix so many times that I don't know where it starts & I begin. Control. It's all about control. Right now, I have it. ❝ --- I didn't mean to be so blunt. What I mean is I see through everyone. Mind-reader, you know? ... Don't worry, I'm not looking right now. ❞ I prepare for more uneasiness. I know everyone hates people who can prod into their deepest thoughts. I stick my hand out, a formal introduction. ❝ My name is Jean Grey. ❞
if jean introduces herself as marvel girl, then she’s at a point of loving herself. because she hasn’t been marvel girl in such a long time because of the phoenix that she truly doesn’t think that she doesn’t deserve that title
but being called the phoenix doesn’t sit well with her. but she knows she deserves it
it really isn’t until x-men red era that she truly considers going by marvel girl again