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this is my personal blog, i talk about my mental health and my life in general. Feel free to look for my other blog. I guess I'm just an Unstable Twenty-something.

[muggleassassin]

If you have a crush on me prove it and send me $100 😩😂

[shesanaddictt]

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This happened

[shesanaddictt]

So who's in California? Ya girl finally made it to LA .

[shesanaddictt]

How are you doing??? Sending love from SATX

I'm well, yourself?

[shesanaddictt]

"Living low down and I'm using again

Hating my name cause I'm cursed like my kin"

I too this picture at my grandmother's funeral, and the video as soon as I got home. My name has quite a reputation around here. From my grandparents running The Legion for years, to my kingpin uncle. My family is known for many things but our involvement in the dope game is what most people think of. I'm just living my legacy I've been told. The needle is a personal battle. I love the sudden rush of heat i feel from my toes to my ears. Losing my breath and finding soul. I've secretly fought this battle for a decade. I've lost almost every person I held close. I've lost my health, my mind. Myself. I've lost myself. I'm homeless, living in my car that barely runs.

"Cost of my living was more than I planned.

So I held the needle like a gun in my hand. "

[kyldier]

A Metaphor for Abuse, as told through wolves

The first time we met, you bit me.

I wish I could’ve joked about this, that I could end this poem as one long four-legged metaphor, but I’m serious. You purpled my shoulders with your teeth. Dug blood-broken sickles out of my ribs until I was shaking. This, I thought, must be what love is. This baring of the neck and cracking of the jaw. You carried my heart like a limp rabbit in your teeth.

There’s a reason we call the sharp ones canines.

It would be handy if it was just you. Just your mouth at my soft flesh. But misery and wolves travel together, and I was bleeding in the woods that night. Her mouth never marked me, but her eyes cut deeper than you ever could. In repose, vulnerable and trusting, I was hunted unawares. She waited years to dirty me in a way I could never wash clean. Her paws were sharp and cruel.

I scalded myself in my grandmother’s shower trying, the day it happened.

I wish I could say, after all of this, that I’m not a dog person. That there is some soulless quality to amber eyes and ruffled ears. But it’s not true. Every time a dog bit me, I deserved it. As animals, they’re frank and open. They don’t confuse love and scars. 

But wolves are different. 

They live in cold and scattered places, bent and twisted. They are not animals that were meant for softness, and they readily devour any warmth offered them. To them, kindness is an invitation. An upturned wrist an offering. Their forlorn song is a siren call in the cold December night, but don’t be deceived.

Never trust a wolf.

They howl because they’re hungry.

[albertothechihuahua]

this is the money dog, repost in the next 24 hours and money will come your way!!

[jaxblade]

ehh what the hell

[jaxblade]

OH MY GOD SO NO FUCKIN BULLSHIT I SWEAR To GOD. I reblogged this an hour ago and IM NOT Lying My Tax Refund which I did in late march popped into my Bank Account, and it was a Decent sized amount……

WHAT THE FUCK Is THIS MAGIC!??!?!?! Im trying this again IM NOT BSing hahahaha thats actually pretty cool xD

[jaxblade]

yooooo

yoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

FUCKIN YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

no BULLSHIT I KID YOU NOT! Look what I found while walking Home…..

OH MY GOD

OH MY F*CKIN GOD

THIS POST FUCKIN WORKS?!?!?! THIS IS PAST A COINCIDENCE NO WAY!??! NO FRIGGIN WAY!!! 

Im Going to reblog this every day to test this, its MAGIC ITS FRIGGIN MAGIC 

[que-pasadena]

I need to believe in the heart of the post…

[perlexnoire-deactivated20150716]

Oh? Well… *reblag*

[zer0will2live]

i reblogged this and now my uncle is giving me 250 to dye my hair nani the fucko

[qslay]

I have nothing to lose

[stoicdaydreamer]

my palm was itchin today not riskin it

[astripperstory]

I always reblog the money posts cause I can’t afford not too lol

[brownsugarempress]

It works. I just got $300 for no reason.

[thecrybabbles-deactivated201605]

Money dog is my friend

[yeaimcoollikethat-deactivated20]

Money dog is the shit

[hottiesofthiscentury]

Let’s see

[th3bamst3r]

Let’s See

[kyng-kung]

👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

[kyng-kung]

👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

[calvin-klein96]

Oh god please 💯😍👌👌👌

[the-lowz-of-highz]

Please, please work. I need a miracle today.

https://cash.app/$sleepygirl22

[thepersonalquotes]

[dr0wnmydem0ns-blog]

[dextromethorphan-addict-blog]

“The drugs are your band-aid, but tell us about your bullet hole.”

— NA member

[saccharineandsalacious]

Addiction. Spending money on drugs instead of necessities. Emptying your bank account for a gram. Starving for days, high on the shit that makes you feel invincible. Stealing from family to make it through the week you say it’s for gas but it’s really for drugs. Giving your body to a man that sees you as a piece of meat just for 300 bucks a week you feel worthless. Addiction. Always wanting to quit but never knowing how. Addiction. Afraid to tell your family because you’re scared they’ll shut you out. Addiction. Snorting lines in your room alone because you have nothing better to do. Addiction. Feeling like the biggest failure for just trying to numb the pain. Addiction.

[nicolethedopefiendqueen]

“Using drugs is my passive way of being suicidal. I want to die but i am often too scared to make the attempt. so instead I engage in self destructive behaviors like getting high. I’m very aware that if I don’t stop the drugs will kill me one day. Part of me wishes that day would come soon, while the other smaller part wants me to live.”

— excerpt from my journal 4-5-19

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[whitepeopletwitter]

[heroin-hottie]

“Junkies fall in love with other Junkies or they turn somebody they love into one.”

— (via queenondope)

[recaption]

[vicodin-dreams]