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it's like i have perpetual poopy pants socially

you know

i think i can do science. like. aptitude wise.

i think about it a lot yk if im built for it or not, if im sharp (in the head) enough for it etc.

but tbh

it all comes down to "are you capable of thinking about just one thing and one thing only for veryyyyy long and like keep thinking about it till you crack it and move on to the next step?" this practice is really sitting well with my hyperfixation tendencies...i kinda fw this fr. let's see.

#graduate student #science #research aptitude #scientific method #research #studyblr #university #note to self

people who say and believe that philosophy is irrelevant and a waste of time are the ones who would break down/ turn to the dark side during the climax of the final showdown with the villian after a good few rounds of physical combat where they find your weak moment and start making you question your beliefs and shit

#like all the best #philosophy #ethics #undergrad

I SAW LP LIVE IN MUMBAI YESTERDAY! THEY PLAYED SUCH AN AMAZING SETLIST!!! EM SPOTTED MY PRIDE FLAG AND THREW A "👌" AT IT!!! IT MEANS SO MUCH!!! 🇮🇳🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

#EMILYARMSTRONG #AFTER AN 11HR LONG WAIT #LINKINPARK #I HAVE FULL BODY CRAMPS #LINKINPARKMUMBAI #LINKINPARKLOLLAINDIA #LINKINPARKINDIA #LOLLAPALOOZAINDIA #FROMZEROWORLDTOUR #sapphiclpfans #sapphicblr

SOMEONE MAKE FAN ART FOR HUNTR/X WINNING GOLDEN GLOBE FOR GOLDEN RIGHT NOWWW PLEASEEEE AND PUT BOBBY IN IT TOO KGJFDJJDJDJJDJ PLEASEEEEEE!!!!

#kpdh #kpdh fan art #kpdh golden globe #rumi fan art #huntr/x #ejae #kpop demon hunters #huntrix #huntr/x fan art

am i emotionally attached to my digital pet/ body double? yes. is it any of your business?? no 😤

#MIM #my liddul eenie meanie beanie boi #my adhd ahh cheeto #my mimi boi <3 ily muah gn #focus friend #hank green

Mornings are what I am subjected to: Existence.

The day is what I make of it.

Nights are when I relish what I made of it.

#note to self #studyblr #physiology #histology #undergrad student #study motivation #university #neuroscience

at the end of the day

all i see in this world

is suffering

and a lot of love —

that the world is all love

and love is suffering

and that's all there is.

happy birthday to me.

i used to feel drawn towards the beat generation in high school, given i had freshly watched Kill Your Darlings, and my sister had bought a couple of Ginsberg's books. yet, i couple not appreciate them to the fullest, because i did not understand the world enough at the time to be able to.

now i do. and it feels...amazing. this is what we live for.

#allen ginsberg #america by allen ginsberg #the beat generation #beat generation #kill your darlings

virusnightfire

i need to find people who like owl city as much as i do. literally every song this guy makes is a fucking banger none of them suck (to me at least)

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...i really believe, to this day, and will till the day i die, that he is the greatest composer, producer and lyricist to have ever existed. go listen to all of owl city, sky sailing, port blue, color therapy, adam young film scores, swimming with dolphins. it is ALL amazing. how can one do that.

#owl city #adam young #sky sailing #owlcity #i tried to make myself believe that planet eaaarth turnssss slowwwllyyy #you would not believe your eyes #fireflies

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i feel like i am better at and happier missing people and longing for them than actually being with them.

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yup still stands i knew exactly what i wanted real

#longing #sapphic yearning #yearner core

sometimes the rEaL woRLd does get to my head, start comparing myself to others, start stressing, but then i realise how big of a self-betrayal it is to forget that the way you're living rn is a result of conscious decisions you came upon yourself, like how you will never exploit yourself just because others are, because that then mandates for everyone to do the same and this way the self-perpetuating system of exploitation continues and the Great Refusal will never come about. and that is not something i want to contribute to. good night.

#20 something #herbert marcuse #the great refusal #neoliberal capitalism

you will get better and better and won't even notice, because the world and the people around you will keep changing as you go as well. there is no basis for comparison, and hence, shame or pride then. if it keeps going this way, you will be at peace forever.

#note to self #studyblr #student for life