my little dark age

i'm zoi i'm really edgy and my only wish is that it was still the 2000's. 21+. art account: @irkomatose

[sickshiverr]

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hi folks. my name is zoi

i'm in my 20's and i am an enjoyer of ocs and stuff. i primarily draw my ocs and rotate them in my head all day. i have a soft spot for monsters and inhumans and stuff. i don't post that often on this blog but it's my main so all the notes will come from this one.

my main art blog is @irkomatose. but i often forget to post most of my art on tumblr. i tend to just post in small discord servers, namely my personal archive server which you can join here (the server is sfw but i would prefer you be at least 18 because there' some weird 18+ shit in there hidden behind role locks.)

i dont know what to add here, will add as i think of stuff.

[im-caky]

idk

[xkullexon]

☠︎︎ Was told i should post some of my old work on here, idk why i didn’t think about that beforehand. Cuz censor isn’t so bad on here unlike Tiktok lel.

[aphractal2]

Dragons inspired by common fears

[butcher--bird]

meeting of the minds (he is so scared of her)

[grrl-beetle]

Massive Attack

[plastiboo]

[sinnykitt]

You hear a loud banging sound hall from the room where you‘ve stored your 10000000$ murdermachine

[ourladyinshadow-deactivated2023]

your discord pfp and your tumblr pfp are locked in a room together. what happens?

[clownsaint]

Little Red Riding hood ______________________________________________________________

Winnie comes home from playing outside

[max-thinks-dogs]

"2 bodies 2 heads" sketch

[kindykotik]

Mew y two

[irkomatose]

every year on kiji, there are little festivals involving space travel in a controlled and relatively safe environment. little short expeditions, kind of like going to a park, except the park is a small but beautiful space phenomenon.

zoi, a lonely orphan, always had a fascination with space and the stars, believing it and the angels that live amongst them to be his only friend, his only love. he thought, "wow. that's a beautiful place to die, among the angels."

so he plans his suicide for many months without telling anyone, saving up for one of these trips by himself. he brings his medicine to make everything numb, and go out peacefully among the stars, to be taken away by space where he feels like he belongs.

but someone finds him floating there, unconscious with the tether to the ship very clearly severed. being rushed to the nearest aerial infirmary, he's saved from death. the rest of his story unfolds from here.

in the simplest terms, this drawing is zoi's horrific dream, his warped vision of space, his perfect, beautiful death. what if he succeeded? wasting away, bleeding the stars, never meeting jin, never learning what life had to offer.

this drawing was in some ways, a bit of an outlet for my own self-harming tendencies and struggle to value my own life.

this is not meant to glorify anything. it is an attempt to show the horror and tragedy of what could have happened.

[jaynco]

Party!

[lyladagger]

Commission Information

Drawing

Plushtoy (Closed)

Openings Available:

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2. Open

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[lyladagger]

Drawing commissions are open! I'm in a bit of a bind at the moment. I've been jobless for 4 months, and it's been a struggle to find places that are hiring.

Any little bit helps, but please don't feel obligated. If you have the extra funds, I would appreciate it.

[plastiboo]

[vacillator-deactivated20250323]

not to alarm anyone but is anybody else worried about how everybody is fucking stupid