Jun 7
man, it's cool being able to juggle different hobbies with mild success, but knowing you'll never stick with one thing long enough to make anything grand and sprawling really sucks.
i just don't think it's true that being a jack of all trades is better than a master of one. no one would ever choose to be a jack instead of an ace, not if they're being honest with themselves.
#looking at all the writers and artists and musicians and editors and realizing their dedication to 1-2 crafts will always push them further#than i'll ever get. and don't get me wrong i actually do think some of the things I make turn out super cool#but ill probably never make a comic series or animate the amvs in my head#i'll never write a multi chapter fic with hundreds of thousands of words or probably even breach past three chapters of anything#i hate my adhd so much. i work on things now but i'll never replace the time I lost being untreated and focusing on survival#vent#personal
