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Life is short for being jealous Tom kaulitz 4 ever Pink sparkly 💗🎀🌷

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Sorry for not being active😭😭😭😭😭😭

I wanted to speak about Tokio hotels new song that they will release ( i think they didn’t release it yet).

I will be honest i hated it…. Because i don’t know it just feels like they are making their lyrics with ai now, something feels of about their music right now. I also did not liked the “memory lane”

Please don’t hate on me it is just my opinion😭

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My love is dying inside

It is not smuttt! (I am bad at writing it)

2:30 A.M

The party lights were making me blind, i was trying to find Tom i shout out loud “Tom…Tom where are you?!” He probably didn’t heard me because of the loud music or….

Then i saw him with a girl she was sitting on his lap, they were laughing and kissing, when i saw them my heart was about to fell, i didn’t said anything just get in a taxi and went home….

7:30 A.M

I woke up feeling really dizzy i stayed at the bed a bit then i looked at my phone i saw several calls and texts i clicked on the app to see who was it….it was Tom “why would he even text me?” I asked my self. Then i slowly started to read the texts….

Before i could reply my door bell rang not once, not twice, my bell rang for exectly six times i knew who it was behind the door… i wanted to open the door i love to see his face.. like allways wait for him but no i didn’t open the door.

He shouted behind the door i knew he was mad and when he is mad he is mad mad so slowly i open the lock then the door

Tom: what the fuck you think you are doing.

Y/n: i-i am doing nothing

Tom: i texted you for like hundred times and you ignored me

Y/n: y-yes uhm.. just like you ignored me at the party

Tom: what the fu-….oh uhmmm i didn’t ignored you!

Y/n: yes you did…. You did ignored me. I tried to find you when i saw you a girl was sitting on your lap

Tom: So what? You are being jealous

Y/n: stop joking around.. i am not jealous of you just i hate how you ignore me i was not even coming to the party you told me to come so i came and i thought we were going to have a good time but, yes okay alright i hope you had a good time with that what.. super model!

Tom: y/n okay i am sorry but like i can’t just hang with you all the time right? I am not your babysitter i am your bestfriend stop try to control me.

Y/n: i know you are not my babysitter i just want you to be a good friend..

Tom: i am being a good friend, i am buying you gifts, hanging out with you…. But yeah maybe you are just so lonely that i am your only friend!

My eyes were watery now i tried not to cry but yes he was right he was my only fucking friend since i was 4 he was my only fricking friend. But i didn’t want him to be my friend i loved him…..

Tom saw my eyes, he relaxed his face

Tom: i-am sorry y/n… sorry for not being a good friend, okay by now i promise i will be a good friend

“God just shut the fuck up allready don’t say “friend” just tell me you love me” i thought from my mind

Y/n: o-okay tom thanks….yeah so what now?

Tom: i don’t know what you wanna do…watch movie or something?

Y/n: i mean if you want to.. but can i choose it pleaseeeeeeee?

Tom: uhh fine but don’t choose some girly stuff.

Y/n: okay what about….inside out?

Tom: oh c’mon we are not ki- okay whatever fine

I open the movie..i knew it was the perfect time to confess my feelings to him… i was just too nervous

Y/n: uh Tom…

Tom: yes y/n

I waited, words were not coming out of my mind.., it was like my mouth was locked.

Tom: tell me

Y/n : uh i-i uhmm i will tell you something but…but promise it will not break our friendship if you don’t think that way.

Tom: okay…i uhm promise?

Y/n: just firstly tell me do you.. like uhmm…have a crush on someone?

His face was slightly turning red

Tom: yes..and she is perfect..the girl in my dreams i love her for…too many years that i don’t remember how much.

Okay when he said this i knew he was not talking about me…but like maybe he was…?

Y/n: okay okay…i-i ugh i can’t keep it anymore…. I love you okay… i fucking love you! I love you from the day we met you are my first ever crush!

Omg omg omg i couldn’t believe i said that!

Tom: really… so like y/n promise you are not joking

Y/n: n-no i wish i was joking but… no everytime i see you with another girl my love is dying inside

Tom: Y-y/n i love you too…i was so sure that you don’t love me so i was trying to move on but no…fuck, you are so different you look just like a dream.. i love you y/n

My heart was pounding like it is about to explode, my eyes were on his lips his eyes were also on mine and yes i was hungry for him… before i could even move i felt his lips on mine.

Tom: you can’t even guess how much i’v been waiting for this

Y/n: me too i just… i love you so much

Tom: i love you too Schatzi

Well okay girlys i just wrote my first ever fan ficcccccx yeayyyyyy!

I think it is good but i am not sure hope you guys liked it also you guys can request i will try to write🫶🏼😻😽💗

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Yaaayyyyy today is my bdayyyy 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

I am wishing for luck, money, happiness and someone like Tom kaulitz (y’all know i will never stop wishing about someone like himmm)

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Okayyyy bye. I am losing my mind like seriously tom looks so so so so so handsome and cute i want someone like him. When they ask me whats my type i just show photo of tom because like he is perfect y’know not even lying.

All the girls he dated is so so fucking lucky like ughhhhhhh

Do you guys see his biceps 😇😇😇😇😇😇 my goddd

#i want tom kaulitzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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Okiiii guys now i will talk about a topic i think makes fans separate because most of them will agree with me and some of them will maybe not but yeah lets get into the topic…..

So the topic is Heidi Klum and Tom kaulitz’s marriage, so don’t get me wrong i am not like those crazy fans who says “heidi stole tom from me!” Or smth but i just don’t understand how she can marry someone who is 16-17 years younger than her like that is such a weird thing to do….and she is also in the files so that makes her really weird and disgusting (you can get mad at me for calling her disgusting but idc this is my opinion”.

She also kisses mans even tough she is married and not even from the cheek or somewhere more friendly..FROM THE FUCKING LIPS. I really wonder what Tom thinks abt this because it is just weird i don’t even know how to describe it.

So if i was his wife i wouldn’t even look at other man because man it is litteraly TOM KAULITZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!! (😍😍😍😍)

Byeeeeeee

Btw i need more request for fics😚😚😚

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I already did tom moodboard so nowwwwww bill’s🤍

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I actually don’t know what this account is all about like i post everythink but well whatever…so this is what i am feeling today.

I really feel so ugh and sick of everythink idk how to describe but it just feels like everyday is the same school-home-sleep and again the same and at the weekend i just turn in to a bed rotting girl or exercise and dance all day.

I hate boys they are so ugh like teenage boys stfu okay? You are not funny when joking about someones body.

I hate school and tests

I hate everyone

I sometimes just wanna be far from wverywhere and just have time for me and sleep all day long i need it.

Who tf thinked of making school start at 7:30 i have to wake up at 6:45 and went straght to math class.

Whatever i think i wont be able to post next week or maybe these days because my exam week is coming OH NOOOO

i fucking dont know anythink like what was math?

And geography dont come for meeeee😭😇

and as if they were not enough i need to make a 1 minute dance careoghrophy for a stupid hip-hop competition my school is making?

And guess who is in my group two stupid+horny boys and 2 girls who never learnd anythin about dance can someone actually help me!

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I don’t know how many days i haven’t been posted but sorry😗✌🏼

I actually don’t know what to post but…..uhh yeah so i was going to say that i don’t think of anything else i just allways like think of being a model i don’t wanna be anything else only model like i don’t care if people say it is hard or smth i will be a MODEL a SUPERMODEL or TOP MODEL……

I want to be a runway model not a commercial one.

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And now you guys will say “OMG WHO TF YOU THINK YOU ARE YOU THINK YOU CAN BE A MODEL SO EASLY!🤬” yeah i know it is not easy to get into the modeling industry but i will just try my hardest and my best like thats MY DREAM🤩

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I havent posted in 4 days because i didnt had the mood to post tbh.

I actually miss my friends at turkey so much i cant even explain.

I hate evrybody in my school in dubai, they are all copy paste of each other.

I am missing my bff so much she is in uzbekistaaaaaaaan💔😭😭😭

Actually idc guysss, and in my school i allways love to sit alone i dont like to talk at my breaks so everybody thinks that i am lonely or trying to be dramatic! But i am just trying to RELAX!!!✌🏼

Also i dont know girls in my class think they are but they are stupid and i just dont like them and i will not even talk about boys cause they are just….STUPID BOYYYYYYSSSSSSSS!!!🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄.

Byyy girlyyssss ly all💖💗💓

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I just started to read twiglight and you know what bella (isabella) she is so fucking dumb like i don’t really care if he is a vampire or not just come here.

He saved her life from a car crash and only think important for her is “HOW YOU CAME HERE SO FAST YOU WERE THERE A SECOND AGO😱”

i am at the page 128 now i am planing to finish it today or tommorowwww.

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How i feel being the only tokio hotel fan in my friend group

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Pov:all my friends are discussing my tokio hotel(😍) obsession.

Okay okayyyyyy so i am soooooo soooo sooooo fucking angry my friends are making me so so UGH.

So what is happening is when i show them a photo of tom or any other memeber (it is usually tom because i may have a mini crush😌😙😜🤫) they are acting so boring like okay if you don’t like tokio hotel (🥰) it is allright but they are allways telling me that their music is bad and asking me “gurl why are you listening to them” yes i will listen to them 2nd no i will not listen to sabrina carpenter or taylor swift and even some shitty turkish music (not all of them, the ones calling their self rap but usually just mobbing women) .

The things they usally say=

He is ugly (for tom)

Ewwww why his brother is emo😭🤮 (for bill)

Uhmmm he has a hair like a girl and he thinks he is hot (for georg) (he is hot🫢)

He looks like a kid (for gustav)

And what i am gonna tell is bitch i didn’t ask for your opinion okay? And i don’t give a fuck about your music taste if you dont give it to mine. And when i see your celebrity crushes i am not saying “ewww ugly, is he african?” Even tough your’s are ugly but you know what i don’t care……..(😂🖖🏼)

4 ever alien 😻😽

By pinkyyy sparklyyyy girlyyyyys

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Why why why!!!!

I sometimes think that why i am so obsessed with tokio hotel like now i cant actually think off any other band

i am literally obsessed and i want to see them in real life idk if i will see them ever in my life but i would be soooooooooooooooooo HAPPY like i would scream like the craziest fan EVER.

And why i was not born at the same year as them so i could be a teenager at 2000’s i am so angry at my grandma why she didn’t give birth my mom at first before my aunts maybe i would have a chance to meet them but yeah i am unlucky bitch…………..

BY I AM SAD NOW, I WILL CRY NOW, I WILL BE DEPPRESSED FOR A WHOLE WEEK

Spreading Loveeeee💗

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Why people are not born with different hair colours….Like i mean yes we born with different hair colours like blonde,brunette,black…. But i mean why we are not born with like pink, purple,rainbow,blue,or pink sparkly….. because to be honest like this it is so fucking boring like UGH! i want some differences in the world.

Can i be the QUEEN OF THE WHOLE WORLD no no no no maybe QUEEN OF THE WHOLE GALAXY guys i promise i will make everything better like so much better.

Bye pink sparkly girlysssss stay hot!

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Me reading fan fic s UGH @fawnprincessblog she writes so well. Okay maybe i am a bit addicted to reading them but who CARES!

and my mom and dad keep telling me to read book, i mean i am reading i just dont want them to see it😜. Do you guys have any like GOOD fan fic blog cause i need to read some i read all of them…….. By girlys✌🏼😽💗

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Girlysssss! I need help! So i’v been trying to get to my DR (my desired reality) for like 3 days and it really pisses me off cause i am laying on a starship position in a full dark room opening shitting subliminal (i will put the link it is really good) then every thing is going fine, i am counting till 100 saying information from my script in between numbers and then i feel like floating or flash coming to my eyes but nothing is happening i don’t know how to connect to my DR help please……. I really need to go to 2007 to meet tokio hotel like really need.😭😚🫠💗💗

Link: https://youtu.be/51QhHdpOPEE?si=OWageIFjp-MwFBV2