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Oh, well! Hi there! Name's Axel! What is going on in this page?

I don't even know myself 🥳 I like writing a lot and I want to improve my written English so I thought: "Why not using Tumblr?" 🙊

I will publish some of my original works and if things go well maybe I will open a Wattpad or ao3 account, who knows?

AO3 ACCOUNT

Fanfiction.net ACCOUNT

SIDE BLOG

Phoenix (McDanno) Masterlist

So yeah, this is all!

Axel, out! 😎

goldenrule-motherfucker

i think fandom is forgetting shipping isn’t always about canon in the moment. shipping is about the potential baked in the storytelling. do i think lucy and cooper are healthy or even right for each other right now? fuck no. not a single one of the present relationships are lol. (and they may never be — this is a post-apocalyptic setting; our moral lenses are obsolete. that’s the point of lucy’s trek through the wasteland.) however, there is a care and profound mirroring happening, and the show is building up to something between them. and the beauty is we don’t know what. that unknown is where room is made for possibility, and we are all having fun imagining what the destination is.

also, i love barb with cooper and max with lucy in terms of who they are to each other. i celebrate all four of these people as who they are apart from each other, as well, in their respective narratives. the possibility is just as available to lucy and max, and barb and cooper, as it is to cooper and lucy imo. this show is a sandbox of fun dynamics.

but again, it is not just about who is together right now, but what the story is building up to for all of them separately, and where it could all lead. it is reductive and two-dimensional to limit them all to the “who” and “what” in front of them. max is on an exciting journey away from the brotherhood, cooper is softening and opening up to humanity, lucy is owning newfound independence in her thoughts / actions, and barb has rich, delicious complexity. i am excited for where they are going.

they are all incredibly written and performed. lucy and cooper just happen to have the most in-the-present development in terms of what the relationships are, and that is okay to be hooked by. we don’t know what else is going on yet.

i am hoping for more for all of them. i personally am excited as hell about the main three teaming up, just as eager as i am about coop seeing barb and janey again, if he ever does. who knows yet! but, my point is this new age of fandom cannot fall victim to the toxic cycle of purity culture. the point of fandom is to take canon and enjoy what we personally want from it. policing fandom is the antithesis of what fandom is meant to be. i’ve been around the block the past 20 years enough to know. just because someone is a shipper of something you don’t enjoy does not mean they are not capable of enjoying the show in a well-rounded way. and, from what i’ve seen, ghoulcy enjoyers have for the most part been celebratory of all characters in this show, myself included.

in the end, if you don’t like something, block lol.

Being diagnosed with ADHD at 28, it's so strange.

Like I'm at the end of a major degree (last exam and thesis left) with crippling depression and a severe anxiety disorder in burn-out since two years now, while being able to get a scholarship for three years straight.

And only now, I'm being told told that I'm not actually more stupid than anyone else like I always thought. I was just at a disadvantage from the star. Only no one saw it.

I was always told that I was so strong and so capable because I got where I am despite all, and I always felt like a liar, like an empostor, because I never felt strong.

Now, finally, my struggles were seen and validated for the first time. And I can finally admit to myself: "I was failed by society and traumatised by it, I can be mad at it.

I can be mad that most of what I lived through could be prevented if just an adult had given me attention at the right time.

I can be mad, and it's my right to be it."

#undignose adhd #adhd #actually adhd #late diagnosed adhd #28 years #university life #university #im so tired #tired

Me trying to do a thesis on F1 communication and how the fandom changed since Liberty Media bought F1, watching Max being upset for the VSC that didn't let him play with Charles, Redbull IG post lestappen photos, Leclerc proposing to his girlfriend, and Sainz tweeting on that, wondering how the fuck I'm going to describe this band of clowns trying not to sound a clown myself: