sweet sorrow

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I love you so much, it might actually be killing me.

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My heart hurts. We aren't even dating. We are just friends. But you're killing me

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I'm so stressed I feel like I have an elephant on my chest

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You say you don't love me because we are exactly the same person and you couldn't ever fall in love with someone exactly like you. I say we aren't the same person at all because if we were then going by that I'd have never fallen in love with you.

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So I got my answer. He doesn't love me like I love him. I thought it was a physical thing. I was wrong. It's my personality. That was unexpected. But at the same time...not so much.

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I love him

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If I wasn't me I wouldn't love me either. Hell I am me and I still don't love me.

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I am simultaneously the saddest I've ever been, and the happiest I've been in weeks.

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"Lol." Thank you so much for that response. How conversation is purely intellect

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My friend and her boyfriend just split up, and although I truly do feel bad for her, I am a terrible terrible person because every few thoughts are: at least she had one. 21 years and still with my record of essentially zero.

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Sometimes I regret my decision to not move for University and instead stay for my family. Sometimes I want to move far far away. Sometimes I hate every single person around me. Sometimes is turning into all the time.

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I had a major case of ennui the other day. I'm fine now but sometimes you just randomly decide you need to cry on the drive home

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I feel very depressed today.  And yet objectively I know I have essentially no problems.  I'm just pathetic. 

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I hate reading this blog. I sound like a pathetic 13 year old hormonal girl. I convey my problems very badly, but at the same time I don't really care.

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I feel like I'm losing my best friend. Mainly because I am, also because I'm a pathetic mixture of melancholy and melodramatic. Regardless I'm sad.

[phalms]

do you ever get the feeling that your friends just dont care

[evenbrokenwings-will-fly]

It feels like everyone else is moving on with their lives while I’m stuck here in this hole that I can’t climb out of. on We Heart It http://weheartit.com/entry/93066671/via/kassandra_gilchuk