Left Brain Living in a Right Brain World

Where art and logic coexisit 

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Hand kissing is sacred, high romance and I think we need to revive it

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#please #love story #happily ever after

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I should be a marathon runner, not because I’m athletic, because my anxiety could totally propel me to run exactly 26.2 miles away from my problems. 

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Friend: How are you feeling today?

Me: I seem to be lacking in dopamine, oxytocin, serotonin, and  endorphins.

Friend: You what now!?

Me: I sad dude. chill. 

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@earth-to-dragons

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Bahahaha... XD This is why I volunteer in a kindergarten classroom

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The solution to my depression is cinnabon cinnamon rolls

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Noted. 

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Things Theatre Fans Say #152

Friend: Hey, what are you thinking abou-

Me: TONYS TONYS TONYS TONYS TONYS TONYS TONYS TONYS

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There is room for those who speak different languages, celebrate diverse cultures, and live in a host of locations. There is room for the single, the married, for large families, and for the childless. There is room for those who once had questions regarding their faith, and room for those who still do. There is room for those with differing sexual attractions. In short, there is a place for everyone who loves God and honor his commandments as the inviolable measuring rod for personal behaviour.

Jeffery R. Holland (LDS General Conference April 2017)

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My Brain when Trying to Cheer Up a Friend

Left: What are they dealing with? How can I best help their specific difficulty? Right: Let's search Pinterest for "ways to help a friend." Left: Have they had food in the last 24 hours? Are they dehydrated? Right: Let's bring them every kind of candy they've ever mentioned they enjoy! Left: Maybe I could send them a song suggestion? Right: Time to get started on a personalized symphony! Left: Hmm..... maybe I'll just give them some personal space. Right: BEAR HUG THEM, BEAR HUG THEM NOW!!!!!

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Thoughts on Life and Why I do not want mine to end

So it’s six AM and I haven’t slept and I feel like absolute garbage because so much crap has hit the fan in the last week or so and there is so much negativity on the internt and I have taken a lot of ADHD meds and I think I’m going to fail one or more finals today, so I need a masterpost of reasons that I want to continue living. Please feel free to add some of your own.

I get to see my younger brothers/parents in under a week.

I turn nineteen in under a week.

I made a new friend this past week ( @showtunesingingchemist​, in case you were curious. I met her in real life too, which makes this even more or a win)

I almost have my depression under control for once

I have almost figured out how to pay for my own college

I have finally let go of the pain associated to the last girl who manipulated me

The song “Build Our Machine” by DAGames and remixed by SayMaxWell

The Hardtrance Mortal Kombat theme song

Star Sky by Two Steps From Hell

Everything else by Two Steps From Hell

I have over 100 NPCs created for my Dungeons and Dragons setting across five continents

Running with that theme, I have almost figured out how advanced technology spreads across the world

I’ve got positive grades more or less locked in for three of my five classes this semester

Subway flatbreat

Gyro sandwiches

Tortillas

Granola

Alfredo pizza

The gradual movement of the world towards more accepting, and the role that I have played/am playing/can play in that through my attempts at inclusive and representative writing, especially in my D&D setting (link goes to the current character roster, which you can comment on if curious)

My Integument class for Dungeons and Dragons is almost ready for publishing on the Dungeon Master’s Guild website with class features and four full subclasses that run through twentieth level, and I have five more distict subclasses in progress

The associated Integumentum Brotherhood faction is approaching a similar degree of completion as well, which is great

I will be done with three of my four tests by ten tonight, for better or for worse

I have six or seven bookmarked gifs/gifsets that can make me smile without fail

One of my friends offered to give me a makeover to help me calm down following my finals

I am going to watch Pacific Rim, my all time favorite movie, tonight

Robert Downey Jr./Tony Stark/Iron Man exists

@markruffalo​/Bruce Banner/Hulk exists

Chris Evans/Steve Rogers/Captain America exists

Chris Hemsworth/Thor Odinson exists

Sebastian Stan/Bucky Barnes/the Winter Soldier exists

Don Cheadle/James Rhodes/War Machine exists

Any other unmentioned Marvel characters exist

Ben Afleck’s Batman is great, in spite of guns

Alfred Pennyworth exists, enough said

@executivegoth​/Talesin Jaffe might still respond to the ask I sent him at some point, which would make my existence

I have a great sense of humor

I need to do laundry

I’m almost on summer break

I have a summer job lined up

Heroforge is amazing

I have improved from my previous semesters in college, regardless of whether or not I’m perfect yet

Every other positive thing that I have mentioned in the last couple weeks that I can’t think of here

Again, reblog and add at least a couple things. Tumblr could really use some more unrestrained positivity.

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-Chocolate -New friends -Naps -"Being Alive" from Steven Sondheim's Company -Getting to be the hero in my own story -Kittens

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~Alexandra Dorine

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In all reality, art and science have the same purpose. Both simply seek to explore and understand the cosmos. The only difference is that one is driven by the mind, while the other is led by the heart.