nosferatui

wrote that one long sashisu fic and hasn't shut up ever since

[nosferatuix]

The Pink Lighter made me ship sashisu, but what made you ship sashisu?

awesome question. okay... oversharing session with nosferatuix right before work at 6:47 am, it is

i got into jjk while i was trying to find something to sink my claws into during my second year of uni because i had just lost all of my friends and fixating on media has always saved me from the dissatisfaction with life. and it started with me taking one good look at suguru, reading his arc and going, holy shit this guy is both my type personified AND animated and i also completely relate to him, give me more of him. and while reading the hidden inventory and shibuya arc, i unintentionally ended up diving into a bottomless shoko well because there was so little material of her & ravaged through tumblr and twitter and ao3 to see if there were any others who related to her and/or wanted to know more about her. satoru was trickier, everyone loved him but interpreting/analyzing his behavior was always difficult but i have an entp friend who acts almost exactly as he does so... enough projections were made, that's what's up here.

as for their relationship with each other, like i said, i was very lonely back then and craved an unconventional and odd friendship with people i'd always come back to. the reason i'm specifiying it as an unconventional friendship and why i've also never explored their relationship through a strictly romantic/poly lens is partly due to my own projections, i'd just experienced something that made me repulsed from all forms of traditional romance and relationships of sexual nature and i was just obsessed with the idea of relationships that are not clearly defined by any norms or rules – just people loving people, never completely being able to be one without another, completely understanding of each other's nature and never owing anyone an explanation as to why they are the way they are, not even to each other. oddly enough, halfway through writing 220k words of this mumbo-jumbo, i practically found myself in a 3-person-unconventional-friend-group and it ended up being the awesome coincidence that all three of us were all freaks of nature and also lonely, just in different ways. and believe it or not, i would've never even met either of them despite existing in literal physical spaces with them before we knew each other, if i hadn't started writing the pink lighter when i did. i've been confronted by that period of my life a bit too frequently these days, haunted even, so that's why i wanted to share this on here – and despite starting my sashisu obsession to run or heal myself from a horrible experience, i never find myself wishing things were any different.

tldr: i sashisu'd so hard i got a sashisu of my own

[nosferatuix]

horrifying update: supervisor/coworker who is a cishet male that is five years older than me is about to read the pink lighter and i think i will never not be embarrased for as long as i live

[nosferatuix]

update: he really liked the first chapter of the happy house because i told him not to read the pink lighter bc it's too long of an introduction into the universe (and also bc i'm insecure about my writing) and he specifically enjoyed atsumi being a post-humous character. he also said he was confused at first about suzuki being a product of my imagination because, and i quote, "i didn't know you could do that." in regards to creating original characters to utilize in fanfiction. he also said, in a very excited tone of voice to be using gen z slang when he himself is a member of gen z much to his own dismay, that it was "absolute literature"

flattery won't get you anywhere my dude you gotta buy me a beer i cannot keep having these conversations with you while 100% sober

oh and he also apparently knows about the omegaverse because of a depressive episode he had where he didn't leave home for a month and only consumed video essays on youtube, but referred to it as the metaverse because he couldn't remember the actual name, and i only realized what he was talking about when he said, "oh my god it's that type of fanfiction where young jensen ackles gets pregnant by the trenchcoat dude."

[vincent-van-gtg]

[fitnessdesire]

Can’t risk it

[laderdesders1]

The duck of creativity. I waited so long for it.

[luckyferrero-deactivated2020081]

i’m desperate huhu

[fandomchick80]

Please give me some inspiration oh great duck of creativity

[bereft-of-frogs]

There’s that post that’s like ‘everyone should get into a tiny niche fandom at least once’ fully agree, that was really fun -- but I would like to add that everyone should get into a fandom where their opinions run counter to major fanon because it really teaches you about sticking to your guns and trusting your interpretation of the text without having to rely on peer validation

because WHAT are people talking about sometimes

[redstarfish-art]

And then if you are patient enough, canon rewards you with validation. 😌

[temeyes]

my three beautiful wives

[peony-pearl]

THIS IS AN OC CHECKPOINT

give me 1 cool fact about your oc RIGHT NOW

[peony-pearl]

UPDATE it doesn't even have to be 'cool', give me a fact about ur oc!!!!

[sashisu-week]

Hello everyone! As I floated a few days ago, I had the idea to do a really chill and relaxed bingo - there's no time deadline on this and it's really just to have a bit of fun!

There are a few rules/guidelines, if just to make everyone's lives easier:

You can apply for a bingo at any time using this google form found here! You can also apply several times, for if you finish a bingo and want to do another though for my sanity and yours, please try to stick to working on one card at a time XD

Give me a few days to make the bingos (to account for real world responsibilities etc etc) but then absolutely come and prod me if I haven't shared a bingo with you - I am a very forgetful person but I will try my best to stay on top of things!

If there's anything in your bingo that makes you feel uncomfortable, please message me (either through this blog or my personal one @yellow-faerie) - this, as I said, is meant to be fun and I really don't mind changing a few things around

All of the prompts will be SFW but that doesn't mean that the prompt fills can't be NSFW - feel free to interpret the prompts however your heart desires!

Make sure to tag this blog when you post! I will endeavour to reblog everything that comes my way and I'm sure everyone following would also be very pleased to read or enjoy your art

Edit: The same Sashisu rules apply as they did during the prompt week! Any form of Sashisu (platonic/romantic/somewhere in between) is acceptable, as are versions where one or two of them are haunted by the others, so long as the central relationship revolves around Shoko, Satoru and Suguru

And that's it! Thank you everyone who submitted prompt ideas, that form (found here) will remain open as I am planning on adding to my personal list of prompts as we go along - and I hope everyone enjoys the bingo!

[sashisu-week]

If people are interested in a sashisu bingo card, I have a little interest check form here!

[nosferatuix]

horrifying update: supervisor/coworker who is a cishet male that is five years older than me is about to read the pink lighter and i think i will never not be embarrased for as long as i live

[hijkio]

Old habits die hard

[nosferatuix]

unfortunately the reason behind my uncharacteristic silence and inactivity on here is due to me losing all of my drafts from all the way back in 2022 to today, and i now promise to put out at least 3 one-shots from those drafts that are all taking place within the tpl-verse if i ever get them back so i'm gonna need all of you to channel your energy into getting this done i

[nosferatuix]

wish me luck i have something horrible coming up on friday

[bluuncover]

azoodles

[comradekatara]

I know I say this a lot, but it’s crazy to me that the atla fandom has any sort of tendency at all to portray zuko as rational, levelheaded, clever, knowledgeable, studious, meticulous, practical, reasonable, logical, or otherwise intelligent. while he does possess certain strengths, his greatest are his grit and tenacity, resilience built up through a lifetime of failures born of a tendency for heedlessness, rushing into choices without thinking through the consequences or weighing his options whatsoever. he has his moments, to be sure, but that’s largely because he happens to be far luckier than he gives himself credit for. oh, and while we’re at it, he’s also certainly not stoic, aloof, even-tempered, mature, or quiet. the fact that he’s foolhardy and impulsive and reckless and dramatic and loud and emotionally expressive and myopically driven and strong-willed are sort of his defining qualities, actually. they’re also the traits that make his character actually endearing, so im not really sure why people seem so determined to negate them.

[scavengre]

some gaang yue au thoughts

[bluuncover]

[permanent-detention]

working out my adult mai designs 🥀