breathin'

some days things just take way too much of my energy, i look up and the whole room's spinning. you take my cares away, i can so overcomplicate, people tell me to medicate.

[shelleyhcnnigs]

please read!!!

so, i’ve never talked about this with anyone but my immediate family, so this is a very hard post for me to make. but, i’m going it because i feel like it’s my only option at this moment in time.

i’m very overweight ( a ‘healthy’ bmi is 24.9 — mine is 61.4 ), and it’s done a lot of damage to my back which is now doing damage to my legs. i can’t function without being in extreme pain. spondylolisthesis ( a slipping of vertebra ), & pars defect ( a stress fracture of the lower spine ) are the main issues i’m dealing with right now. my doctor’s think having weight loss surgery is the best / quickest way to fix some of these problems among other issues that i’m dealing with — sleep apnea, & mental health struggles.

that being said, my family is struggling right now. my dad was diagnosed with cancer late last year & he’s going to retire soon, which is going to cut our family income by half. and my mom’s unable to work due to severe arthritis all throughout her body. my sister’s do what they can, but my middle sister doesn’t work at the moment because she suffers with daily migraines; and if you’ve ever had a true migraine, you know how miserable and debilitating they can be.

to make a long story short; i live in constant pain, and i’m trying to come up with the funds to have a surgery that will help. i want to go to college, and get a job, and travel — but i can barely leave my house most days. being at home, watching youtube videos, & roleplaying on tumblr is pretty much all i ever do anymore.

SO —— if you’re able to help by BUYING ME A COFFEE, i’d greatly appreciate it. if you’re not able to give money, i understand, but i ask that you please share this post. i appreciate anything y'all can do. thank you so deeply from the very bottom of my heart. i’m sending all of you love, light and so much thanks.

xoxo, nicole

[shelleyhcnnigs]

please read!!!

so, i’ve never talked about this with anyone but my immediate family, so this is a very hard post for me to make. but, i’m going it because i feel like it’s my only option at this moment in time.

i’m very overweight ( a ‘healthy’ bmi is 24.9 — mine is 61.4 ), and it’s done a lot of damage to my back which is now doing damage to my legs. i can’t function without being in extreme pain. spondylolisthesis ( a slipping of vertebra ), & pars defect ( a stress fracture of the lower spine ) are the main issues i’m dealing with right now. my doctor’s think having weight loss surgery is the best / quickest way to fix some of these problems among other issues that i’m dealing with — sleep apnea, & mental health struggles.

that being said, my family is struggling right now. my dad was diagnosed with cancer late last year & he’s going to retire soon, which is going to cut our family income by half. and my mom’s unable to work due to severe arthritis all throughout her body. my sister’s do what they can, but my middle sister doesn’t work at the moment because she suffers with daily migraines; and if you’ve ever had a true migraine, you know how miserable and debilitating they can be.

to make a long story short; i live in constant pain, and i’m trying to come up with the funds to have a surgery that will help. i want to go to college, and get a job, and travel — but i can barely leave my house most days. being at home, watching youtube videos, & roleplaying on tumblr is pretty much all i ever do anymore.

SO —— if you’re able to help by BUYING ME A COFFEE, i’d greatly appreciate it. if you’re not able to give money, i understand, but i ask that you please share this post. i appreciate anything y'all can do. thank you so deeply from the very bottom of my heart. i’m sending all of you love, light and so much thanks.

xoxo, nicole

[shelleyhcnnigs]

could you make sydney park gif icons please?

i'll add this to my suggestions list , babe! thank you.

[shelleyhcnnigs]

please read!!!

so, i've never talked about this with anyone but my immediate family, so this is a very hard post for me to make. but, i'm going it because i feel like it's my only option at this moment in time.

i'm very overweight ( a 'healthy' bmi is 24.9 — mine is 61.4 ), and it's done a lot of damage to my back which is now doing damage to my legs. i can't function without being in extreme pain. spondylolisthesis ( a slipping of vertebra ), & pars defect ( a stress fracture of the lower spine ) are the main issues i'm dealing with right now. my doctor's think having weight loss surgery is the best / quickest way to fix some of these problems among other issues that i'm dealing with — sleep apnea, & mental health struggles.

that being said, my family is struggling right now. my dad was diagnosed with cancer late last year & he's going to retire soon, which is going to cut our family income by half. and my mom's unable to work due to severe arthritis all throughout her body. my sister's do what they can, but my middle sister doesn't work at the moment because she suffers with daily migraines; and if you've ever had a true migraine, you know how miserable and debilitating they can be.

to make a long story short; i live in constant pain, and i'm trying to come up with the funds to have a surgery that will help. i want to go to college, and get a job, and travel — but i can barely leave my house most days. being at home, watching youtube videos, & roleplaying on tumblr is pretty much all i ever do anymore.

SO —— if you're able to help by BUYING ME A COFFEE, i'd greatly appreciate it. if you're not able to give money, i understand, but i ask that you please share this post. i appreciate anything y'all can do. thank you so deeply from the very bottom of my heart. i'm sending all of you love, light and so much thanks.

xoxo, nicole

[shelleyhcnnigs]

hello! i was wondering if i could suggest gif icons of mark mckenna in the tv show 'wayne' please? thanks so much in advance, if you can!

hi hi !! i’ll add your suggestion to my list , and hopefully i’ll have these up for you soon ! thanks, bub.

[shelleyhcnnigs]

hello , friends !! i often struggle to find unique names for my female characters ( i absolutely despise using overused names !! ) so i thought i'd compile a list of underused names for any of y'all who struggle too!! i hunted down all of these names myself , so if this was helpful please like or reblog !! i'll most likely add to this in the future , so keep checking back. enjoy, babes!

abilene, ACACIA, ADALEE, adrienne, alethea, ALESSANDRA, alessia, amara, amarantha, amberly, AMERICA, amethyst, arabella, arielle, ashlynn, aspen, ASTRID, aurora, AYLA, aylee.

barbie, barcelona, bathsheba, BAYLEE, BEATRICE, becca, belinda, BERNICE, BINDI, billie, braylee, BONNIE, bryleigh, BRYNLEE.

CALLIOPE, cassiopeia, CLARISSA, CONNIE, cornelia, corsette, cynthia.

damaris, DANAI, danica, daya, demetria, destiny.

elodie, elvira, esther, erma, evonne.

FAE/FAYE, fleur, flora, frannie, FREYA, fuchsia.

GENESIS, genevieve, GIGI, griselda, gypsy.

hester, hope, hyacinth.

ILENE, iliana, inez, ISADORA, isolde.

jessamy, jewel, JUBILEE, juniper,

karma, KENNA, KINSEY.

LAINEY, lani, lark, larsen, lottie, LORELEI, lyra.

MAEVE, maliya, malvina, melanie, MILENA, moriah, myra, myrtle.

nalani, nita, nixie, nola, NORA/NORAH, normandie, nova.

oceana, octavia, odelia, ODESSA, odette, olympia, omyra, onyx, opal, OPHELIA, oriana, ozette.

pearl, persephone, phaedra, phyllis, pia, polly, poppy.

quincy, QUINN.

ramona, reba, riona, rosabel, ROSALIE.

sabrina, saffron, SAFIYA, SANTANA, saoirse, sapphire, scout, selah, seraphina, SHILOH, sierra, solange, soraya, sukey, svetlana.

tatiana, tatum, tawny, THALIA, tierney, tierra, TRINA, trinity,

uma, unique, uriela.

valencia, VALENTINA, veda, velma, venice, vera, VERONA, vienna, viola, virginia.

wanda, WAVERLY, willow, wilma, winifred, WINONA.

xana, xaverie, xena.

yasmin/yasmine, yolanda, YSABEL, yvette, yvonne.  

zahara, zaida, zelda, zena, zula.

[godlessondheimite]

I know I talk a lot of shit about Glee but my knowledge of current popular music decreased by about 93% since it went off the air.

[ksslater]

𝘾𝙇𝙄𝘾𝙆 𝙃𝙀𝙍𝙀  to find  103  gif icons of  mio imada.  these were all made from  scratch  by me so please don’t claim these as your own, repost or redistribute, & be sure to give this a  like / reblog  if you use these / find them useful !

[shelleyhcnnigs]

i'm gonna work on some gif icons of harry shum jr because i want them.. but y'all can feel free to send in suggestions for who i should gif next if you'd like !

[shelleyhcnnigs]

rec: thechosenrp

hi , friend ! thanks so much for the rec. unfortunately , i don’t know the novel / show this rp is based off of ? and honestly it’s just not my cup of tea. the rapture’s a topic i’m not super duper comfortable with , so i’ll have to pass on this one. 

[shelleyhcnnigs]

°✧｡ hi there nicole, i hope you’re having a beautiful day. veliahq is new oc rp revolving around a virtual reality video game that traps players inside and does not allow them to leave until the entire game is cleared. the scariest part? if the player dies within the game, they also die within real life. we just opened recently and would love to get a shoutout from you if possible. thank you so much in advance, and keep being an amazing part of the rpc!

shoutout !!

[shelleyhcnnigs]

hi nicole, could i get a shoutout, please ? this is a new semi appless oc rp revolving around fifteen old high school friends that are forced to play their old leader’s wicked game of truth or dare if they want the secrets they entrusted him with to stay safe. but only one person can win, and they might have to sacrifice their bond with each other for their own survival. we just opened for apps and i’d love to set an acceptance date as soon as possible. thank you very much !

shoutout !!

[shelleyhcnnigs]

Hi Nicole, we were hoping we could please get a shoutout. mikaelsonhqs is a brand new appless rp based on the series Legacies, but with a bit of a twist. Influenced by the second alternate universe in episode ten of the show, our plot focuses on what would’ve happened if Klaus Mikaelson had been the one to open the boarding school for the supernatural, instead of Caroline and Alaric.We have tons of canon characters open and would also love oc’s!

shoutout !!

[keuries]

chungha for the star magazine 

[shelleyhcnnigs]

hi there nicole! would you be able to give an opinion on our rp, please? we’re an apartment rp based in seattle, washington! thank you and i hope you have a good day!

yes yes yes !! i’d LOVE to do this for y’all ! prepare — this is gonna be the shortest opinion in history. basically, i’ve been eyeing this rp ever since i first saw y’all hit the tags and i think i’ll absolutely apply if i can think up a good enough muse ?? so , i mean , obviously i like y’all just a little bit. jokes aside, i don’t have anything bad to say ! url ? i like. theme/graphics/icon ? i like. simple plot ? i love. mascots ? i like. you’re seriously doing everything right. good for y’all ! sorry not sorry for the overuse of the word ‘ y’all ‘. 

[macherierps]

Janel Parrish as Mona Vandervaal on Pretty Little Liars: The Perfectionists; 1.01“Pilot”

[shelleyhcnnigs]

y'all need to keep my inbox warm for a bit. send in unpopular opinions, rp horror stories, recs, requests or gif icon suggestions !