Dont Paint Me Black When I Used To Be Golden

[little-miss-rasputin-pageant]

Hoodwinked is a criminally underrated movie

[quotesndnotes]

The answer is in the eyes.

[lolthatsme]

[loveserum-deactivated20191021]

“When I was sixteen I fell in love with a boy who had an entire world inside of him that I was convinced I could spend the rest of my life living in but the world has a way of tearing you apart. I promised I’d love him forever because when I was sixteen I didn’t know that forever really only lasts until your insides spill out and stain the carpet until neither of you can get it out this time or he falls in love with a girl who looks sort of like you but she’s a hurricane that anyone would kill to get caught in the middle of and you’re still afraid of thunder. When I was eighteen I fell in love with a boy who kissed like a car crash on the edge of the earth and told me he’d love me forever. And I swallowed the blood on the tip of my tongue, still pouring from the back of my throat from the end of the world two years before and I told him I’d love him as long as it lasts. because I will. I will love you. I’ll love you with every bone in my body and all the cracks between them. I’ll love you so hard it could start a fire that could melt you back together and burn away everything bad into smoke that won’t make you cough or choke you up the way the things in your head always would. I will love you as long as it lasts. I’ll love you until the carpet is dripping with spilled words and bruises that won’t fade. I’ll love you until you meet a girl who tastes like lighting from a storm. I will be yours until I’m not. I will love you until I don’t because I am sick of my mouth filling with blood every time I try to fall in love and I don’t want to find myself trying to pick the skin off my bones a few months from now when we’ve really fucked it up and I’ve forgotten how to sleep without you. When it ends, I won’t cry. I won’t find ways to kill myself with all the things you’ve let behind. I’ll smile and spit the blood out of my mouth and walk away. I will not find myself shaking over you in the middle of the night until my teeth crack or throwing up in the bathroom at a party because you walked in with your new girlfriend. I will not miss your voice or try and kiss you when I’m drunk and I can’t tell if the burning in my chest is from you or where the alcohol hit. I’ll love you as long as it lasts and when it ends I’ll kill the girl who loved you and leave her in the box of all the things that smell like you and I will bury her in the backyard and sometimes I might cry for her when it rains but I won’t cry for you.”

— as long as it lasts (via extrasad)

[cierrawithasea]

“That’s how you know you love someone, I guess. When you can’t experience anything without wishing the other person were there to see it, too.”

— Kaui Hart Hemmings (via p0kemina)

[lovlae]

shut up!!!!!!

[throwbackblr]

[weloveshortvideos]

 white people

[gengarvevo]

okay but when does the album drop

[mybeltruns]

that PowerPoint blind left transition go hard

[itssamnotsammi]

Best feeling is when you just naturally click with a person. Talking all day, every day, no forceful conversation, laughs, attention. They are worth their weight in gold, don’t lose them

[stargazerinmoksha]

8:27 am

Sometimes when I wake up in the morning I get scared that you won’t be there. Like you know that famous feeling in books and movies when someone suddenly just wakes up and shit just starts falling apart because they had a change of heart? Sometimes I imagine myself being in that situation with you and we’ll no longer be the same, but you know the craziest shit about you? Like I know it won’t be like that. That’s how scary you are to me. You’re stubborn like me. You’re fucking hard-headed as fuck. You’re passionate. You get so excited about the things that you love. As a matter of fact, we’re so much alike that this shouldn’t be possible… like I have this weird thought in my head that opposites attract, but if that’s the case, what’s our problem? We’re like identical twins, but not really. We’re just similar in tastes and it’s eerie. I don’t know why I love you so much, sometimes I don’t know why you love me so much… but isn’t that the beautiful part? That’s life. You know? Maybe we’re just figuring it out as we go, maybe we’re improv. I want to continue this dance with you until I’m no longer just a bag of flesh with complex emotions. Do you believe in something greater than love at first sight? Something greater than all of this? The daily terror on the news, the poverty of other parts of the world, the evil shit that’s really out there— if there is something more out there, I want to be a part of it. I’m desperate. I want to be more. And that seems to be my biggest problem. I want to do so much. I want to give so much out, you know? I know that there’s more to life than love, I know that. I recognize it to the fullest extent. But fuck, it feels great and amazing to know that you’re going to be by my side even if the world suddenly just collapses. And maybe that’s the best thing about you— I know that no matter how much we change as individuals, we’ll always be able to start back with the basics. Our love for the arts and how much a simple painting can mean to us because we pay attention to detail. So I guess what I’m trying to say is— I love you.

[danger]

[blakkgurllost]

[kirakiracutie]

[rewelcomed]

[ashobrien-deactivated20230718]

[bazaardotco]

[excdus]