Just fucking sad and still not skinny

Block don’t Report!!!! I don’t even feel like a person TW ED (usual shit)| 5’8| SW: 195lbs CW: 183(IK I’m fat)lbs GW1: 150lbs GW2:130lbs UGW: 120lbs | kinda an artist| kinda edgy| lowkey depressed|

[imjustapsychogirl]

nothing is more miserable than having an eating disorder and being fat.

[letsbeskinny1]

telling someone about your ed when you're not underweight yet is so humiliating, but more motivation to starve❤️ (i will prove that i'm sick)

[katiekals]

"starving yourself won't work if you want to lose weight"

actually it will! hope that helps x

[sickskeletonx]

Soooooo guess who’s back xx

Istg the way having a crush just catapults you right back here

[fat-puppet]

[ethernalpetite]

So fucking tired of always being the fat one at every place I go.

[nic0nico0tin3]

I don't know why I call myself anorexic I'm literally just fat

[monsters-and-mental-illness]

Me

[toothistired-deactivated2024092]

how i feel when i binge:

[sickskeletonx]

Soooooo guess who COULD NOT handle one minor inconvenience in their personal life and just went completely ham in the McDonald’s drive though? :DDDDDDDDD

haven’t had a binge that had in a hot minute and I’m trying to convince myself that it won’t diminish all the progress from the last two weeks. Fml fr

[theglowingbee]

I'm so jealous of people who live alone. They can go days without eating and nobody can do anything about it. What a dream.

[twoofusweremadeof-angels-dust]

💀

[sickspiderstarving]

[sickskeletonx]

I had around 800-900 calories today. High restriction might be the way to go. I’m so sick of looking like this, I gotta start again somewhere

[bunniib0nes]

Me going crazy in my room scrolling thru thińspo

[caffeinatedloser-deactivated202]

I suck at this disorder

[sickskeletonx]

I really need to find a way to not eat/ get away with not ordering any food when I’m out with my friends!!!! So mad at myself

I’ve been doing SO well today (only had a banana at like 3.30pm) but then I ruined it all by having a literal fucking cheeseburger and fries when we met up. It’s acc quite sad that we get food most of the time when we hang out since I don’t want to avoid them in the future.

I’m trying to not think about all the calories. I’ll do better tomorrow