If you can't love yourself, I'll do it instead

I’ll bleed whatever color you tell me to.

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"My thoughts are dripping like honey. I can't think of anything else but you."

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"So how has life been treating you lately?" She smiled, a blush on her face. "I met someone special," she whispered. She turned her face into the fading sunlight and it almost felt like he was already here with her. Waiting in the Shadows, whispering in her ear. "What makes him so special?"

"He sees me."

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"It creeps hotly under my skin. Feelings that I don't understand, that are foreign to me. My heart beats too fast, too loudly. My bones creak and my eyes burn. Don't touch me. I'm so full of anger, so full of raging hatred."

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"And something in me snapped as you tried to feed me another lie. I will not dwell on your false words. It is my own fault, I know that. I am so afraid of being alone, of being alone with myself, that I let you treat me like this."

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"Lately I've been leaning into the wind and wish that I would dissolve. I want to roam through the treetops, stir up sand, make waves and blow through hair. I want to carry laughter through the streets, bring music to people's ears, dry tears and drive lovers together. I want to be the voice of the dead for those who remain. I want to bring comfort, freedom, zest for life."

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hey you. this blog has been quiet for a while. Lately, something has been screaming inside me. I need to get the words out, I need to distract myself. I would love to hear your story. Tell me a secret, or tell me what you love. What got you through the day today and what keeps you awake at night? I would like to hold your hand and be your safe haven for a moment. I won't judge you, just listen. And if you like, I'll give you a piece of myself in exchange for your voice.

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honestly everything you’ve on your blog has got me through so much. I hope you’re doing well. I miss you

I hope you are doing well too. Don't hesistate to reach out!

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A love like a dream

when I wake up and see you

I feel rooted with my soul

because you choose to love me

-from a happy Woman

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And after all that running, hustling and fighting I decided to lean back, take a deep breath and see who will fight for me to be part of their life. Now I sit alone, but I feel at peace with myself for the first time in a long while.

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The moment you lost your love for me; I felt it. I felt it breaking in me and it made me collapse.

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"And my heart became so very heavy lately. It's been harder to love myself; so I focused on loving you even more."

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"One day you came across and decided to plant flowers in my dead garden. And today I'm out here chasing the sunlight while the wind carries my laughter in all the corners of the world."

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"Your smile brings me happiness. Your voice calms me down. And in your eyes I see our future. I feel like I could fly. Because you make my dreams come true."

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"And it's one of those nights, where I sit on my balcony and listen to the silence. There is a million stars in the sky tonight, and they all remind me of your eyes."

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