Everyone has a story... here's mine...

Avid learner, awkward dork, outdoor enthusiast, tennis player, music listener, caring friend, opinionated leader, laughable goof, passionate lover, strong-willed fighter, good-hearted individual, exercise junky, and hopeless romantic.

[shoegshoes]

You’re the rose, and I was the thorn

That when picked up I was left scorned

I blamed you for the hurt

Blamed you for the pain

Yet it was me

Who who caused the rain

Though you tried to shield me

Underneath you umbrella

I pushed you away

Into the arms of another fella

Left in the cold

It was me to blame

And now I’m left lonely

To suffer my own shame

[shoegshoes]

You broke me

And now you keep me here waiting

Left to pick up the shattered pieces of my heart you left behind.

You caressly leave me wounded and tethered

And everything just fucking hurts...it really fucking hurts.

Just leave me here and end it...please.

[shoegshoes]

Why is it that every word you say not only makes me feel as if I was flying, but send my stomach to my throat as if I were falling.

[shoegshoes]

You

Run your fingers across my skin

And glide them down my spine

Whisper sweet nothings forever softly

And let me know you're mine.

Guide my fingers in between yours

Wrap my arms around tight

Feel the warmth of my skin pressed near

During these winter nights.

Your words they echo through my soul

Your kiss, a burning fire

Your touch a shock and jolt of life

That awakens every desire.

Your heart is strong and my knees are weak

And my breath departs my chest

I hope my dear you can stay with me

To finally give my heart a rest.

[shoegshoes]

The Disaster I Never Knew I Needed

Without warning you came into my life

Like an earthquake without a sound

You shook me from my foundation to my core

Unbeknownst the impact you'd have

As swift as a tornado

You blew through my heart and soul

You ripped apart my frames, opened the roof

And the insides continued to swirl

Who, when, where, and why

You came like a lightning strike

Sending jolts down my mind and body

Awakening me, and something long forgotten

Like a tidal wave you flooded

The deepest crevasses of my heart

Washing away the years endured

With the dust and scars of the past

Like a natural disaster you changed my life

Ripping apart all that I knew

And for that I am so eternally grateful

For making me brand new.

[shoegshoes]

Let me go or Make me Stay

You lay with me as if we were one

You say the three dreaded words that burn my ears

"I love you"...

And yet no matter how I've pined for you

You won't make the leap.

I'm not yours and you're not mine.

Why play with my heart if I'm not worth your time.

Let me go or make me stay

But please stop making me feel as if

For some reason I'm not enough.

Not enough to make you want me.

Not enough to make you take the plunge.

Not enough to make me yours.

If you truly loved me, you'd take me out of that grey zone of the unknown.

Just please...make it stop.

[shoegshoes]

[kissingbeards]

[thepetcollective]

😻 It’s Another Happy Caturday, Tumblr 😻

If these cats aren’t a Saturday mood, I don’t know what is?

[tienes-mi-corazon]

I miss you

"There are no words left to say. I'm tired of showing everyone I'm okay. Because I'm not okay. There is only you on my mind. The world around me faded. And I turned silent."

tienes-mi-corazon

[shoegshoes]

Replaced and forgotten

One day the colors I once painted for you

Will fade like the color in your hair

The memory of me will dissolve

Replaced by all the new faces

Our laughter will be drowned out

By the sounds of new beginnings

And my touch will have gone cold

Reignited by someone new

And as you rebuild this new world of yours

I will remain trapped

Looking in and wishing that it was me instead of them

And my heart will continue longing

For something that is no longer mine

Replaced and forgotten

[wearevanity]

[wearevanity]

Good boy by Honza Řeháček | WAV

[shoegshoes]

I hope that one day,

You can look back at me

Like I look at you

[real-lesbian-thoughts]

It’s okay. It may not seem like it right now, but you are going to be fine. I know it’s scary, but don’t be afraid. You are who you are, and you should love that person, and I don’t want anyone to have to go through 22 years of their life afraid to accept that

Connor Franta (via real-lesbian-thoughts)

[shoegshoes]

Me when I first told my best friend I was gay.

Me: I'm gay.

Bf: I already knew

Me: Oh, great...

Also me: Are you fcking kidding me? It took me 17 years to discovered it myself and you already knew it? Why didn't you tell me? We're supposed to tell us everything.

[outcen]

[alteredvisionss]