hey
its been so long since I've posted anything on my blog. but i just wanted to say seasons have changed and so have i. and while i still enjoy the same interest as me couple years ago, I'm afraid its not of the same intensity.
moving forward, and with college, my interest have changed. i no longer stay up till 4 am reading books/manga. i no longer eagerly wait for the next chapter to be released. I no longer look at art with the same fascination i once had.
and this pains me. How could i let life take over the things that brought me joy.
but ive learnt not to look at things this way. i didnt abandon the things i love. ive simply made space for more things in my life.
ive spent my time, drawing, painting, attending classes, crying over said classes, watching movie, beating myself up for not watching movies, listening to new music, sharing things with my friends.
and moving forwards the only thing i can promise myself is to continue exposing myself to new art forms. to new people. to a new life.
i want to be better.
i want to be better for myself.
