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i’ve been running this blog since i was 15 years old, i started out as @ nihachusnebula , then @ sunshiineshelby , then @ https-glowduo for a long time until finally i became em emily shubblelive.

this blog has been my home for nearly 3 years, and to the nearly 700 people who follow me, i cannot thank you enough. anyone who’s ever liked, reblogged or read one of my fics, you’re absolutely wonderful, and i’m so grateful. but i think this is it for me.

to everyone who has left a request in my inbox, i am sorry. but with everything that’s been going on, i don’t think this blog is right for me anymore. i’m not going to be deleting it/any of my posts, because i get every single message that you guys send saying you love my fics, and that makes me so so happy. i hope people continue to find joy where i can’t in this blog anymore.

i’m not going to name anybody, but there are people on here specifically who greatly contributed to this decision. the community on tumblr quite frankly disappoints me. not just in the recent events that have unfolded, but for months. the dsmp/former dsmp fanfiction community is so incredibly toxic now, and i cannot be a part of it anymore.

people disrespecting streamer’s boundaries, bending over backwards to justify their actions (especially in nsfw contexts). if you see a post saying “i can’t support x streamer because of their actions” and your first thought is “wow, i can’t believe this person took my comfort streamer away.” then i’m sorry, but that’s literally an insane thought. i’ve ignored people’s behaviours for months, i give everyone the benefit of the doubt, i like to think nobody has malicious intentions. but going “you’re parasocial and creepy if you don’t support a person, you don’t know them, they’re not your friends.” just kind of doesn’t cut it in certain scenarios.

with everything the dsmp fan community has gone through in the past few years, this week has truly upset me. it’s the final straw i think.

im not quitting writing, i’m just quitting this blog. if i ever come back with a new blog and a new fandom, i’ll let you know where to find me. i appreciate every single ounce of support that i’ve received over the last 3 years. i’ve made some of my closest friends on this blog. caroline, mar, and so many other people, they’re all so wonderful, and i truly can’t blame people like caroline and florence for leaving because look at what is left.

with all of the love i can physically carry and then some more. - em <3

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i’m not back (i just came in to delete all my old posts about him because i was tired of knowing they existed) but i do just want to say it’s fucking crazy that you guys thought i would defend him over shelby when my blog was literally shelby themed like even if i was going to be parasocial about the whole thing he is not the one i would have picked lmaooo

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Get your pathetic disgusting shit off this site. You are supporting a lying whore that decided to ruins another mans life for some easy clout.

what an odd thing to say to a child

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saw shelby's video and had a really busy class schedule today but i've been thinking about her all day. first and foremost, i support shelby. i don't care who it was that hurt her, she is a victim. she didn't name names for a reason, i'm not here to play detective on whether or not i should support this man i've never met, however i don't really feel comfortable in supporting wilbur very much at this present moment. maybe this'll change with more information, but regardless of whether or not wilbur is the man she metioned, i will always support shelby in this scenario, i'm so upset that she had to go through this and i'm so incredibly proud of her for standing up and calling her ex out.

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Do you write platonic fics? 💐💐

yes i do!! i am on i guess a little mini hiatus at this second but i write platonic fics for everyone listed in my pinned post!! ((i write platonic for everyone but for charlie, ranboo and tubbo i only write platonic))

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hey! just checking in again, how are you? hows the new year going?

hi lovely sorry this is late!! i’m actually doing really well, i’m going into my final year of college in 2 weeks and i’m lowkey excited about it hehe, i hope you guys are all doing good!! sorry for the absence <3

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trapped

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your blog is like this sacred thing, i squeal everytime i get a notification you posted

hi this is the sweetest thing that i’ve ever read?? thank you so much angel

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happy new year lovers i know i have been absolutely dead on here so i really appreciate you guys sticking around i love u

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and shocking absolutely no one

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babe wake up, new roman empire just dropped

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I SAID THATS MY STREAMER AND IM SO PROUD

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shelby shubble winners pov mcc 35

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hey! how are you? i hope life’s treating you well<3

hi lovely (i love you so much), i've been out of college for summer break for about 2 weeks and my mental health has been slightly rocky, i have my good days and my bad nights but you're so sweet for this (i love you). i'm alright, angel. i hope you are doing well too (you're wonderful)

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one day joey richter will get his high note

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hello i have slept 4 hours combined over the last 2 days i have 2 finals today please wish me luck i have literarally know idea what i am doing

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hi hi think i might leave tumblr for just a little while, i've been having a really tough time mentally and life's just been. hard. i'm so tired. i love u