Its been a long time since the last time using tumblr, i never delete this apps from my phone even though i know i hardly use this apps, cuz somehow i think that one day i will want to use this space again to put up my thoughts..
Ive been barely use this bcs this space used to be the place when im feeling like sad or something..
Just wanna say that, i think that she always treat me like i was a dumb kind.. the way she reacted to me, the way she commenting on me.. the way she speak to me in front of everybody is sometimes was quite unpleasant for me to accept.. i always feel like that when i met with her.. i feel hurt when im around her bcs of her comment. And at some point, i just dont care anymore, i will just say my thought without having to please her feelings.. cuz she always like that im tired of getting same treatment.. i am also a human being but idk why is she so mean to me.. i always kept to my self and never tell anyone about this.. all i do is always to forget but actually never forget.. im always upset with her.. always tell myself to let it go and dont mind her doings but i admit im still hurt, i got feelings too.. but she never respect..
Idk i feel bad that i wrote like this about her but she has given too much bad energy that i cannot take it just to myself.. that i need to let it out.. but not to anyone i know.. just here.. im sorry but no sorry

















