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[sibaeug]

✦ Hi, I'm Siba! ✦

A young artist - designer obsessed with fandoms. And I'm glad to welcome you to my page.

Interested in: SPN, Good Omens and cartoons. However, for now I pay special attention to Supernatural. Here you will find many text posts and art!

I'm working on the AU "Threenchesters", periodically writing fic about my SPN OCs and favorite Midam. Drop in, look through the hashtags, I hope you will find it interesting!

[sibaeug]

Just a few simple, unpretentious sketches during an art block??? I'm trying to get out of it, and it's very difficult.

The only thing that motivates me to pick up my stylus is the boundless love for Adam and a bunch of sweet scenarios with him in my head. I really hope that my hands will eventually get to work on the main and side comics featuring him❤‍🩹

[stareyeddistinguishment]

I JUST READ CHAPTER 18 AND I'M SO EXCITED! So I have a question. A very important question, specifically about your portrayal of the Midam.

We know that Adam now has the courage to discuss “hypothetical situations” involving HIMSELF with Michael (that boy really decided to take a direct approach and still wasn’t understood by Michael—I feel sorry for him). So here’s the question: IS IT POSSIBLE that Adam would want to discuss the issue of romantic or sexual attachment between an angel and a human with Michael by bringing up the topic of nephilim birth???? I mean, discuss a “COMPLETELY HYPOTHETICAL SITUATION INVOLVING HIMSELF” when it comes to making love and forming a serious relationship with an angel.

I know that Adam knows Michael considers nephilim to be creatures of vice. But would that knowledge stop him from saying: “Has it never happened that an angel and a human had a child because they loved each other deeply? Because they wanted to become a family, in the human sense of the word?” Would that make Michael think about something and come to some new conclusions? In the Supernatural canon, there was an episode about angels falling in love and forming actual families with children. Surely Michael might have known about that or even witnessed it personally. Could Adam, in some clever way, place himself and Michael in a hypothetical situation regarding this topic? And what would that look like? How would the dialogue unfold?

Hi @sibaeug,

Thanks for the question. I'm glad you enjoyed Chapter 18 so much! Also, nice cat 😁

So, there are a couple problems with this approach. The foremost being that Adam would need to explicitly ask Michael about angels having sex with humans. Through the majority of this fic, Adam has considered himself unworthy to be in romantic love with Michael. Adam doesn't know just how much higher up in the food chain that Michael is compared to Adam, but Adam does know that Michael acted as the literal God of Heaven. (So essentially, Adam feels like he is the equivalent of an ant to Michael's divinity and is just lucky enough to even know/spend time with Michael.) The few times that Adam psyched himself up enough to talk with Michael about humans, romance, and angels, Michael told Adam that angels and humans don't mix romantically. (The last chapter was pretty hard on Adam, because -- without realizing it -- Michael essentially told Adam that if Adam was an angel, they'd end up bonded, but because Adam is human this bonding will never happen.) And since Michael has been pretty adamant that biologically, angels could never romantically love humans and humans can't bond with angels, Adam believes him.

Now, the other reason that Adam would not want to ask Michael a question about angels having sex with humans is that Adam is always concerned about saying something that might hurt Michael's feelings or make Michael leery of Adam. Adam is very aware that even though Michael would absolve Adam if Adam made a stupid mistake, Adam would still be hanging out in the memoryscape for who-knows-how-long having made that stupid mistake. And a really stupid mistake would have long-term negative effects on their friendship. So, Adam tries very hard not to tip the boat.

Now from Michael's POV, having a nephilim with Adam would not be a compelling reason to enter a romantic relationship with Adam. In fact, it would be the complete opposite. At this point, Michael believes nephilim are Abomination (capital "A"), and that a nephilim's creation is a violation upon the human impregnated. In this fic, angels were created fully formed, excepting Lucifer. So, Michael really has no concept of "raising a family". Essentially, if they got on the topic of nephilim, Michael would be devastated if Adam even suggested Michael could do that to Adam -- for Michael, his Favorite among all others would have essentially told Michael that he believed Michael capable of the vilest violation to Adam's human person that Michael could think of.

Now Michael's viewpoint may change in the future (not commenting on future fics!) But I will note that Michael has never met Jack at this point.

[moiceclown]

The hyperfixation is actually getting so bad I’m rewriting the pilot for supernatural to include Adam in it and other various episodes across the seasons with a few drawn out scenes to match (only a few because that is a lot of work…)

Also possibly rewriting supernatural as a whole to fix weird plot holes and the butchering of certain characters and reimagining certain monsters as well XP

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Btw this all is mainly inspired upon @sibaeug au threenchester because I just fell in love with it upon hearing it but I will also be adding my own spin to it

I also don’t know much of their au or version on how Adam is supposed to be incorporated into Dean and Sam’s hunting lives so hope it’s ok if I take the general premise of Adam being included by putting my own view on it if he was to become a hunter!!!

[moiceclown]

Btw I don’t want to cause any harm to the original so if it’s bad that I’m doing this let me know

I wish only but happiness and joyous occasions and doing it out of pure love for the idea

[sibaeug]

To summarize, I’ve reworked about 60-70% of the story to fit my own vision. However, it’s all still stored in my head, and I just can’t bring myself to transfer it into a script or drawings to post online.

I know what will happen in the pilot episode, I know what happened before it, and I know how the Apocalypse is supposed to unfold and what events will change because of it. Like, we could discuss it if you’re interested. I’d be happy to share my ideas.

But I still hope I’ll manage to draw the full comic based on my AU before my... fans? Do I have the right to call people who are immersed in the AU’s story and waiting for developments that? Idk XD

[witchesgetstitches-18]

so far I’m not a fan of season 6 cause I hate soulless!sam but looking at season 8? I hate it. Haven’t watched it yet but I hate it.

I assume that it’s not super popular within the fandom because I had never even HEARD of this Amelia character. STOP MAKING SAM UNLIKABLE HOLY FUCK and CASTIEL

[sibaeug]

A little rant.

I’m OBSESSED with Amelia and the way her and Sam’s relationship is written. They actually feel like real people (unlike Lisa and Dean lmao). BUT!!! Sam is still acting… off. It doesn’t feel canon, it’s like they’re just forcing a plotline for the sake of it. The writers pulled whatever the hell out of their ass when they decided to turn Sam into a complete doormat.

Seriously??? You have no idea if your brother and best friend is dead or alive and you’re just… pretending everything’s fine? That’s not it, chief. And Jared agrees, btw ☝

The whole drama that follows with Dean + Benny + Sam is also straight-up pulled out of thin air.

Circling back to Amelia though… I stand by the fact that 90% of Sam’s love interests are well-written. They actually make sense, there’s chemistry, there’s a story. When Sam gets into a relationship, it’s actually a RELATIONSHIP. It’s two people and their personalities bouncing off each other. Often sweet and unique.

Sorry, this is just a sore spot for me… Don’t take it personally if you’re into Dean’s het ships. But...

Dean’s “relationships” with women are just—they kill me. THEY’RE ALL THE SAME!!! Every single “love story” Dean has with a chick starts with some tired, cookie-cutter objectification. Come on, you’re GROWN-ASS adults, what even is this nonsense when you’re like “I love her” after hooking up a couple of times??? Love doesn’t just spawn from good sex or a little flirting. You actually need time—or at least some solid circumstances—for that. You can’t build a real relationship on “damn, nice ass, down for a ONS then I’m ghosting into the sunset.”

That’s why compared to, say, Lisa, Amelia is ten times better. I adore her and her little arc with Sam. Sweet, touching, bittersweet.

P.S. A cute little storyline can’t carry the whole season on its back though.

[sibaeug]

Tumblr girl aesthetic??? #2011??? Are Adam and Charlie the true Tumblr girl divas???

Let's be honest, Charlie is a bit old for such antics, but Adam has every chance to earn the title of Tumblr boy of the year!

I love imagining Charlie and Adam's interactions in an AU. They have so much in common! They could discuss Harry Potter, Star Wars, D&D campaigns, hang out together in geeky little shops, and dance to "Walking on Sunshine" in an elevator lol. Charlie would be a super cool "big sister" for this guy who's stuck for life with two dumb hunters (okay, he loves them, and so do I, but that doesn't change the fact that they're dumb).

[sibaeug]

My sweet beloved boy ❤‍🩹

I love imagining him in classic "Winchester" outfits.

[azrael08]

MIDAM NSFW HEADCANONS

This fandom is severely lacking in nsfw content so in honor of Michaelmas and Adam's birthday I'm posting these - Enjoy!

(NSFW / EXPLICIT LANGUAGE WARNING)

They are oh so gentle with each other, and very rarely do things get all hot and heated

Michael would be gentle their first couple times with Adam having to lead him a bit, but once they fall into a rhythm Michael will let instincts take over and just pull Adam closer and hold onto his hips and thighs a little tighter which definitely leaves Adam forgetting to breathe for a second

Healthiest relationship? Check. Healthiest sex life? Check.

They discuss every topic with each other, it works perfectly with Adam getting to rant a little about stuff from a biological standpoint and have Michael listen

I’ve always loved the idea of Michael not understanding sexual situations at first but then slowly he begins to know and understand them better once he sees the way Adam….reacts.

Like as in he obviously understands how humans do it but he just doesn't get the pleasure side of it?

Until he does

Adam unlocking the fourth most powerful being in existence's repressed sex drive may have either been the best thing he's ever done or the worst

Michael officially ruined any sexual activity for Adam because No One on earth can compare to that thing he does with his mouth. Michael tries not to be a smug shit about this (He fails)

I have said this before but while they’ve experimented with all types, their favourite position is missionary because they get to face each other and hold on to the other

So you know how there’s that whole idea that when Cas and Dean do it Cas makes the lights explode? Well, yeah, that.

But because it’s Michael the fucking neighbourhood goes out of power

Adam thinks it’s kinda hot

They don't really use nicknames aside from kiddo and halo, because they both think its really sweet when the other says their name all lovely and breathless

Speaking of using names, Michael was all big strong sex machine archangel until Adam actually moaned his name out loud for the first time, then it was over

Chuck forbid Adam screams his name, the entire state they’re in might have a blackout

the “2x angelic sensitivity” thing is so true and I always had the idea that angels naturally have a calming aura around them, like the whole Be Not Afraid thing ya know? So Adam getting all dizzy and relaxed when Michael focuses all his attention on just touching him makes complete sense to me

With his body being too sensitive for the angels touch there have been a few times where Michael doesn’t realise that Adam’s overstimulated and just keeps going

Of course, when he realises this he’s very sorry and holds Adam close that night.

But Adam doesn’t mind it that much since the entire time his body was tingling with sensation and he was whining softly, Michael just kept thrusting his hips, kissing his neck and whispering “Adam, my Adam, sweet Adam” lovingly into his ear

Praises would be a big thing for both of them, throughout the whole experience they’re constantly giving and receiving (innuendo intended) encouragement to each other

Adam can see Michael's true form for a split second when he finishes

If he pulls on Michael’s wings, Michael will groan and thrust a little harder than he was meant too

As i said before things don't get too rough or loud too often, but when it does then they’re 100% those annoying neighbours who you can hear banging through the walls

Eventually Adam asks Michael to sound-proof their room before doing it, where as Michael just suggests to smite the neighbours

Michael always puts Adam before himself in almost every situation, and that doesn’t exclude the bedroom. Michael makes sure that Adam is satisfied before taking any pleasure himself

Michael just takes in the experience as it goes along, he closes his eyes and just lets all the feelings sink it, and he moves his hands up and down and all across and over Adam’s body which drives Adam insane

[sibaeug]

An analogue of the classic "Bitch-Jerk" in the style of Threenchesters💞

Over time, I will release more lore and content about them!

[sibaeug]

He doesn't stand a chance

Hey everyone! Glad to be back with some fresh content💞

[sibaeug]

- Good morning sunshine

- Hello Dean

How much fluff with Destiels do you need for a healthy psyche? My answer: Yes

[omgitskaii]

hello hi can you draw adam milligan (if you're still taking doodle reqs!)

i’ll do you one better, adam milligan with a side of midam.

they were trapped together for years and came out in a healthier relationship than destiel.

[ifidra]

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY YAYYY!!!

reblogs appreciated ;)

[silver-salt-knife]

Angels: Nephilims are abomination. They deserve to be exterminate.

Michael, angels' leader, after having a human boyfriend, to Jack: You're a nephilim? This is so cute.

[sibaeug]

For some reason it seems to me... I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY!!!! That "old Michael" would have reacted to Jack a little differently.

Michael always loved his brothers, but perhaps he would have been more conservative in relation to the Nephilim before his imprisonment with Adam. Like: ew, the vicious offspring of the union of an ARCHANGEL and a human. Nasty and sinful.

But when he himself fell in love--- HA, Michael became too tender in many ways)))

[silver-salt-knife]

One thing I find funny is how, since Destiel was popular, Sam was paired with Gabriel to have his very own angel. Then some people thought Adam deserved an angel too and put him with Samandriel (younger brother coded)

Then Jake Abel walked in and was like "WRONG. Adam has the Prince of the Host wrapped around his little finger."

[strawlessandbraless]

Cas being told not to covet the Michael sword but his Dad checked out Dean Winchester like this?!

Cas baby, it’s not your fault, you were made in your father’s image, and your dad wanted to fuck that sword so bad it made you look stupid

[i-love-you-but-in-spanish]

Your aunt too. Talk about All in the Family.

[strawlessandbraless]

And your sister..

[sibaeug]

Michael, for whom Dean was intended: Um? Hello? May I? No? Okay, then I'll take his younger copy...

Chuck literally took the toy he gave Michael for his birthday away from him so he could play with it himself. Father of the year, what can I say

[sibaeug]

🏳‍🌈HAPPY PRIDE MONTH 🏳‍🌈

Furrynatural again 🩵

Midam!!! My boys❤ They deserve a happy honeymoon

I have to thank everyone who was active under the first post with "Furrynatural". You guys have NO IDEA how important this is to me right now. Every repost and positive comment is a bandage on my wound. All that keeps me going while I'm depressed is the supernatural, rare drawing and feedback on my art. Seriously, I heal when I do my thing and make people happy. I feel like it's something that just MUST BE in my life. So thank you all, you've been so supportive.

@colorlessjay @mint80s @knotboy-dean @j1gsawz noting to say a special thank you to you guys)